It had been a while, and Sung Eunha looked a lot more tired than usual. I offered a brief greeting.
"Have you been well? You look even more exhausted."
"I canât say Iâve been well."
"Something happen?"
"Something did, but...."
Her words trailed off. Either something personal or a guild matter.
Given the timing, odds were high it was internal guild business. Whenever Neo Core surged upward, there was always a chorus of noise.
'Well, none of thatâs my business.'
What I cared about was Sung Eunhaâs brain, not Neo Coreâs internal affairs. I dropped the subject quickly and got to the point.
"If you canât say, I wonât ask."
"......."
"So what I brought today is... this."
"This is...."
The sword I set on the table flashed. The weariness vanished from her face and interest bloomed in an instant.
Aquarionâs Heart (A)
A sword made using the Dragon Heart of the water dragon âAquarion.â
It bears an immortal heart, enabling endless growth potential.
She didnât even know exactly what it was, but was immediately intriguedâdefinitely someone with a feel for artifacts.
I cut her off to warn her first.
"Youâll need to keep this secret."
"...Ah, of course. Itâs not like I have anyone to tell."
I already knew she could keep her mouth shut, but when people get excited, words can slip, so I gave a formal request that sounded a little like a warning.
She nodded readily, though her eyes kept dropping to the item. I answered that reaction with an explanation.
"This is Aquarionâs Heart."
"Hunter Taeâs...!"
"Knew youâd recognize it."
"How could I not. S-ranks who actually use weapons are rare, so... even if I donât go on field ops, I keep up with that much. Besides, anything gear-related interests me."
For her, she was talking a lot.
Makes sense. S-ranks have such broken skills that artifacts sometimes get in the way of their activations.
Im Haekyung and even Sung Uijae are the sort who just trust their skills and go in barehanded.
Though, aside from minor performance quirks, watching them use skills with no artifact at all is far more terrifying.
I naturally pictured Im Haekyung clearing a dungeon, then brought my eyes back to Sung Eunha.
She seemed to chew on something for a moment, then asked,
"Where did you get this?"
"I bought it."
"...At a price point you could actually purchase?"
"Well, it wasnât cheap."
I paused on purpose to build anticipation, then added,
"But since thereâs a real Dragon Heart inside... it seemed worth the investment."
"...Excuse me?"
At first she frowned like sheâd misheard; then her mouth slowly fell open. I gave her a generous five seconds to process the shock, smiled, and said lightly,
"Then letâs take it apart!"
"......."
***
After that, I clocked in at SH Guild for a few days straight and, shamelessly, holed up at Neo Core to focus on processing Aquarionâs Heart.
Grinding away at Neo Core paid off; I got to hold a finished product I was satisfied with.
âDo you have a desired form?â
âNo. But I do have a rough guide.â
âWhat kind?â
At first, I planned to use it as a weapon like Tae Hyunjin had. Preferably rangedâsomething that could fire.
But at the last moment, I changed my mind.
âIâm thinking armor. We can iterate to balance hardness and coverage.â
âArmor? I mean, itâs your call, Jehyun, but... isnât that a waste? In my opinion.â
âRight now I need armor more than an offensive weapon.â
â...Ah, if thatâs the case, then it canât be helped.â
âAlso, Iâd like it to be wearable gear. If possible... for the arm?â
âWearable... armor. Hm. Got it. Letâs try.â
After a good bit of head-scratching, she layered her engineering on top of my shabby machining and produced an arm-guard style piece of armor that was actually usable.
Noâmore than usable... it was something I genuinely needed.
Minimize coverage to the extreme, maximize hardness.
"In short, you could call it bodily reinforcement."
"As long as the armor itself doesnât break... itâll be effective."
Thanks to Sung Eunha, my body could now endure a skill for quite a while. Beyond merely controlling the beast under my palm, that alone was a huge gain.
I toyed with the gear, smiling in satisfaction.
It was a vivid, alien set of sensations. Like layers of life force stacked over my body that I could feel one by oneâindescribable in words. My whole body felt stifled, like wrapped in film; my palm burned too hot, then cooled to a chill. All of it was unfamiliar.
But as time passed, the strangeness eased. As if it had harmonized.
'Or is it... afraid?'
I stared at the now-quiet mark on my palm and let my smile creep back up.
Just in case, I double-checked for risks with the guard. For now, nothing major. Of course thereâs always risk to factor in, but this was a far more stableâand saferâway to use it for the time being. Thereâs no such thing as a method with zero risk anyway.
Good.
I squeezed and opened my fist, basking for a moment. Iâd knocked off several objectives in one goâwasnât I allowed to enjoy that much?
Then came a knock at the door.
These days, I didnât need to pull up the Status Window or check a tracker to know who it was. Footfalls, the rhythm of the knockâplenty to read from.
Instead of telling him to come in, I yanked the door open.
"Good evening, Yehyun."
