Chapter 656: 642, Erase him from the bottom of your heart (3) _1 Chapter 656: 642, Erase him from the bottom of your heart (3) _1 After hanging up the call, she sent a message to Quan Jingwu and then got up and left.
Around ten oâclock, the cafe was still somewhat quiet.
Jian Qing found a seat by the window and ordered a glass of warm water.
She casually flipped through a magazine, the soothing piano music enveloping her ears, inevitably relaxing her mood.
Suddenly, the wind chime hanging on the door made a âding-dongâ sound.
Jian Qing looked up and Zhan Mingyan was walking in through the door.
There werenât many people in the cafe, so Zhan Mingyan spotted Jian Qing straight away and quickly walked over to sit across from her.
Jian Qing looked at her, even her delicate makeup couldnât hide her slightly reddened eyes, a hint of darkness flickered in her gaze.
âWhat would you like to drink?â
After thinking about it, she said, âA black coffee.â
Jian Qing ordered a black coffee for her, and then propped her chin on her hands, her gaze falling back on her, âWhy did you suddenly want to drink black coffee?â
She remembered that she said she hated the bitter taste of black coffee.
Zhan Mingyan bowed her head without speaking.
âFeeling bad?â Seeing her dejection, Jian Qing asked softly.
She remained silent until the waiter brought the coffee.
She looked at the steaming coffee on the table and slowly began to speak.
âJian Qing, I ran into Bai Jue yesterday.â
As expected, it was about Bai Jue.
Jian Qingâs eyes flashed with understanding, âAnd then?â
Zhan Mingyan picked up the coffee, took a sip, the bitter taste blossomed on her taste buds, spreading all the way to her heart.
âI confessed my feelings to him.â
âHuh?â Jian Qing was taken aback. It took her a few seconds to react.
Did things progress that quickly between the two?
Zhan Mingyan lifted her head, her smile was forced, âArenât you surprised?â
Jian Qing nodded slightly, âIn front of me, you donât have to force yourself to smile.â
Zhan Mingyan gave a bitter smile, âJian Qing, I didnât know that truly liking someone would feel like this, filled with anticipation and heartache.â
âDid something happen?â Did that unreliable Bai Jue do something to hurt this girl?
âHe rejected me.â Zhan Mingyanâs voice quivered with raw heartbreak, her eyes glistening with unshed tears.
Jian Qingâs eyebrows raised slightly, she had seen Bai Jue that morning, and he hadnât seemed like anything had happened at all.
âWhat did Bai Jue say?â
âSorry.â As she uttered these words, her lips curled up in a sarcastic smile.
It was all her wishful thinking. Even if he rejected her, she couldnât blame him, could she?
It was true what they said, the one who falls in love first, loses.
In this love story that had not yet begun, she lost completely and utterly.
âMingyan!â Jian Qing looked at the shimmering tears in her eyes, not knowing how to comfort her.
Zhan Mingyan tilted her head back to fight off the tears and took a big gulp of coffee.
âJian Qing, maybe you were right. The wind has no direction, it doesnât stay.â She laughed at herself.
Bai Jue was like a gust of wind, suddenly appearing in her world and then just as suddenly leaving.
Jian Qing listened to her quietly, acting as her confidant.
âJian Qing, I donât think I can hold on any longer.â Forget about her initial strong insistence on never giving up.
If he hadnât rejected her outright yesterday, she might have been able to hold on. But he didnât leave her any hope at all.
If it werenât for Han Yueâs call yesterday, perhaps she wouldnât have known that he was leaving M Country today. Perhaps she wasnât even considered a friend in his heart.
He had clearly said he didnât want her, so why should she continue to bother him? In the end, maybe he would even grow to hate her.
In that case, sheâd rather let go bravely now than let him despise her.
âHave you thought it through?â Jian Qing asked softly.
Zhan Mingyan nodded, âI have. He and I are from different worlds. I canât keep shamelessly hanging onto him. Maybe Iâd just end up annoying him.â
Jian Qing didnât try to dissuade her further. In matters of the heart, outsiders canât intervene. She knew Bai Jueâs temperament all too well. If he rejected Mingyan and then went back to M Country without hesitation, it meant he wasnât ready to settle down with someone.
If she encouraged Mingyan to keep going, she might end up hurting her more in the end.
âJian Qing, when is he going back to M Country today?â After thinking about it, Zhan Mingyan finally asked the question.
Jian Qing sighed softly, âHe took a morning flight, heâs been gone for a while now.â
Upon hearing this, Zhan Mingyan bowed her head, her expression melancholic.
Forget it, itâs better that he left.
Heâs gone and she canât keep beating herself up about it.
One day, sheâd have to erase him entirely from her heart.
She raised her hand and waved, âWaiter!â
The waitress came over with a gentle smile, âHow may I assist you?â
âBring me ten of your most popular cakes.â Zhan Mingyan pointed to the display screen above. The delicate little cakes looked very pleasing to the eye.
âAlright, please wait a moment.â
Jian Qing watched as she ordered so many cakes at once, but didnât stop her. She knew that right now, she needed an outlet to vent her feelings.
In no time, the waitress brought the cakes over one by one.
The empty table was soon filled with cakes of all flavors and shapes. The sight alone was enough to make anyoneâs mouth water.
Zhan Mingyan picked up a fork and began to eat a piece of cake with big bites.
âJian Qing, why arenât you eating?â
She swallowed the cake in her mouth and beamed.
Jian Qing gave her a faint smile, picking up a fork and eating with her. However, she stopped after only two bites.
After becoming pregnant, her taste buds had changed. She couldnât eat more than two bites of the cake she used to love, before feeling overwhelmed.
âEat slowly, donât choke.â Seeing Zhan Mingyan stuffing cake into her mouth non-stop, Jian Qing advised gently.
Zhan Mingyan shook her head, âItâs okay, you donât have to worry about me. The cake is really good.â
With that, she stuffed more cake into her mouth.
After finishing one piece, she picked up another and began eating again, her lips coated with cream.
She lifted a forkful of cake to her mouth, at that moment, her eyes reddened and tears continuously fell down, leaving faint traces across her cheeks.
She sniffed, sending a large mouthful of cake straight down.
âMingyan, stop eating.â
Jian Qing handed her a tissue, speaking softly.
Zhan Mingyan took the tissue and roughly wiped away her tears, âJian Qing, the cake is too sweet, too sweetâŠâ
Jian Qing nodded and took the fork away from her.
âItâs too sweet, we should stop eating, okay?â
She shook her head and picked up a new fork, âNo, itâs because itâs sweet that I want to eat more.â
With that, she picked up another piece of cake and tucked in again.
Jian Qing sighed but didnât stop her again.
After eating several pieces of cake in a row, Zhan Mingyan finally stopped.
She grabbed the now cold coffee and gulped it down. Placing the cup back down, her face suddenly changed and she got up and ran towards the bathroom.
Seeing this, Jian Qing stood up and followed her.
Arriving at the bathroom, Jian Qing heard the sound of vomiting coming from inside.