"Thatās up to you, not me," Yun Qian said earnestly.
"Iām saying youāre beautiful, but my respect for Miss hasnāt changed," Xu Changāan said, wrapping the processed shrimp tail in sauce and placing it in a pancake, then leaning forward, "...ah."
Yun Qian was still lost in memory, and after a slight pause, the food was brought to her.
She ate the shrimp tail in one bite, then watched as Xu Changāan began peeling a new piece of food. She chewed quickly, without tasting much of it.
Swallowing the food, Yun Qian said with confusion and intrigue, "How did you see me back then?"
"Miss saved my life, and couldnāt take care of herself, so I wanted to be a good caretaker," Xu Changāan said, taking out a handkerchief and gently wiping a bit of sauce from Yun Qianās lips, then looking at the sky outside through the window, he said casually, "At that time, newly arrived in a strange world... cough, there was still some unease about the environment. I thought Missās origins seemed mysterious and perhaps being her caretaker would form a good fate."
Good fate?
Another good fate.
Yun Qian thought he also wanted to form a good fate with Gu Qiancheng back then.
"So are you saying, back then in your eyes, I was no different from Gu Qiancheng?" Yun Qian asked.
"Different," Xu Changāan paused in his tone, "Far different."
When he first met Yun Qian, he only felt the girlās beauty was terrifying, like a Celestial Monarch above the Nine Heavens.
Xu Changāan laughed and said, "Back then I even thought maybe I could cling to the Immortalās thigh... later on..."
"Later on?" Yun Qian tilted her head.
"Who would have thought it wasnāt just clinging," Xu Changāan glanced at Yun Qian, after reminiscing for a while he said seriously, "Later I found out Miss actually couldnāt do anything, her body was frail, so I comfortably became the caretaker."
So many things happened during that period, itās not something that can all be recalled or explained in a few words.
His change in mindset was based on many things, today he just mentioned a couple casually.
"Anyway, as long as Miss knows Iām not competent, thatās enough," Xu Changāan rubbed his forehead.
Close to the water, how could I be the caretaker?
"Itās also because Miss indulged me," Xu Changāan sighed, now looking back, he realized what he did to Yun Qian wasnāt inappropriate? It was downright disrespectful.
"I like it, so itās not indulging you," Yun Qian said.
"Eat, if you say more Iāll find a seam to crawl into," Xu Changāan said helplessly.
"..."
Xu Changāan skillfully opened the crab shell of a red crab, extracting the leg meat and sprinkling it inside the crab shell, taking the chopsticks and mixing it around... the aroma of the red crab directly assaulted Yun Qianās nostrils.
Xu Changāan brought the spoon brimming with crab meat to Yun Qianās mouth, just as he used to feed her when she was too sick to get out of bed.
"Eat."
Seeing the blush on Yun Qianās face, Xu Changāan shook his head and said, "Now that I think about it, after I stopped being the caretaker, the times I served Miss have reduced greatly."
When he was the caretaker, be it eating or dressing, bathing, or various trifles, he took care of them meticulously.
But since the relationship changed... even feeding had to be proactively proposed by Yun Qian for him to do.
"I like it, so itās all the same," Yun Qian ate the crab meat, and her teeth lightly tapped the spoon.
The meat was delicious.
The crab flavor was strong.
"..." Xu Changāan looked at Yun Qianās eyes which showed a few shares of enjoyment and took a deep breath.
Leaving her familiar island was fine.
Being alone in Beisang City was okay.
Following him up the mountain was acceptable.
Agreeing to try to interact with outsiders.
Trying hard to cultivate.
Yun Qian really sacrificed a lot for him, endured much grievance.
But he didnāt have much to give Yun Qian, what she cherished in her cabinet were nothing but wood carvings, pouches, and a series of assorted things he gifted.
The treasures in the eyes of ordinary people didnāt appeal to Yun Qian, and what she would like could be forever just a few things.
Therefore, Xu Changāan tried his best to make a table of delicious food to make up for a bit of Yun Guās grievances.
"Pear juice," Yun Qian said.
"Pear juice relieves greasiness, but today Iāve made many things, so I wonāt let you eat anything repetitive," Xu Changāan stood up, holding over a cup of tea, "Tidal crab is cool, Midday Grass Tea is of warming nature, relieving greasiness but not as good as pear juice, but it dispels coldness."
