625 Repentance
Ice-blue eyes!
That Demon!
Itâs lurking right there in the cathedral!
Lumian tensed. Without a second thought, he tried to teleport away.
This time, he chose Trierâthe entrance to Saint Vi?šve Cathedral!
In that moment, his reflection stared back at him in those chilling, ice-blue eyes.
His face twisted, expression sinister, eyes cold.
Soon, Lumians manifested, encircling him.
There was one Lumian, eyes intoxicated, breathing heavy, face flushed red. Another, trembling in fear. Another, expressionless and resolute. One, lost and sorrowful. Another, with no will to live. And one more, eyes filled with anger and hatred, red with intensityâŠ
In an instant, Lumian seemed to multiply into countless versions, each appearing tangible.
This severely impacted his thoughts and actions, hindering him from activating the contract mark representing Spirit World Traversal.
Instinctively, he focused his remaining will on his right hand and the mark left by Blood Emperor Alista Tudor.
To escape this state and gain the strength to teleport away, he needed to terrify the ice-blue-eyed Demon!
Suddenly, Lumian heard ravings filled with intense madness and depravity.
His mind turned to mush, swelling dangerously.
The Blood Emperorâs aura didnât activate in time.
Fragmented, emotional, and painful thoughts burst in Lumianâs mind like fireworks before gradually descending.
An intense burning sensation in his chest anchored him, preventing complete loss of self.
After an unknown span of time, Lumian finally regained command of his thoughts.
His first thought was: Iâm still alive?
It must have been a considerable duration since the onslaught of ravings and his subsequent awakening. The Demonâs power could have easily ended him multiple times!
As Lumian concentrated on his right hand, he scrutinized the Demon with ice-blue eyes.
The white-haired Demon, adorned in a black formal suit and bow tie, sat upright once more, facing the Sacred Emblem of Life. It inclined slightly, crossing its arms over its chest.
Shutting its eyes, it whispered with a pained expression, âOh, merciful Mother, I implore your mercy for my transgressionsâŠâ
Merciful Mother, I implore your mercy for my transgressions⊠Lumianâs resolve wavered as he abandoned activating the Blood Emperorâs aura.
He settled beside the Demon.
Observing the Sacred Emblem of Life on the altar, he waited silently, refraining from disrupting the Demonâs repentance. Contemplating his encounter, he mused quietly.
The various selves I witnessed must be genuine illusionsânot existing in the physical world but within my heart and mindâŠ
Could this be a sophisticated manifestation of emotional and desire fluctuations, triggering individual emotions and desires to vie for control of the body without reaching the point of dissociation?
The subsequent ravings resembled Naboredisleyâs frenzied curse upon expulsion. Yet, this time, there was no shield from Mr. Foolâs gray fog. Well, not entirely absent. Otherwise, the mad river of ravings would have capsized my identity. Even if I hadnât lost control, I would have succumbed completely before the Demon found its âconscienceâ and started repentingâŠ
I believed the safest haven on Hanth Island was the cathedral of the Church of Earth Mother. I specifically chose it to evade the Demon. Surprisingly, itâs praying here⊠Judging by this, blind trust in the orthodox Churchâs cathedrals might not be foolproof in the future. Without adequate information, nothing is absoluteâŠ
Yet, it was only within the cathedral that I survived. Anywhere else, it would be Termiboros grappling with the ice-blue-eyed Demon. Then, the Angels of the orthodox Churches and the Tarot Club would descendâŠ
Lumian had formed some hypotheses and waited with assurance. He condensed his experiences and absorbed his lesson.
After a brief span, the white-haired, ice-blue-eyed Demon, donned in a black formal suit, concluded its repentance. Its expression regained composure, but the blood vessels in its eyes deepened.
Only then did Lumian observe the black leather gloves on both of its hands. Even during confession and prayer, they remained unremovedâa departure from devout believer behavior. In the human world, wearing gloves while praying was deemed disrespectful to a deity, except in emergencies or special circumstances. The same applied to wearing a hat.
The Demon cast a glance at Lumian and spoke in a deep but composed voice, âYou havenât fled yet. Arenât you afraid of angering me again?â
Lumian gazed at the Sacred Emblem of Life and smiled.
âIâm not. This is Earth Motherâs cathedral.â
âWerenât we in the cathedral just now?â The Demon moderated its volume, not disturbing the other supplicants.
âOccasional accidents are understandable,â Lumian replied unhurriedly. âMoreover, I believe you can certainly control yourself in a short period. Itâll be more challenging beyond half a year.â
The Demon also directed its gaze at the altar, its ice-blue eyes reflecting the Sacred Emblem of Life.
