Victoria lay sprawled across the massive bed in her designated room at the safehouse mansion, a remote fortress where even the wind seemed to tiptoe around like it was scared of getting caught.
She had no clue what the exact location, and honestly? She didnât give a damn.
The walls were thick enough to swallow secrets, the security invisible but ironclad, and for the first time in days the suffocating Maxton shadows felt far enough away that she could finally breathe without tasting ash and fear on every inhale.
Her sisters were just next door. Sienna was probably glued to her phone like it was her
lifeline,
scrolling through whatever distraction the universe offered.
Delilah was most likely sitting cross-legged on the floor, eyes unfocused, quietly running those terrifyingly efficient mental diagnostics on the trauma surrounding the twin sister sheâd never even met... silent...
heartbreaking
in its precision.
It was all so damn
sad.
Victoria could already picture herself one day
ripping Haroldâs throat out
with her bare hands and then going back for his cold,
rotten heart
just for good measure.
She pressed the phone tighter against her ear, cheek warming the screen, heart hammering a little too loudly for comfort.
"I hate to say this,"
she started, her voice already cracking at the edges like thin ice under too much weight.
Nastyaâs voice flowed through the lineâwarm, steady, like sheâd been sitting there waiting for this exact call all night.
"Then donât say it. Just feel it."
"Thatâs notâshut up, let me talk."
"Talking."
Victoria let out a long, shaky exhale and it hurt on the way out, dragging old pain along with it.
"
Our aunt
showing upâthat absolute nightmare of a womanâbarging in and shattering everything right when weâd finally escaped the Maxton Mansion and found a sliver of peace... it was awful. Obviously. We were all shaking like leaves.
Butâ"
She paused. The memory slammed into her fresh and brutal: Cassiopeiaâs voice cutting through the room like a razor-sharp blade, the air turning thick and freezing, and then Phei stepping in front of her without a single second of hesitation.
Those fearless and protective presence
blocking
the worst of the
storm,
shielding her like it was the most natural thing in the world.
"But it brought me
closer
to Phei."
Nastya stayed perfectly quiet and just listened.
"When everything went to hell and Cassiopeia appeared like a walking disaster, Phei was right there. When he escorted us to the car...he pulled me into a hug when I was literally
trembling,
Nastya.
"Held me tight like I was something worth protecting. Like I mattered. His arms were so warm, so steady, and I could finally breathe again. Then he helped me into the carâhis hands on my arm, my back... there was this genuine warmth in him. For me. Through all the fear and the running and the chaos, I felt it.
"He actually
cared
whether I was okay."
Nastya let the silence sit for a beat, then spoke softer.
"Iâm happy for you, V. Really happy."
"Donât get all mushy on me now."
"Iâm serious,"
Nastya replied, gentle but firm. "You sound like a girl whoâs finally ready make the boy sheâs been absolutely garbage to for years like heâs disposable."
The words landed like a soft slapâright where it hurt the most.
Victoria flinched hard, fingers twisting into the blanket until her knuckles turned white.
"Although,"
she admitted quietly, voice dropping as she yanked at a loose thread until it snapped, "it took me until the last two months to realize what a massive bitch Iâd been to him.
"Years,
Nastya. Literal years of treating him like he was beneath me. Beneath all of us. Like he was just the help. The charity case. The kid who never belonged. And he just... took it. Over and over. Every single time. I still donât know how he didnât snap sooner. I donât know why he never ended doing something bad to me."
After all, Phei was a boy... if he wanted, he couldâve done something to her because he was stronger than she was even then.
But he never even rose a hand to do anything to her.
She swallowed hard, throat tight, eyes burning with unshed tears.
"I keep
replaying
every cruel moment. And now... now I canât stop seeing his face when he held me. Like none of that shit mattered anymore. Like he still cared enough to keep me safe."
The guilt sat heavy in her chestâthick, choking, the kind that made her want to curl into a ball and vanish.
"I hope itâs not too late."
"Apologies are
never
too late, Victoria."
"Thatâs easy for you to say when youâre not the one who has to look him in the eye and admit you spent years making sure he felt like nothing."
"Itâs still true,"
Nastya said, her voice shiftingâsteadier now, carrying a weight no seventeen-year-old should ever have to hold.
"Especially with family. The people who
hurt
us the most
are usually the ones
closest to us.
