Chapter 519: 504, why are you pushing me like this?_1 Chapter 519: 504, why are you pushing me like this?_1 âBut, we canât let young Master Black Jack keep standing in the rain.â Qin Bo said, worried.
It was still winter, even the sturdiest body wouldnât be able to endure this rain.
Old man Jian said, âLet him be. Even if we tried to persuade him, it would be useless.â
In the bedroom, Jian Luo listened to the sound of rain outside, each ripple seemed to strike his heart.
Hearing Black Jackâs voice gradually fade, Jian Luo bit his lip hard, stood up, stumbled a few steps, and walked out through the French windows.
His eyes looking down, the scene before him sent sudden tears spilling from beneath his lashes.
This idiot!
Why did he have to come, making it more difficult for him to let go.
In such heavy rain, isnât he afraid of getting sick?
Black Jack saw the push of the French windows, then a familiar figure emerged, his eyes lit up.
âJian Luo!â
Hearing his voice become hoarse, Jian Luoâs heart ached.
He couldnât soften, he couldnât.
Hold on a bit longer, Jian Luo!
He absolutely doesnât want to become his burden.
He took a deep breath, wiped the wetness from the corner of his eyes, turned around, and ran out.
Black Jack watched as he disappeared from behind the French windows, a tightening feeling overtaking his heart.
Within moments, he saw him come out clad only in thin pajamas.
âYoung Master Luo!â Qin Bo exclaimed in surprise upon seeing the emerging figure.
Old man Jian frowned but did nothing to stop it.
Seeing Jian Luo run out, Black Jack quickly rushed over.
He grabbed his arm, frowned at his thin pajamas, âWho let you wear so little? What if you catch a fever again?â
Jian Luo faced his concerned eyes, longing to go over and hold him, but he couldnât.
What an idiot, Black Jack. Why is he still so concerned about him at this point?
If his love for him could lessen even a bit, he wouldnât be so heartbroken.
âWhat are you still doing here? Didnât I say we have broken up, that we should never see each other again? Go back quickly.â He said callously, forcing his heart to stone.
âJian Luo, why did you break up with me? Tell me, why exactly?â Black Jack grabbed his shoulders with both hands, shaking him.
âI donât love you anymore, being with you is too exhausting, so we need to break up.â Jian Luo said, his face emotionless.
âHeh!â Black Jack mockingly chuckled.
âJian Luo, youâre lying.â
He knew him better than anyone, these were not his real thoughts.
âI didnât lie, weâre done, Black Jack.â Jian Luo looked him in the eye, speaking each word distinctly.
âNo, I donât believe it. Tell me truthfully, why must you break up?â Black Jack moved closer, leaving him no chance to escape.
âThere isnât a reason, Iâm just tired.â Jian Luo clenched his fist, each sentence took all his strength to say.
âIs that so?â Black Jack released his hand and took a step back.
He licked his lips and gave a cold sneer, staring at him unwaveringly, âSo, if I were to die, you wouldnât care, right?â
At his words, the calm on Jian Luoâs face shattered instantly.
There was horror in his eyes. âWhat are you trying to do?â
This lunatic, heâs really going to use his life to threaten him.
âJian Luo, you wanted to break up with me, right? My life or death shouldnât concern you then.â His voice was cold, ruthlessness flashing in his eyes.
âYou tell me.â
Jian Luo looked at him, a complex expression on his face.
âWhy must you force me like this?â
Black Jack scoffed, âJian Luo, you are the one forcing me. Without you, my life has no meaning. Okay then, since you want to break up, might as well take my life while youâre at it.â
As he said this, he tugged at Jian Luoâs hand and placed it on his own neck.
âI am giving you my life. Do you still want to break up?â
In that instant, the moisture blurred Jian Luoâs view, his hand that wanted to pull back was held even tighter by him.
âLet go, I said let go.â
Why must he force him?
It hurt him to break up, and it hurt him even more to be forced into it. Why did he have to come and force him?
In the corridor, old man Jian looked at the two entangled figures in the rain, feeling complicated and helpless.
Was he really wrong?
âSince you broke up with me, it means you donât care about me anymore. If you canât do it, then I will.â Black Jack lowered his voice, anger seeping through his words.
Before his voice could fade, he turned to leave.
Jian Luo watched his retreating figure, knowing he was not joking. He would really hurt himself.
Suddenly, he lunged forward, hugging him from behind.
âWhy must you pressure me like this? Knowing that I canât bear to, why must you do this?â He said, his voice hoarse with agony.
The coldness in Black Jackâs eyes softened. He glanced down at the hand around his waist, held it, and pulled him into his embrace.
He stroked his wet hair saying, âJian Luo, as much as you canât bear to see me hurt, neither can I bear to pressure you. But, how could you break up with me? You promised me, you would never let go.â
He could indulge him, spoil him, and even give him his life, but he could never accept him leaving.
Jian Luoâs nose twitched, a lump in his throat as he said, âWhat should I do when you pressure me? Do you know how much it pains me to break up with you? I donât want to become your burden. I donât want to never see you again. I want to stay by your side for the rest of my life, but I canât. Do you understand?â
He clasped onto his sweater as the rain drenched them both.
âWhat do you mean by this?â Black Jack let him go, his eyes locked onto him, âWhat do you mean by becoming my burden, or never seeing me again? What have you been hiding from me?â
âBlack Jack, Iâm begging you. Canât you spare me?â The redness in Jian Luoâs eyes deepened, his voice gradually weakening.
âImpossible. Let me tell you, Jian Luo, I will never let you go in this lifetime.â Black jackâs gaze grew cold, his tone indifferent.
But seeing his reddened eyes, he couldnât help but soften, his tone turned gentle, âJian Luo, tell me, what happened? We can solve it together, okay?â
âYou canât solve it. We bothâ-â he halted halfway, his face suddenly turned pale, his hand clutching his chest.
âJian Luo, whatâs wrong?â Noticing something was off, Black Jack quickly held him up.
âIt hurts.â
Jian Luoâs body involuntarily convulsed, his slender hand tightly gripping Black Jackâs large hand.
Black Jack picked him up and quickly walked towards the living room.
âCall the doctor, get the doctor here quickly.â
He roared hysterically, scaring Old man Jian and the others.
âWhat happened?â Mo Xie ran over seeing the situation was bad, the sight of Jian Luoâs pained expression made his heart tighten.