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Iām Da Wei. Well, not exactly.
To be precise, Iām Da Weiās Animal Soul. And to be even moreĀ precise, Iām a dog. A golden retriever, no less, a species in my progenitorās home world known for their golden fur, their tireless energy, and, if I may humbly add, their dashing good looks.
Not that anyone here knew what a āretrieverā was. To them, I was simply a spirit beast shaped like a dog, bound to Tao Long. But in my heart, I knew the truth of my heritage. I was no mere animal. I was Da Weiās spirit given form. His loyalty. His laughter. His bark.
I burst from Tao Longās body in a shimmer of golden light, my paws touching the earth as I took on my corporeal form. Ahem, corporeal was a strong word. I was more of a spirit-body, radiant, half-transparent, andĀ fur glowing faintly with divine sheen.
The air shifted at once. All eyes snapped toward me.
Daveās eyes in particularĀ were on me.
He froze, and his mouth was parting as if the very world had split before him. āWhat manner of creature is that?ā His voice trembled. Then his eyes widened, as if the veil of years had been torn. āWait⦠my Lord!? Is that you?ā
My tail wagged before I even thought about it.
Something in his toneĀ from shock, hope, and disbeliefĀ made my heart leapĀ in joy. My spirit quivered with the echo of recognition. He knew. He knew!
I jumped. My paws landed on his chest, claws pressing against his robes without harm. I barkedĀ once, twice,Ā andĀ thrice. Each cry carried not just sound but the pulse of soul-deep emotion: joy, care, adoration, and the pleasant shock of a long-lost reunion.
āItās me. Iām here. I never left you.ā
I licked his face, tail thrashing behind me, golden light scattering in bursts of radiant motes. My tongue brushed his cheek, his chin, his nose, over and over, as if I could bridge the years of absence in an instant.
Daveās voice cracked as though he was seeing a ghost.
āMy Lord, what happened to you!?ā
His words were heavy with disbelief and sorrow, but truthfully, I didnāt care about the question. I didnāt care about mysteries, politics, or the endless storms of this world. What I alwaysĀ cared forĀ were the people that mattered to me.Ā And David_69, dear good old Dave, had been one of those people.
My progenitor sometimes wondered if he could truly trust Dave. His existence was strange and too bizarre to be anything but suspicious. But my progenitor never voiced those doubts aloud. Why? Because, like me, he cared more for his people than for the endless game of who betrayed whom and who got the biggest weiner in the universe.
I barked, tail lashing, unable to contain the rush of joy. I leapt up again, tongue dragging across Daveās face like there was no tomorrow. Slobber shimmered in golden streaks where my spirit-body touched his skin. He sputtered and twisted, trying to shield himself, but I was relentless.
This was just how I spoke, and Iām sure he understood that.
āItās good to see you, Dai Fu,ā saidĀ Tao Long abruptly. āOr⦠do you wish for me to address you by your other name?ā
Dave choked on half a laugh, half a sob as he tried to shove me off. āTao Long! Get him off me!ā
āIād rather not,ā repliedĀ the dragon. āYou look⦠like you need it.ā
I barked again, louder this time, licking Daveās nose for good measure. Because if my slobber could wash away even a fraction of the burden he carried, then I would never stop. Moreover, who didnāt like to be licked over? My progenitor secretly wished it⦠That was what my brother, the Hell Soul, at least told me.
Dave was half-laughing, half-gasping, voice choking with incredulousness. āOh god, he just wonāt stop. Wait⦠is he peeing on meāā
That made me wag harder.
I tilted my head, ears flicking. I sensed⦠Embarrassment? Why? Peeing was release. Wagging was joy. Wagging until peeing⦠Well, that was pure joy. This was body speech, the language of honest creatures. I am happy. Could he not feel it?
Inside, the threads of my being touched me, the echo of my progenitorās shame. He recoiled as though the man I loved should never see us in such a state. Why recoil? The shame throbbed like a bruise in my chest, and it irked me beyond bearing.
āGet away, weird coot,ā I barked inside. āEnough. We are having a moment here, and you are poisoning it with your self-loathing.ā
My progenitor spat back at me. āYou⦠Let me talk to Dave!ā
āNo.ā
When Tao Long had whispered to me of Dave, told me of his hours and days with him, of their wandering and laughter, I had wagged then as well, in the quiet of my soul-space. I had waited. Oh, how I had waited for this moment of reunion. To smell him. To crowd close. To press the truth of raw happiness against him.
And now, finally, here he was.