"...Hyung."
"Mm."
Do Yehyun flinched at the sudden door, but spoke steadily.
"You were here."
"Mm."
"I figured you wouldnât beâseems like youâve been busy."
"Ah... thatâs done."
"What was it?"
I could explain that much. But rather than launch into it, I opened the door wider and let him in.
"Come in."
As soon as he stepped in, he tossed another question.
"Itâs resolved?"
It was a subjectless question, but easy enough to getâhis eyes were on my cheek.
"I was going to tell you anyway. Figured youâd be curious."
But before I could get the words out, he reached up and put his hand on my cheek.
Touching my cheek wasnât going to show him anything. I snorted at the transparent ploy and wrapped his hand.
"You canât tell by touching."
"......."
And if weâre being precise, what he should be wary of isnât a cheek that only left a mark and vanishedâbut my right hand now covering his. Quiet at the moment, yes.
I watched him, then lifted his hand off my face and set it on the arm guard.
"Itâs basically a suppressor. Thereâs one more function baked in, but explaining that gets long."
"You were away to make this?"
"Yep. Smart boy."
"...Any side effects?"
"Nothingâs one-hundred-percent safe. I picked what felt safest and most usable of the options."
"......."
He nodded a beat late.
"I understand."
"Good timing you came. I only got the finished piece today."
Come to think of it, if this guard helps reinforce my body, maybe Iâll get hurt a little less. Having a useful healer in front of me makes thoughts like that crop up.
'Still, for now itâs more efficient to take him along.'
Even S-ranks use healers. For a scrub like me to leave Yehyun behind just because Iâve got some reinforcement would be insane.
"So, is that all you were curious about?"
"......."
"Or was this not why you came?"
He was quiet for a moment, then shook his head and said evenly,
"I came because I wanted to see you."
"Hm, not shy about affection."
"You said I could keep liking you."
"I did."
I answered calmly, and the same Do Yehyun who had just said he wanted to see me fell silent again.
When the pause stretched, he spoke.
"Can I kiss you?"
"No."
"......."
I tossed out the refusal with a playful smile, but he didnât look particularly disappointed.
I took a step back and looked at him. He flinched, but didnât look away. Did one lip-suck make him this bold?
I tried to parse his tangled head, then gave up fast and glanced at the calendar on the desk.
January was already nearly over. For a few of my plans... that meant a tight schedule. I looked back at him and said without hesitation,
"Soon Iâll be going somewhere with Haeseongâs guild master... and I want you to come with me, Yehyun."
"...Soon?"
"Yeah."
His expression dimmed a little. Funny thingâhe has no reason to dislike Im Haekyung, but every time his name comes up, Yehyunâs reaction isnât great.
'Or is there another reason I donât know?'
Could just be primal discomfort. My own memories are scrambled; maybe his subconscious finds him off-putting too. In any case, thatâs his issue to sort out, and I had no intention of fussing over it.
What mattered to me now was the ânextâ that was finally within reach.
Kwon Taehan wakes up in April. And right now itâs the tail end of January. With a little /N_o_v_e_l_i_g_h_t/ over two monthsâwhat should I do?
The answer was simple.
Rather than chase sluggish level-ups, meet the head of Cheonmyeonggyo and figure out how theyâve been stirring up high-rank hunters.
I added a brief explanation.
"For reference, weâre going to an island."
"An island?"
"A place where Cheonmyeonggyo believers are. I want to check it out."
"...Why on earth?"
I cupped his face and tilted it up. In his expression was somethingâdiscontent, or maybe unease.
My reason for going all the way to Jinsando? I could explain it. But even if I did, would he accept it?
'Do I even need to explain?'
Heâd said once heâd cooperate with me unconditionally. And even now, explaining wouldnât be to convince him. Itâs not like Iâm someone who needs to persuade him anyway.
I watched him quietly and, a little impulsivelyâbut slowlyâopened with,
"Well... do I have to explain that too?"
Rather than go into detail, I kissed him. His lips opened reflexively; I slipped in like Iâd done it a thousand times and thought:
How much do I hide, how much do I share, to keep the noise down? A kiss or sex is easy enough to use to dam up feelings, but love... love tends to splash into places you donât expect.
Love always has a shelf life. Thereâs no love without term, no love without conditions. What you can control with love might be useful now, but one day itâll hit a limit. So do I lay contingencies before then?
I pressed him to the wall and pushed deeper, more deliberate. My hands gripped his shoulders hard, then hurriedly eased off. His breathing kept kicking upâmaybe the whole situation had him rattled.
"Hhn...."
Until now, every kiss and bout of sex had been pure impulse. This time, it was deliberateâno different from kissing with a purpose. Wondering if this could stand in for an explanation.
Intent guided action with tight stitches.
And yet, when my tongue traced his palate, I had a different thought for a moment.
Can a mouth really be this soft?