And
usually
the
ones closest to us
are the only ones whose
apologies actually
mean something.
"You think he doesnât know how much it
costs
you to swallow your pride and admit you were wrong? A boy whoâs survived that house for ten years understands exactly what real pride tastes like when you have to choke it down whole."
Victoria blinked rapidly. Hot tears pricked at her eyesâshe swiped them away in guilt and regrets with the back of her hand.
"Heâll hear you,"
Nastya continued softly. "Heâll hear you because
youâre family
. And real family doesnât put an expiration date on forgiveness. Not the kind that counts."
"When did you turn into a damn
therapist?"
Victoria muttered, a weak smile tugging at her lips.
"Iâve always been this wise. You just never listened before."
"Bullshit."
"Complete bullshit,"
Nastya agreed cheerfully. "But the advice is still solid."
Victoria let out a short, wet laughâthe kind that came from someone crying a little and stubbornly refusing to admit it.
She wiped her eyes again, sniffed once, and straightened her spine against the headboard like sheer posture could shove the guilt back down where it belonged.
"By the way... our
planâstill
in motion,
right?"
The shift in Nastyaâs tone was instant. The wise therapist disappeared. The fierce, bright girl roared back to lifeâbuzzing with something that danced dangerously close to obsession, yet still so achingly young and certain.
"Oh,
absolutely
."
"Youâre still holding to it?"
"I will never give myself to anyone but him." Clean. Certain. Zero hesitation. "Althoughâthat was my
five-year-old
brain
talking.
I know that now.
I was five then
. I barely understood what I was proposing."
A beat.
"But I still hold that promise sacred."
Victoria laughedâreal this time, bright and genuine, the laugh of someone whoâd heard this story enough times to find it both completely ridiculous and heartbreakingly beautiful.
"I still canât believe you made tiny Phei say that."
Nastya squealedâhigh-pitched, delighted, pure unfiltered teenage glee exploding through the phone.
"He was SO CUTE, Victoria!
You donât understand!"
She was practically vibrating. "Those wide purple eyesâcompletely round, just staring at me in total shock! This girl two years older than him standing there, telling him he was so cute and that he was going to be her little man from now on."
"Her little man."
"MY LITTLE MAN!"
Nastya corrected with another delighted squeal. "And he just... his mouth
fell open
and nothing came out for like five whole seconds! Then his face went
beet red
and he nodded like his life depended on it. I almost died right there, Victoria. I almost died! Three years old and he already had the power to destroy women and he didnât even know it yet."
Victoria was laughing so hard her ribs actually ached, the kind of deep, belly-shaking laugh that left her gasping for air and clutching the blanket like it was the only thing keeping her from rolling off the bed.
The image was pure comedy gold:
tiny three-year-old Phei, those big wide eyes practically swallowing his whole face, cheeks blazing red like overripe tomatoes, standing there completely helpless while a slightly older girl with flowers in her hair declared him
her little man
with the absolute authority of a tiny empress
.
Heâd looked like someone had just handed him a prize he wasnât sure he wanted, but he was too polite, too
terrified
of her
(and too stunned)
to say no.
The shaky old video Nastya had shown her was still
burned
fresh into Victoriaâs brain.
Shot on some ancient kidâs phone with unsteady little hands, it captured a small boy with messy dark hair and eyes too big for his face, standing in a sunlit garden, getting formally
"claimed"
like he was signing a lifelong contract he didnât understand.
His expression? Pure, unfiltered panic wrapped in the most adorable politeness imaginable.
"Does he still remember?" Victoria asked, her voice dropping quieter now as the laughter finally started to fade.
"
Fuck no
, he doesnât," Nastya shot back, flat and completely certain. With certainty that came from years of watching his eyes for even the tiniest flicker of
recognition
and finding absolutely nothing.
"If he remembered, he wouldâve
claimed
me already. That boy doesnât leave promises sitting on the table unfinished. But he doesnât know. Doesnât have a single clue."
Victoria paused, pulling the blanket up to her chin like it could shield her from the weight of the conversation.
"I heard my mom on the phone once,"
she said, even softer now. "Talking about
Phei.
She said
heâd lost most of his memories
from when he was really young
âafter
some incident
when he was so you. But she never explained what that incident was. And then even
more
disappeared
after the trauma of watching his parents
burn
in that car."