āPlease, stop this,ā cried my progenitor. āThis is causing our dignity!ā
āBut⦠Iām already dignified.ā
I shoved the embarrassment of my progenitor further into the shadows. His sadness hummed, unwanted, but I stepped past it. I needed Daveās recognition and his affirmation. He couldnāt go on acting like this was an indignity. This was a connection. This was a reunion.
I plopped down onto my haunches, tail still thumping the ground. My tongue lolled. āDave,ā I said firmlyĀ in Qi Speech, āsay it.ā
āSay what?ā His voice was guarded.
āCall me⦠a good boy!ā
His eyes widened. He winced, as though I had just asked him to sacrifice a limb. āExcuse me?ā
I could feel my progenitor face-palming at the back of my head, the phantom slap echoing through the tether like waves in a pond. It wasnāt even my hand, not my gesture, but the shame of his expression burned down into me as though Iād done the deed myself. Humans do that when theyāre embarrassed⦠hit themselves. Weird. Why hit yourself just because something awkward happened? What a ridiculous custom.
Tao Long broke the silence with a cough. āWe should get business into order.ā
His words grounded the moment, but my progenitor didnāt let me off. Through the tether binding my soul to his supreme being, I heard his scolding voice as sharp as a sting on my ear.
āBad dog!ā
The insult snapped across my mind, and I bristled. My tail swished smugly.
āThe jokeās on you,ā I spat back through the tether, not aloud, but down the soul-bond where he would hear it. āThat makes you a bad dog too!ā
He went silent for a moment. Whether out of shock, or amusement, or just stewing in canine indignation, I couldnāt tell. Best not to push him too far. I finally behaved, stepping back while suppressing the grin threatening the edge of my face.
Tao Long, unbothered by the invisible bickering raging inside my chest, reached out a steady hand to Dave. He pulled him up in a firm, manly grip, arm to arm, the sort of thing humans did to show solidarity.
āThanks,ā Dave said, though his wary glance flicked toward me like I was a rabid mutt barely held at bay.
So⦠rude⦠Come on, donāt be wary of me. Iām cool, bro. I wonāt bite. Probably.
āSit,ā came my progenitorās command. Just that single word.
And I obeyed without hesitation. My body folded down, and my knees bent before I even thought about it. Some habits were etched into the bones and blood. I could mouth off, I could rebel, but sit? Sit was primal. Sit was instinct.
I grumbled inside myself, but stayed put. I mean, Iām a good boy in reality. Unlike my stupid progenitor, the so-called āsupreme bad dog.ā
The air thickened with an unspoken understanding between Tao Long and Dave.
Daveās expression shifted; something in his posture softened. He took a breath and spoke to Tao Long in a voice that had both old familiarity and careful politeness.
āCall me by the other name when in the presence of others,ā he said. āI hope you understandā¦ā
Tao Longās mouth curved, a very small, almost tender smile finding its place. āI see,ā he said. āSo⦠Mao Xian it is.ā
I felt bad for Mao Xian, not Dave in particular, but Daveās vessel.
Mao Xian only wanted revenge on the people who unleashed genocide against his people. Ā Instead, he got possessed by my progenitorās Holy Spiritā¦
My progenitor hadnāt done it out of cruelty for crueltyās sake. If he hadnāt tethered Dave to Mao Xianās vessel, Dave wouldāve been extinguished the same day the progenitor nearly burned out of existence. I knew it. My progenitor always made decisions like that, balancing horror against necessity, with one impossible compromise against another.
It was inevitable.
āYou stupid dog,āĀ my progenitor said inside my head.Ā āLet me up. I want to talk to him. I want to speak with Dave.
Nahā¦
I ignored him. I threw the tantrum because I just felt like it.
āIt must be fate weāve been reunited so soon,ā said Tao Long. āItās good to see you, still alive and well.ā
Dave chuckled, though it sounded dry. āYeah, only been twenty-five years. How long have you left the mountain?ā
āOnly four years,ā Tao Long replied. āIāve been traveling a lot, looking for members of the organization. Iāve heard you are doing well, becoming a Warlord of all things! Tell me, how does this help you in your quest to save the woman you cherish?ā
Daveās shoulders stiffened, but he didnāt deny it. āResources.ā
I tilted my head. Ah, the human obsession. Gold, blades, men to command. Always resources. Why not bones? Or tennis balls?
