Cripple thought carefully about the situation while looking suspiciously at Yang Chen. Then, he looked up angrily and yelled, âHey, what are you looking at?! Havenât you seen people like us before?! Iâll beat you up if you stare for one more second!â
He even waved his pouch threateningly at Yang Chen!
Yang Chen turned to look at Cripple. âSo youâre the reason sheâs still alive.â
Cripple huffed, âWhy do you care?â
âOf course I do.â Yang Chen studied Cripple from head to toe, then continued, âBecause I was the one who made her like this.â
Cripple felt uncomfortable as if the manâs gaze pierced through his soul.
âWhaâwhat do you mean?â He was starting to get worried but showed no fear on his face.
Yang Chen shrugged. âI wanted this woman to hit rock bottom. But you feeding her is quite the opposite, donât you think?â
Luo Cuishan was shaking now, venomous hate festering in the depths of her heart out of desperation and bitterness. She still didnât dare to look at Yang Chen, because the horrors this man had brought were far from anything she could imagine!
Cripple eyed the shaking woman. His eyes flashed in rage. He then clenched his jaw and puffed his chest before saying, âSo what?! I like giving her food! What are you going to do about it?! You can break my good leg and Iâll still crawl to beg for food, I might even roll!â
As Cripple shouted, he looked like a sickly wolf yapping at a majestic lion, refusing to back down!
Luo Cuishan finally looked up, teary-eyed, to see the man who couldnât even lift a leg stand up for her.
Yang Chen was now very amused. He grinned and asked, âWho is she to you? Why are you protecting her?â
Cripple replied, indignant, âBecause I can! No reason!â
âYou like her?â asked Yang Chen mischievously.
Crippleâs expression froze. Stiffly, he asked, âAnd what about it?â
Yang Chen understood now. He nodded and replied, âI understand⊠Alright, Iâll leave but please heed my warning. Youâve made steps that you will never be able to retrace. After all, you only have one leg.â
Crippleâs heart shuddered. âBe careful? Of her? I gave her food and water, you think sheâd harm me? Look at you, treating a woman like this! I might not be a good person, but at least Iâm not as cruel as you!â
Yang Chen pursed his lips, smirking. âI never said you need to be careful of her.â He pointed at his own nose. âYou need to be careful, of me.â
Cripple gulped, then laughed, âYou think you can scare me?â
âWeâll see.â Yang Chen turned around. As he walked, he warned, âI just want to say, I donât just scare peopleâŠâ
After watching Yang Chen leave, Luo Cuishan slowly looked up at the young homeless man. He was at least twenty years younger than herself. âWhy are you doing this?â
âWhat?â Cripple was puzzled.
âWhy did you feed me, give me water, and even stand up for me?â Her eyes searched for an answer behind strands of dirty hair.
Cripple looked away. âWhy does it matter? I just wanted to.â
âAre you pitying me?â She snorted coldly. âI donât need your pity.â
âPity? HahaâŠâ Cripple laughed, âI am a beggar and a cripple. If anything, you should pity me. You still have both hands and feet with you, why would I care?â
She was stunned.
He continued, âWhy are you so suspicious? I just wanted to do something nice, thatâs it! If you think itâs annoying, just tell me!â
When he finished, he looked frustrated. He limped out of the alley without turning back, as if he couldnât stand to spend another minute with Luo Cuishan.
She was sat, stunned for a moment. Then, she wiped away two streams of tears she didnât know were there.
She looked down at the bun she dropped on the ground, then picked it up carefully. She swept some dirt off then, with shaking hands, brought the bun to her mouth.
Grey clouds gathered above the city of Zhonghai. The rain which was pouring down didnât seem to let up.
During Yang Chenâs drive home, he did not give too much thought about Luo Cuishan and Cripple. To kill or not to kill? For a character like Cripple, it wouldnât make much difference. He might attract even more trouble being alive. Yang Chen felt like Ning Guangyao would be uncomfortable if he knew Luo Cuishan was living like this. Yang Chen didnât like him either. He was a father who didnât even want his daughter.
Yang Chenâs mind was replaying little moments he once shared with Mo Qianni. Her kindness, her resilience, her focus, and her determination were all etched deeply into his mind.
Let go? How could he?
However, Ma Guifangâs words worried him. Could he really provide her the life she deserved?
Legally, it shouldnât be too difficult to make her his wife. They only had to change their nationalities on paper. However, how would people treat her?
