"Do you?" The question escaped before Natalia could stop it, raw and vulnerable in the empty space between them. "Love him?"
Skylar was quiet for a long moment, turning the unlit cigarette between her fingers with mechanical precision. The silence stretched until Natalia thought she might not answer at all.
Finally, Skylar shrugged with studied casualness that didnât quite land. "Iâm working on it. The whole falling for a manipulative bastard thing is new for me. Usually Iâm smart enough to see the red flags and run before they can sink their hooks in."
"But you didnât run."
"No." Skylarâs smile went sharp and self-deprecating, all edges and regret. "I kissed him on a balcony and let him hook me on divine heroin instead. Top-tier decision-making right there."
Despite everythingâthe nerves, the fear, the weight of twenty thousand people waiting for her to either triumph or fail spectacularlyâNatalia laughed. It came out harsh and broken, but genuine. The sound echoed off concrete walls and somehow made everything feel lighter.
Skylar joined in after a second, and suddenly they were both laughing in an empty corridor while the arena above them prepared for violence. Two girls whoâd fallen for the same impossible man, finding something like friendship in shared recognition of their own poor judgment.
When the laughter faded, Natalia found herself looking at Skylar differently. Not as a rival for Satoriâs attention or competition for his regard. But as someone who genuinely understood the impossible position theyâd all put themselves in by choosing to stay in orbit around someone who treated other people like chess pieces.
"Weâre going to win," Natalia said, and her voice carried absolute conviction now.
"Obviously." Skylar tucked her cigarette away with practiced ease. "Reynaâs good, but sheâs predictable. Professional training does that to you. Makes you perfect but inflexible. All her responses are textbook because textbook responses are what win against normal opponents."
"And Kira?"
"Kiraâs a shadow dancer with excellent instincts but shit stamina. Sheâll tire herself out in the first five minutes trying to look impressive for the cameras, then become a liability Reyna has to protect instead of an asset." Skylarâs assessment came clinical and detached, the voice of someone whoâd watched too many fights and learned to see patterns in violence. "We take her out first, fast and brutal, then itâs two-on-one against La Sirena."
Natalia nodded slowly, the tactical picture crystallizing in her mind like ice forming on glass. "Iâll create an ice field the moment the match starts. Make the entire platform slippery and force them to focus on footing instead of offense. You use that distraction to get behind Kira with your smoke."
"Throat or kidney?"
"Kidney. Non-lethal but completely incapacitating. The pain will drop her instantly without risking permanent damage."
"And when Reyna realizes what happened and comes at me with murder in her eyes?"
"Iâll be waiting with a wall of ice thick enough to stop a freight train." Nataliaâs hands had stopped shaking entirely now, steady with purpose. "Sheâll waste energy trying to break through while you circle for another strike. We keep her reacting instead of acting until she makes a mistake."
"Then we capitalize and end it."
"Then we capitalize and end it," Natalia agreed.
Skylar extended her fist, knuckles scarred from years of fighting and cigarette burns. Natalia stared at it for half a second before bumping it with her own, the gesture feeling both absurd and strangely perfect at the same time.
A partnership forged in shared understanding of their own questionable life choices.
"You know," Skylar said conversationally as they headed back toward the prep room, "Satoriâs going to have a heart attack watching us fight. The whole protective instinct thing he pretends not to have but canât actually hide."
"He already had Isabelle promise to keep me safe during team exercises."
"Controlling bastard."
"Completely." Nataliaâs smile turned warm despite herself, the kind of expression she reserved for thoughts of him. "But he means well."
"Thatâs the problem with falling for scumbags," Skylar observed, holding the door open with mock gallantry. "They do one genuinely kind thing and suddenly youâre making excuses for all the manipulative bullshit."
They entered to find the others exactly where theyâd left them, though the atmosphere had shifted. The nervous energy had crystallized into something more focused, more determined. Carmen had materialized at some point, flask in hand, perched on the bench beside Akari like sheâd been there the whole time.
"There you are," Carmen drawled, taking a long pull from her flask that smelled like expensive whiskey and poor decisions. "Thought youâd run off to elope or something. Very romantic, the two ice queens finding common ground."
"I use smoke, not ice," Skylar pointed out with exaggerated patience.
"Details." Carmen waved her free hand dismissively, nearly sloshing alcohol onto Akariâs pristine combat suit. "Point is, youâve got about twelve minutes before you need to be in the tunnel. Braxton says if youâre late, heâs replacing you with Juan."
"Juanâs asleep in the stands."
"Exactly. So donât be late."
Natalia checked the time on her phone, the numbers glowing harsh and unforgiving in the fluorescent light. Eleven minutes and forty-three seconds.
Her stomach twisted itself into knots, but they were different knots now. Not fear, but anticipation. The kind of tension that came before something important, something that would matter long after the bruises healed.
Emi appeared at her elbow with a protein bar that smelled faintly of chocolate and regret. "You should eat something. Low blood sugar makes your telekinesis unstable."
"Iâm fine."
"You didnât eat breakfast. Or lunch. Youâve been running on coffee and spite since dawn." Emi pressed the bar into Nataliaâs hand with the gentle insistence that had probably saved half the guild from starvation over the years. "Please. For me."
Natalia took the bar without argument. Ate it mechanically while Emi watched with those impossibly earnest blue eyes, the ones that saw the best in everyone even when they couldnât see it in themselves.
The chocolate tasted like sawdust, but her stomach stopped its complaints after a few bites. Energy flowed back into muscles she hadnât realized were tense, steadying the last of her tremors.
"Better?" Emi asked, her healing aura unconsciously reaching out to soothe invisible hurts.
"Better."
Cel appeared on her other side, carrying something wrapped in white cloth like a religious offering. She unfolded it with reverent care, revealing a pair of fingerless gloves made from some kind of reinforced material that gleamed faintly blue in the overhead lights.
"What are these?"
"Combat gloves," Cel said simply, though her voice held pride in the craftsmanship. "They conduct cold better than bare skin. Channel your Aspect through them and youâll increase your ice formation speed by approximately fifteen percent."
Natalia stared, speechless. The gloves were beautifulâfunctional but elegant, clearly designed with both aesthetics and effectiveness in mind. The kind of gift that spoke to understanding rather than obligation.
"You made these?"
"Noah helped. She knows fabric manipulation better than anyone at the Academy." Celâs cheeks colored slightly with something that might have been embarrassment. "I thought you might need an advantage."
Natalia pulled them on with hands that wanted to shake again, but for completely different reasons. They fit perfectly, molding to her skin like theyâd been designed specifically for her measurements. Which they probably had been.
She channeled a tiny amount of power through the Cryo-Lich Ring, and ice crystals formed across the glovesâ surface instantly, spreading in intricate fractal patterns that caught the light like captured winter.
Fifteen percent faster. Maybe more.
The tactical advantage was significant, but the gesture behind it meant even more. In a world where everyone competed for the same prizes, Cel had given her an edge against her own competition.
"Celâ"
"Donât." The princess cut her off gently, but firmly. "Weâre on the same team now. Thatâs what teammates do for each other."