āResources,ā Tao Long repeated, with a small smile tugging at his lips. āResources that I am sure your master could provide.ā
Dave blinked, his brows knitting together. āWhat do you mean?ā
Tao Long leaned slightly forward. āDa Wei is alive.ā
The silence stretched. The waves broke somewhere in the distance, and the wind brushed past my fur. Then Daveās gaze turnedĀ straight at me. His eyes narrowed with a mixture of disbelief and dread.
āMy Lordship is alive, butā¦ā His lips twitched. āHe turned into a dog?ā
I barked, loudĀ and sharp. It wasĀ a sound that cracked across the clearing. My tail wagged furiously. In Qi Speech, my voice carried to his mind like a bright golden bell:
āPlay fetch with me!ā
The look on Daveās faceĀ was priceless. He stared at me as though I had just declared myself emperor of the Hollowed World.Ā I barked again, tongue lolling, eyes shining. āCome on. Throw a stick. Or a sword. Anything!ā
The more baffled he looked, the more excited my tail wagged.
Tao Longās added. āItās a long story, but he could⦠split his souls? Yes, he could split his souls⦠I think⦠Or something like it?ā
Dave frowned, clearly unsatisfied. āYou sound unsure, but you mean that dog is My Lord?ā
Tao Long didnāt hesitate. āYes.ā
I barked proudly, puffing out my chest. Finally, someone said it with conviction. Thatās right, itās me. Or⦠sort of me. Close enough!
Daveās eyes softened, though his voice was low. āDoes the Heavenly Temple know that heās alive?ā
Tao Long noddedĀ withĀ a rare flicker of regret shadowing his face. āYes. He sacrificed his anonymity to save me⦠The sacred mountain of my organization is goneā¦ā
I stopped wagging my tail for a moment. I could feel Tao Longās shame pressing faintly against me, like a hand pushing between my shoulder blades.
Daveās voice came sharper, āWhat do you mean?ā
Tao Longās eyes turned away, as if looking back to a memory he didnāt want to revisit. āIt was destroyed in Da Weiās fight against a powerful expert from the Heavenly Temple.ā
My ears perked up. That was a bad day. Even through the tether, Iād felt the clash⦠It was raw, burning, and the kind of battle that left scars on the world.Ā Thankfully, the mountain was on a pocket dimension that time.
Dave pressed, āAnd the Arch Gate?ā
Tao Longās tone sankĀ as he confessed. āDa Wei destroyed the Arch Gate, so that the Heavenly Temple wonāt take it.ā
Daveās voice grew softĀ andĀ regretful. āIām sorry, Tao Long.ā
Tao Long straightened, his robes rustling faintly with the movement. āIt was done,ā he said firmly. āAnd there was nothing we could do about it.ā
I understood feelings, but not their tangled grammar. Sadness was a weight you could sit on; anger was a hot, noisy thing that made the air crackle; hope was a bright itch behind the ribs. I felt Tao Longās sadness like a cool shadow whenever I nested inside him, an old bruise in his spirit that never quite faded. Even now, watching him stand beside Dave, I remembered that bruise and wanted to lick it better, the way dogs attempt to mend the things they do not understand.
Tao Longās gaze found me first, then slid back to Dave. He asked simply, āWhat are you doing here?ā The question was soft, more an attempt to understand than a challenge.
Dave answered with a clipped, businesslike breath. āWeāre on our way to ruin someoneās day when I sensed a foul essence nearby. I sent a few of my adventurers to scout, and we made camp a short distance off. A forward operating base, somewhere to fall back to if things go wrong.ā He rubbed his jaw as if smoothing down an old scab. āWe didnāt want to march blind into the Nameless City.ā
āYouāll have to explain more than that,ā said Tao Long, filled with curiosity. āThe Nameless City?ā
āSooner than later⦠Weāre going to siege the Nameless City. I canāt handle complications when that happens. Iād be honored if youād join us.ā
For a dog like me, the word āsiegeā meant nothing more than a possibility of greater excitement. My brother, the Asura Soul, loved a good siege and had been harping on our progenitor for them to have one⦠I imagined it would be glorious.
āThe Heavenly Temple is aware of my membership in Ward,ā Tao Long said quietly. āThey have lists. They know names. If your organization, your Union, or your adventurers become implicated because of me, it will not end well for you.ā
His warning settled like rain. I could feel the tension coil between the two men, each one measuring the otherās willingness to risk. I cocked my head and pressed closer to the dirt, letting the earth hold the worry so I didnāt have to.
Daveās response broke the silence. He inhaled, and then his aura flared. Light seemed to gather around him, a blade of conviction that warmed even the fur along my back.
āLet them come. I will crush them.ā