âWhy do you think so?â
âIâm an experienced adventurer,â Lumian said with a smile. âI know that orthodox Churches adhere to a common rule. Survivors entangled in a mysticism incident are often drawn into the Church if thereâs any hidden danger. They become civilian staff and receive long-term protection to prevent sudden deaths. However, those who witnessed the Demonâs figure on Hanth Island didnât undergo this process. They only received a few months of protection before departing.
âCould it be that the Church fears prolonged stays might lead to deaths even within the cathedral or cloister?
âIn such instances, it would undoubtedly tarnish the Churchâs reputation. One canât keep a constant watch on higher-level powers indefinitely.â
The white-haired Demon fell silent for a few moments before confessing, âI didnât want to kill them, but IâŠâ
At this point, its face twisted once more, icy-blue eyes filled with pain.
Once again, it crossed its arms over its chest, resuming a low-
voiced prayer.
This time, it swiftly regained its composure.
Lumian resumed the conversation with a smile.
âDonât tell me you penned all those epitaphs for those people?â
âThatâs correct.â The Demon in the black suit maintained its slightly forward-leaning posture.
It seems this Demon has a rather amicable relationship with the Church of Earth Mother⊠Not strictly devout, but a believer nonetheless⊠Lumian understood that the ice-blue- eyed Demon wouldnât respond even if he inquired. Such questions might even provoke serious consequences. He had to capitalize on its stable emotions to seek some details.
Before Lumian could speak, the Demon posed a question.
âForeigner, why did you come to Hanth Island?â
Lumian deliberately smiled.
âI previously encountered a Demon incidentâŠâ
Lumian briefly recounted Salahâs encounter with the Love Incantation in Port Colla. While leading the investigation, the suspectâs body had been suddenly commandeered by a Demon seeking a deal, which he rejected. Lumian, utilizing undisclosed official powers, had then expelled the other party.
Lumian omitted details about the Love Incantationâs content and refrained from mentioning Naboredisleyâs name, fearing deep-seated animosity that might trigger intense agitation.
Concluding, he stated, âI read in the notebook about Demon legends on Hanth Island, connected to the deal the Demon sought. Intrigued, I decided to investigate. My intention wasnât to finish off anyone.â
âYou canât finish off anyone either,â the Demon with ice-blue eyes remarked candidly.
It continued gazing at the Sacred Emblem of Life and added in a calm, deep voice, âCuriosity kills the cat.â
Lumian chuckled.
âItâs indeed risky, but finding you within a day and discovering the sealed valley indicates my capabilities.â
Next time, Iâll choose a safer âsanctuary.â
The Demon with ice-blue eyes, with few wrinkles, smiledâan uncommon sight.
âYour methods are unconventional, but they align with the mysticism worldâs underlying laws.
âBut had I not controlled myself and repented for past deeds, you would be dead. Such an investigation would have been futile.â
Lumian didnât dispute. With the information he gathered, he knew there was no immediate danger in the cathedral of the Church of Earth Mother. The recent episode proved to be a false alarm.
He shifted the topic.
âWhy did that inexplicable Demon target you?
âMoreover, with the strength of me and my companions, itâs likely impossible to eradicate a so-called Demon descendant like you. Was it deliberately leading us to our demise?â
The Demon, clad in a black suit, kept its gaze fixed on the Sacred Emblem of Life and responded, âIâm not certain which one you encountered.â
It refused to disclose more.
Lumian didnât dare press further, let alone provoke. His mind raced, searching for an alternate approach.
âYou seem unrestricted. Why not leave Hanth Island?
âThere appears to be some force influencing you here.â
The Demonâs expression twisted as it stated, âThis is my duty and my atonement.
âSince converting to Earth Mother, there are times when I canât resist the urge to kill, accumulating profound sins.â
Recalling his earlier deduction, Lumian inquired casually, âThen why not fully confine yourself?â
âConfinement wonât suffice. I canât do it, and it canât be achieved that way.â The Demon with ice-blue eyes displayed pain once again.
Indeed, closely tied to the blood-colored Demon in the valley⊠Yet, as a Coldblooded, why does the act of killing, and the subsequent âhealingâ by the Church of Earth Motherâs reverence for life, still cause you pain? Lumian decided to steer the conversation to a less sensitive realm and soothe the other party.
In a relaxed tone, he said, âI apologize. I wasnât courteous earlier and failed to inquire about your preferred address.â
The Demon with ice-blue eyes stared blankly for a moment before responding, âNaboredisley.â