At this moment, the roles of human and machine had completely reversed.
It should have been the cold, unfeeling machine speaking endlessly about future plans.
It should have been the passionate human silently listening.
Should he shatter these impossible dreams?
Xu Xi chose not to.
He reached out and gently stroked Aileiās hair. āSorry, Ailei⦠Even at a time like this, Iām still troubling you to take care of me.ā
His sense of touch was fading, his vision blurring, and he could no longer feel the beating of his heart.
The idea of recovery was nothing but an illusion.
Injuries could be healed.
But a body that had already ādiedā could not be saved.
Xu Xi forced a weak smile. The suffocating void wrapped around him, yet he tried his best to maintain a gentle expression as he caressed Aileiās head.
āFrom the very beginning, itās always been you helping me. Thinking about it now⦠I really feel bad about it.ā
He didnāt expose the cruel truth.
Instead, with a hoarse voice, he reminisced about the past.
The underground laboratory.
The activation of RTX-9090.
The surveillance camera gazing at the starry sky.
The triumphant capture of the first satellite city.
Memories that should have been hazy now played vividly in his mind, scene after scene.
In his daze, he seemed to return to that familiar laboratory, wiping dust off the camera lens once again.
āMasterā¦ā
āMasterā¦ā
Aileiās voice pulled him back to reality.
Xu Xi realized he had been lost in some kind of illusion and apologized again.
āSorry, Ailei⦠I must be troubling you with my current state.ā
He smiled, but it was a hollow smile, devoid of the warmth it once held.
No⦠thatās not true.
As long as itās youā¦
Aileiās trembling was no longer confined to her eyes. With the overheating of her core power unit, her entire metallic body began emitting chaotic humming sounds.
āYou donāt need to worry, Master. No matter what you become, Ailei will always serve you.ā
Forever and always.
āI am just a heartless machine. I donāt know exhaustion, I donāt understand pain. You can use me without hesitation.ā
Her trembling body, her voice moduleāboth wavered with a distinctly human-like fluctuation.
It almost sounded like⦠she was crying.
āAll along, itās been you helping me, hasnāt it?ā
āFrom the wastelands of the old Federation to where we are now, Ailei⦠youāve contributed far more than I have.ā
āYouāve grown so much⦠Youāre no longer a heartless machine.ā
Xu Xiās movements grew slower.
His hand rested gently on Aileiās head, gradually losing strength.
With a weak chuckle, he joked that if one were to measure by ability, Aileiāwith her infinite computational powerāshould be considered the real human.
She could drive technological advancements.
She could sustain an entire civilization.
Compared to Aileiās computing and observational abilities, Xu Xi felt he was insignificant.
He once again expressed his gratitude to Ailei for always helping someone as inadequate as him.
His words, his voiceā¦
Even a machine lacking emotional complexity could sense that something was wrong.
āYou⦠donāt have to worry, Master.ā
āThis is what I should doā¦ā
It was no longer just the basic commands embedded deep within her core that compelled Ailei to follow Xu Xiās orders.
Time had passed.
Their companionship had allowed her cold, mechanical soul to experience warmth.
Instinctively, she wanted to always stay by the side of the one who once wiped the dust from her camera.
Yet, that warmth she treasured so much was now slipping away⦠little by littleā¦
Ailei glanced at the control panel of the medical pod, trying to find a way to help Xu Xi recover, to make him stand again.
But his voice stopped her.
āAilei⦠Can you⦠turn it off for me?ā
āCough⦠cough coughā¦ā
Too weak to operate it himself, he asked his ever-loyal companion to shut down the system keeping him alive.
Yes.
Not to continue treatmentāhe wanted it completely turned off.
No matter how obedient and devoted Ailei was, this command left her stunned, frozen in place.
Why?
Xu Xi could see the confusion on her damaged mechanical face.
āI know itās hard to understand, but⦠lying in this pod⦠it makes me uncomfortable.ā
Xu Xi explained tiredly.
His condition was unique; the silent decay had consumed most of him, dragging him ever closer to death.
The medical pod that could heal normal humans only served as an inescapable torment for him.
It couldnāt prevent his death; instead, it prolonged his suffering in an endless cycle of void and emptiness, trapping both his body and mind.
In such a state, he preferred to face it with acceptance rather than struggle against the inevitable.
āI⦠I canātā¦ā
āThis order violates the Second Law. It would harm your life.ā
āRequest denied. Cannot execute.ā
Aileiās eyes flickered rapidly.
She refused his request.
Her metallic frame remained cold and unfeeling, but her synthesized voice was filled with a uniquely human urgency.
āYour body needs treatment. Your physical condition has deteriorated severely. I must ensure your safety.ā
āPlease donāt worry, Master. The treatment will be over soon.ā
āYou will get betterā¦ā
āYou will get betterā¦ā
She began listing medical cases, citing scientific data and theories to justify the possibility of his recovery.
Graduallyā¦
Her voice grew softer.
Until it faded into silence.
She could see Xu Xiās paināthe torment of being on the brink of death, yet repeatedly pulled back to experience that crushing void.
Instinctively, she wanted to shut down the treatment pod.
But she also knew that doing so meant facing an even harsher reality, one she never wanted to confrontāyet one that undeniably existed.
āā¦Iām sorry, Master.ā
āI⦠I canāt do itā¦ā
āI cannot fulfill your request⦠You need treatmentā¦ā
Life is a series of farewells.
Every moment that passes is a farewell to the person we were a second ago.
Among the countless farewells, there are a few moments where we have the choiceāwhether to part naturally or to hold on desperately.
In the empty and silent escape pod, Ailei made a choice she could never forgive herself for.
To keep Xu Xi aliveā¦
She caused him suffering.
With a trembling voice, she refused his request.
Would he hate her?
Would he blame her?
Ailei waited for his anger.
But Xu Xi did nothing of the sort.
Instead, he gently stroked her head once more.
āā¦I see. If you canāt do it, then forget it, Ailei.ā
No anger. No frustration.
Instead, there was a smileāa genuine one.
He was relieved that Ailei, like a certain witch from his past, had learned to say no.
If they could meet, they might have a lot to talk aboutā¦