"No Iâm not." A frustrated little sound escaped her. "Why do you do this to me? I had a whole personality before you. I was
cool.
I was
collected.
I had hobbies. Now my only hobby is waiting for you to text me back. Thatâs unhinged behavior!"
"You were bored out of your mind and starving for someone to
ruin
you properly and let you explore things that actually make you
yourself,
Amber. It was special for both of us and whatever youâre feeling after it,
I do to
. So, no need to fight it."
She had no comeback for that.
Because it was true.
"You free tomorrow?"
he asked, casual as anything, like he hadnât just dismantled her entire sense of self with six words.
Her heart stuttered. Excitement bloomed hot and bright in her chest, glowing like a brand.
"Iâyes,"
she said quickly. Too quickly. The words tumbled out tripping over each other. "I mean, the Academyâs still on break for another week so my scheduleâs literally empty. Iâve got nothing. Nada. Iâm basically a professional couch potato right now. So yeah. Anything. Whatever you want."
"Great."
She could hear the satisfaction curling through his voice like smoke.
"Iâll pick you up myself. Been organizing something. Wanted to know if youâd spare some of your precious time for me."
Pick her up himself.
Not some driver. Not some arrangement.
Him.
The towel slipped another dangerous fractionânow the tops of her
areolas
peeked over the edge, dusky pink and still pebbled hard. She didnât fix it. Couldnât. Her brain had short-circuited.
"Wait, likeâyouâre coming here? To my house? In
person?"
"Thatâs generally how picking someone up works, yeah."
"Butâwhat if someone sees? What if my parentsâ"
"Iâll handle it."
"How?"
"Donât worry about it."
"Thatâs so
ominous!
You canât just say âdonât worry about itâ like some mafia boss and expect me toâ"
"Amber."
She stopped. Waited.
"Do you trust me?"
The question hit different than she expected. Softer. More serious. Like he actually wanted to know.
"...Yeah," she admitted, voice small and trembling. "I do. Which is honestly terrifying because Iâve known you for like five minutes in the grand scheme of things, butâyeah. I trust you. Thatâs the problem."
"Itâs not a problem, princess."
"It feels like a problem! Youâve turned me intoâinto
this
."
She gestured vaguely at herself, naked and dripping in more ways than one. "I used to be a functioning human being, Phei."
He laughedâgenuine, warm, with just enough edge to remind her who she was talking to.
"Youâre so fucking cute when you
rant."
"Iâm not cute! Iâm having a crisis!"
"A cute crisis."
"Oh my
god
."
"Donât be so polite with me,"
he said, voice dropping back into that possessive register that made her knees weak.
"You donât have to ask permission. You donât have to be careful. When I come get you tomorrowâyou could be waiting in anything. A dress. Jeans. That skirt that makes your ass look good... or
nothing at all."
Her breath shattered.
"Iâ" Her voice cracked. "I wouldnât
hate that last option
."
"I know you wouldnât."
Softer now, almost tender beneath the dominance.
"Thatâs why Iâm not telling you to do it. Not yet. Youâre not ready for everything I want to do to you, princess. And when I finally take youâreally take youâit wonât be rushed. It wonât be a transaction. Itâll be
because youâre mine.
Completely. And you know it."
She couldnât speak. Could barely breathe. The words wrapped around her like bindings she hadnât asked for but desperately wanted.
"Iâm in the middle of something right now,"
he said, voice shifting back to something lighter, easierâgiving her room to breathe.
"Gotta go. Get some rest tonight. Youâll need the energy."
"Thatâsâwhy do you always say ominous stuff like that?"
"Because itâs fun watching you spiral."
"Watch? Wow. Okay. Mean."
He laughed againâsofter this time.
"Text me before you sleep?"
Something warm bloomed in her chest. He wanted her to text him. Just... because. Not for a transaction. Not for a deal. Just to hear from her before she fell asleep.
"Yeah," she breathed. "Okay. I can do that."
"Good girl."
The words rolled through her like honey and fire.
"Talk soon, princess."
"Okay," she whispered, voice small and aching. "Stay safe too. Please. Iâ"
I love you.
The words sat on her tongue, terrifying and true, but she swallowed them back. Too
soon.
Too much.
"Be safe. Donât die or whatever."
A pause. Then, he said in an amused voice,
"Romantic."
"Shut up."
Click. He was gone.
Amber stood there, phone still pressed to her ear, towel finally giving up and sliding down to pool at her feet. Naked again. Exposed. Grinning like an absolute idiot while also shaking like a leaf.
He was picking her up.
Himself.
Their deal had been transactionalâat least on paper.
Three times
. He helps her explore the darkest corners of her kinks three times, then sheâll keeps quiet about him and Miss Bloom.
That was the rule sheâd set to protect herself. Clean. Simple. Safe.
But the first timeâthe recording, the bindings, the paddle, the shallow teasing pops of that dildo stretching her lips without ever letting him insideâhad shattered every wall sheâd built. Sheâd signaled it,
gods,
sheâd practically begged with her body: hips lifting, muffled pleas through the gag, pussy weeping and gaping for him.
Sheâd seen the understanding flash in his eyes.
And heâd refused.
Pulled the toy away. Left her aching, empty, marked.
Then silence. Days of it. No calls. No texts. Just her, alone with the ache, the marks fading but the need growing sharper every hour. Heâd done it on purposeâlet her feel the void, let her miss him until she couldnât pretend anymore.
Stupid Amber.
She pressed her palm to her chest, feeling her heart race beneath it.
"Text me before you sleep?"
That wasnât a transaction.
That wasnât part of any deal.
That was just... him. Wanting to hear from her. Wanting to be the last thing she thought about before she closed her eyes... showing her there was so much more they could be and opening the doors wide open into his inner circle for her to enter if she chose to.
Heâd called. Tonight. After days of silence that had felt like years.
And tomorrow heâd come for her himself.
He hadnât forgotten. Hadnât let her go. Hadnât moved on to the next girl in his collection and left her as a footnote.
He was coming to claim what was already his.
And this timeâthis time she wasnât going to fight it. Wasnât going to hide behind deals and transactions and carefully constructed walls.
Sheâd fall.
Completely.
And she could only
prayâreally,
stupidly, desperately prayâthat
heâd catch her
.