âBenevolenceâŠâ
Aqing muttered, saying, âAqing, lacking benevolence?â
She lowered her head and looked at the bamboo tube in her arms.
âDoes that mean⊠I shouldnât raise bugs?â
Chen Changsheng shook his head and said, âThe art of Gu insects isnât wrong for raising bugs. Whatâs wrong is the way you raise them.â
âItâs like what you did, Aqing, putting dozens of bugs together to fight and kill, just to find the strongest one. True, this method is very efficient. But itâs inhumane. As spirits of Heaven and Earth, we should have a kind heart towards all living creatures in the world.â
Aqing pressed her lips together and asked, âThen⊠how can I find Xiao Qing?â
Chen Changsheng said, âThere are many other ways, but you need a wise eye.â
âFor example, like the peaches at your home.â
Chen Changsheng went on, âThe Peach Grove is so big, with countless nice peaches. But if you want to pick the tastiest one, you need enough knowledge about peaches. Thatâs the way of experience.â
Aqing nodded. âYeah, I know. The ones with golden fuzz are the best.â
Chen Changsheng said, âNot just that. Look at how bright red they are, and how heavy they feel. Usually, the brightest red and decently heavy ones are the sweetest and juiciest.â
Aqing fell into deep thought.
The deep frown on Yan Huanglouâs face eased up too.
He said to Chen Changsheng, âYouâd be good at teaching. Actually, dressed like that, you look like a schoolteacher.â
Chen Changsheng said, âI can explain small truths well. As for the Great DaoâŠâ
He shook his head. He felt it was a complete mess to him.
Afraid heâd mislead students.
Aqing looked up. âAqing gets it now!â
She stared at Chen Changsheng. âJust⊠just see the bugs as peaches! Then I can find the strongest one.â
âSo this wayâŠâ
âNo bugs need to die. Right?â
Chen Changsheng reached out and patted Aqingâs head. He smiled, âExactly. You understanding this shows youâre clever.â
Aqing grinned, but soon frowned again. âBut this is really hard, isnât it?â
Chen Changsheng said, âNaturally, itâs not a simple idea. When finding peaches, you donât know which one is best at first either.â
Aqing blinked. She gazed at Chen Changsheng, staying silent for a long time.
She felt strange. After this conversation, her understanding had grown. New things were in her mind.
Her father had never told her this.
What was right. What was wrong. What benevolence meant. And what it didnât.
Although it sounded all jumbled up.
Aqing truly grasped some sense from it.
Chen Changsheng smiled. âStill, I donât advise you to raise bugs. Whether a girl or a boy, having a bug with you just seems odd to others. If you want to protect yourself, or protect your father, you can raise something else. Like a dog. That might even be easier than raising bugs.â
Aqing shook her head firmly. âNo.â
âDogs arenât good?â
âNot good.â
Aqing didnât like other things. She liked bugs.
She was different from other girls.
Aqing asked, âLongevity, both you and my father say no to bugs. And why is it odd?â
âSome things are just hard for most people to accept.â
Chen Changsheng said, âKinda like when someone picks up pickled vegetables from a dish, but dips them in sugar. Most people think⊠thatâs just not done.â
Hearing this, Aqing pictured it â pickled veggies smeared with white sugar. She smacked her lips. âWhatâs it taste like?â
Chen Changsheng chuckled. âProbably not nice.â
Aqing pffted twice. Secretly, the idea of trying it nestled in her mind.
Chen Changsheng said, âWhether you raise a dog⊠or a bug, remember the right way. Raising Gu through killing is cruel and lacks benevolence. Never use it again.â
âAqing knows.â
Aqing gave a big, toothy grin. Then Chen Changsheng patted her head again. âAlright, off you go. Find your father.â
Aqing nodded. She hugged her bamboo bug jar tightly and walked away from the Tea Stall.
Yan Huanglou took a slow sip of tea. Watching the girl disappear down the street, he couldnât help shaking his head. âJust how little sense does that girl really have?â
Chen Changsheng said, âEnlightenment isnât easy. Sometimes⊠even many grown folks donât recognize even a few words.â
âTrue enough.â
Yan Huanglou let out a long breath. âThough, listening to you earlier, I got curious about that Gu-raising method myself.â
âYou know, there are lots of ways things get raised like Gu. Not just bugs. Take those death row prisoners here in Qingshan City, for instance.â
âEvery year, thereâs a big fight. Kill or be killed. The strongest prisoner gets to live. Sent to guard Frontier Pass. But since theyâre condemned already, guess you canât say itâs unkind.â
Chen Changsheng smiled faintly. âSometimes, efficiency is a choice. But as for the Gu Insect ArtâŠâ
âThe true danger in Gu Insect Art isnât just the Gu method. Mostly⊠itâs because what gets raised are poisonous insects.â
Yan Huanglouâs arm trembled. âPoison insects?â
Chen Changsheng nodded. âPoisonous things fight and eat each other. What survives⊠becomes the deadliest. Thatâs a vicious tool. Could kill unseen. Once the Gu is inside someone, no cure. Just⊠wait for death.â
Yan Huanglou thought for a moment. A shiver ran down his spine. Sudden fear prickled him.
âDoes that⊠really work?â Yan Huanglou asked.
Chen Changsheng shook his head. âIf it were so easy, someone would have mastered it long ago. This Gu-raising idea⊠well, Chen Changsheng wasnât the first to imagine it.â
âHuhâŠâ
Yan Huanglou breathed out, patted his chest. âWell! Scared me half to death there!â
Chen Changsheng grinned. âWhat if I could?â
Yan Huanglou froze. He stared hard at Chen Changsheng.
âOhâŠâ
âYou wouldnât know so much⊠if you couldnât do it!â
Yan Huanglou sucked in air sharply. âYou! Stay away from me! Donât you dare feed me any poison!â
Chen Changsheng laughed outright. âJust teasing, old friend. No need for me to brew Gu poison.â
âBesides, people who raise Gu can be good or bad. Poisonous Gu might be raised⊠but healing Gu too, Iâve heard. Cure all sicknesses, they say.â
âThis Gu Insect Art⊠rests on the personâs heart. Doing good to the good, and harm to the harmful. Use it rightly? Then itâs worthwhile.â
Yan Huanglou grunted âHmph,â nodding. âMakes sense.â
His tone shifted then. âBut that girl⊠You were the one who taught her the Gu method. Teaching her now might be fine⊠but later? Hard to tell.â
Chen Changsheng shook his head. âI never taught her to raise Gu. I just mentioned the Gu Insect Art. Didnât even explain what it truly meant. Yet⊠she seemed to understand it all by herself.â
âHonestly⊠looking at her knack for Gu Insect Art⊠sheâs got top-tier talent.â
âIs that soâŠâ
Yan Huanglou muttered under his breath. Tsked. âIf the girl ever really takes to brewing poison laterâŠâ
Chen Changsheng took a sip of tea.
His gaze drifted to the roadside. The girl with the peaches, calling out to customers. Her smile, so bright and innocent.
âIf that truly happens⊠then a part of that Karma⊠rightly lands on me too.â
âBut what comes after? Who can say for sure?â