"I love you."
Barely a whisper. Broken. True. She confessed even wen Phei did not as for it, gave herself away, fully to him. "I actually fucking love you, and I donāt know how to do this. Iām scared. Iām so scared. And Iām so wet itās dripping down my legs and I want you inside me more than Iāve ever wanted anything, but what if Iām bad at it and worse than all those people I always tested? What if I canāt compare to her? What if youā"
Phei crossed the room in three strides and
kissed
her.
Not gentle. Not careful. Not the tentative first kiss of strangers testing boundaries.
He kissed her like ownership. Like
mine
. Like every fear sheād just spilled was answered in the crush of his mouth, the sweep of his tongue, the way his hand fisted in her hair and tilted her head back so she had no choice but to open for him.
Maddie made a soundā
half sob, half moan
āand
melted.
Her body went soft and pliant against his, arms wrapping around his neck like he was the only thing keeping her upright. She kissed him back desperately, hungrily, tears still falling but no longer from fear.
Phei cupped the back of her head, fingers threading into her hair to angle her just rightādeeper, slower now, turning the frantic edge into something deliberate and devastating. He sucked her bottom lip between his teeth, gentle pressure, then released it with a soft pop before chasing the taste of her with his tongue.
Maddie
whimpered
into his mouth the second the
tip of his tongue
slipped past her lips.
He didnāt rush. He stroked in slow, wet glidesāfirst along the seam of her lips, coaxing them wider, then curling against the soft inside of her cheek like he was mapping every inch sheād let him have.
She opened for him instantly, tongue shy at first, then meeting his halfway in tentative little flicks that quickly turned greedy.
Their tongues slid togetherāhot, slick, messyācurling and stroking in lazy, filthy circles. He teased the underside of hers with the flat of his, then flicked the sensitive tip until she moaned loud enough that the sound vibrated against his lips.
She tried to chase him when he pulled back just enough to let a thin string of saliva connect their mouths for a heartbeat; he let her
catch
him again, sucking her tongue into his mouth this time, drawing it deep so he could seal his lips around it and pull in slow, rhythmic pulses like he was trying to drink her down.
Maddieās hips jerked forward involuntarily, grinding once against his thigh. A fresh, broken sound punched out of her throatāhalf sob, half pleaāas her fingers dug into the back of his neck, nails biting skin. Tears slipped down her cheeks again, wetting their joined mouths, salty and warm, mixing with the spit slicking their lips and chins.
He broke the kiss just long enough to drag his tongue along the tear track on one cheekāslow, deliberate, tasting the salt of her relief and wantāthen returned to her mouth like he couldnāt stand the distance.
She
sucked
on his tongue like it was the only thing sheād ever wanted in her mouthālips tight, cheeks hollowing, little greedy pulls that made his cock throb painfully against her belly.
When he finally pulled back again, both of them were panting, mouths swollen and shining, a glistening thread of saliva stretching between their tongues before it snapped.
Maddieās eyes were glassy, pupils blown, lips parted and trembling.
"Phei..."
she whispered, voice wrecked, barely audible.
"Do that... do that again. Please. With your tongue. Everywhere. Like you do with Sierra."
He smiled against her mouthāslow, dark, promising.
Phei rested his forehead against hers.
"Youāre not competing with anyone," he said, voice low, rough with everything he wasnāt saying yet. "Youāre not being compared. Youāre not being graded.
This isnāt a test, Mads."
Maddieās breath hitched.
Then she noddedāsmall, trusting, certain.
He took away everything hiding her from his eyes, completely naked.
The
cameras rolled.
Her naked body pressed against his clothed oneāsoft, fever-hot skin flush to cotton, her stiff pink nipples dragging across his chest with every desperate breath.
Arms locked around his neck like he was the only solid thing in a spinning world. Tears streaked both their faces now; her full, perfect tits crushed against him, hips rolling in helpless little circles, that dripping, virgin cunt grinding shamelessly against the rigid bulge in his sweatpants, soaking the fabric darker with every slick slide.
She was trembling so hard he could feel it in his bonesāsmall, frantic shivers that matched the way her breath hitched against his mouth.
"Phei..." she whispered, voice cracked and barely there, lips brushing his as she spoke. "IāI canāt stop shaking. Iāve never... never felt like this. Like Iām gonna break if you donāt touch me soon. Please... just... kiss me. Make it real."
Her words dissolved into a soft, needy whimper as he kissed her right there, her hips pressed harder, chasing friction like she couldnāt help it.
When he finally pulled back just enough to look at herāeyes glassy, cheeks flushed and wet, mouth swollen and tremblingāhe cupped her face with both hands, thumbs sweeping away the fresh tears.
"You talk too much," Phei said, voice rough but fond, the tiniest smile tugging at the corner of his mouth.
A wet, broken laugh bubbled out of her. "I know. I canāt help it. When Iām nervous I justā"
He silenced her with another kissāshort, sharp, final.
"Maddie."
"Yeah?"
"Iām going to take you to that bed."
The words dropped low, dominant, the same tone that made Sierraās thighs clench and her breath catch. "Iām going to lay you down on those silk sheets. And then Iām going to
take your virginity
while every camera in this room records it."
Her breath stuttered. Pupils blew wide until almost no color remained.
"Itās not going to be gentle," he continued, one big hand sliding down the curve of her spine to grip her ass hard, yanking her tighter against his trapped cock so she could feel exactly how thick and hard he was for her. "Itās going to hurt at first. Youāre going to cry. Youāre going to take every inch anyway. And then
Iām going to fuck you
until you come so hard you forget your own name and only remember mine."
"Pheiā"