Yun Qian took the tea, took a light sip, and a gleam of light flashed in her eyes.
It was evident she liked it very much.
"And this..." Xu Changāan laughed gently.
"You eat too," Yun Qian said, "Donāt always feed me."
"Can Miss finish this big table?" Xu Changāan shook his head, "Afraid Iāll go hungry? You eat first, whatās left Iāll have, some things I specially made, if they cool down, the taste wonāt be as good."
"Mm." Yun Qian nodded, listening to Xu Changāanās undeniable tone.
What followed was Xu Changāanās favorite feeding time.
"Miss, look at this," Xu Changāan took a spoon and picked up a small stack of thumb-sized pink cubes, the translucent cubes looked like works of art, under which through the half-transparent steaming skin one could see grains of fresh meat inside, he explained, "Fresh shrimp meat minced, mixed with mushrooms, wrapped in a layer of transparent wheat starch, try it."
"..." Yun Qian looked at the well-presented dish in front of her, then looked at Xu Changāanās face, and said, "Indeed, color, aroma, and taste are all important."
Itās correct not to blindfold.
Just looking at it brings appetite.
Yun Qian carefully took a bite, her eyes lit up, and she quickly finished it in a few bites.
"Say itās good," Xu Changāan remained constant.
"Delicious," Yun Qian said seriously.
She wasnāt saying it was delicious just because she liked Xu Changāan, but offering the highest praise from her taste buds, since Xu Changāan understood her well and knew her preferences... Thus, for Xu Changāan, capturing Yun Qianās taste was effortlessly simple.
Yun Qian hadnāt had enough, so she reached out to take something new, but was directly stopped by Xu Changāan.
Xu Changāan smiled at the corner of his mouth, he reminded Yun Qian, "I want to feed Miss, how could I let you do it yourself?"
Yun Qian: "..."
Xu Changāan shook his head, "You like it, Iāll make it for you again, letās eat something else today, thereās much more, save some room."
"Oh." Yun Qian nodded, holding the edge of her skirt, waiting for him.
"Miss cares about her figure, so canāt always eat meat," Xu Changāan said, "Lettuce carved from autumnās end to early winter has a firmer and more elastic texture, try it."
"Mm, delicious."
"And..."
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Time slowly passed.
It truly passed slowly because Yun Qian cherished this momentās time, she ate the seafood, steamed meat, dim sum, sweet porridge, fruit that Xu Changāan made...
Piece by piece, each was fed by him.
After a long while.
Yun Qian finally sampled all the delicacies Xu Changāan prepared, a lingering feeling of still wanting more remained on her face.
Xu Changāan lightly patted Yun Qianās lower abdomen with his hand, "Letās stop here, if you eat more... it wonāt feel good."
Muyu Peakās ingredients are well digested, so it wonāt over-stuff Yun Gu.
"Overall, how is the taste?" Xu Changāan asked.
"Very good, I really like it." Yun Qian wouldnāt use flowery language for description, but this was the highest praise in Xu Changāanās ears.
Not to mention, Yun Qianās evaluation had never been low.
Sigh.
"Is it because the cooking is good, or because I havenāt made these snacks for Miss in a long time?" Xu Changāan asked.
"Both." Yun Qian didnāt hide it.
This time Xu Changāan didnāt ask if Yun Qian felt lonely because it wasnāt meaningful; as long as he was with Yun Qian, she wouldnāt feel lonely, so the matter does not depend on Yun Qian but on him.
"Want to go for a walk?" Xu Changāan thought for a moment and said, "Celestial Bright Peak has great scenery, and I havenāt gone out walking with Miss yet, letās rest for a while... when we return, Iāll massage you and give you moxibustion to relax."
"Like this?" Yun Qian showed clear excitement in her eyes, matching the brilliance when she knew Xu Changāan would make her delicious food.
But she still refused.
"No hurry," she said.
"Hm?" Xu Changāan was taken aback, looking at Yun Qian with surprise.
Yun Qian took out a handkerchief, gently wiped her mouth, and then said, "Iām full, you havenāt eaten yet, so now... itās my turn to give back."
Just like Yun Qian borrowing Xu Changāanās lap pillow, she wants to give him one back.
She wants to feed Xu Changāan in return.