Yang Chen didnât think it would be easy to bring his women to another country either. Their family ties and lifestyle would be obstacles. The women didnât live for him either, they had their own lives.
When he thought of how Ma Guifang was bullied, and couldnât even stand up for herself, his heart ached. He felt true fear that one day Mo Qianni would be treated the same.
The deeper the love, the more painful it is when problems arise.
Soon, he arrived home. Yang Chen opened the door to the smell of cooked food. He was taking off his shirt when Lin Ruoxi, wearing a light-blue spaghetti-strap dress and a pink cartoon apron, slowly brought a huge pot out.
Zhenxiu had bought that apron one day after school, saying it was a present for Lin Ruoxi. Although she kept it, she didnât dare to wear it. However, it looked like she was in a very good mood recently. Thus, ignoring the weird looks from Yang Chen and Zhenxiu, she wore this bright apron cheerfully.
âLet me.â Yang Chen took the pot from his wifeâs hands, placing it firmly on the table.
She pouted. âItâs so hot, didnât you feel anything?â
Yang Chen smiled. âThen darling, do you want to cool them down?â He brought his hands to her lips.
Lin Ruoxi avoided him as her face started to turn red. âYou just got home and youâre already causing trouble. Wash your hands, letâs eat.â
Zhenxiu came down the steps. She had a few days till her college entrance exams, and she didnât have to go to school anymore. She wanted to rest a little before going to battle.
The meals at home had been huge feasts lately. Zhenxiu was fed so well she was slowly gaining weight.
The family ate dinner happily. Zhenxiu told a few jokes, while Yang Chen added to her stories. He even slipped in a few innuendos in front of the elders, causing Lin Ruoxi to kick him under the table!
Yang Chen was enjoying the increasing closeness he felt with Lin Ruoxi. Although they werenât sharing a room, which was Yang Chenâs idea, they would start sleeping together after the wedding. Being the man of the house, he couldnât change his mind.
However, he couldnât help but imagine how dinner looked like at Mo Qianniâs house. Did she eat with Rose and Ma Guifang? Was it just the three of them?
In his own future, would he ever have Mo Qianni by his side, sharing a warm dinner with the family?
Yang Chen grew sadder thinking of all the conflicts. He was too selfish. He still felt lonely although he had so many women around him. It didnât seem to make a difference if the person he loved had him by her side or not.
Heâd always taken other womenâs purity and their youth, but he felt like he had nothing to give them. It was like this with Mo Qianni, with Rose, An Xin, Liu Mingyu. How could anything physical fill the hole in his heart?
After dinner, Yang Chen went upstairs alone after saying he wanted to watch the soccer match. The four women downstairs were confused as the matched hadnât even started yet!
As he entered the room, he walked to the balcony. Looking up at the silent night sky, he did nothing.
Soon, someone knocked on the door. It was Guo Xuehua.
Seeing her son standing solemnly on the balcony, Guo Xuehua sighed. She walked up to him. âI could see something was troubling you at dinner. Do you mind telling your mother about it?â
âYou saw right through me.â
âA mother doesnât use her eyes to look at her child, she uses her heart,â said Guo Xuehua, rolling her eyes.
He nodded. âYour heartâŠâ
Yang Chen didnât try to hide his troubles either. He told her everything that happened with Ma Guifang. When he finished, he rubbed his temples, âMom, Iâm a mess. I donât know what to do, have I really been harming Qianni?â
Guo Xuehuaâs eyes blurred. âGuifang hasnât had it easy. I can understand why sheâs so sensitive to you being with Qianni. However, if weâre talking about feelings, even as a mother, I cannot make decisions for you. Yang Chen, from a womanâs perspective, if you donât think this through, how could you bring a bright future as an honest husband, to the kid? Like what Guifang said, sheâd rather you suffer for a while, then let her child suffer a lifetime.â
Yang Chen fell silent. Although he had expected it, he was still disappointed when Guo Xuehua said it.
âQianni⊠is not like the rest of us,â Guo Xuehua advised patiently. âSheâs not like Rose, who is very independent and she couldnât care less about society. And that An Xin girl was from a rich clan too, so she has an open-minded personality. She doesnât need to care about the rules either. For Qianni⊠sheâs just a regular girl from a regular family. She will care about what people think, about what is right in societyâs eyes. To be your lover, perhaps An Xin and Rose wouldnât mind, but it wouldnât be the same with Qianni.â