Yun Qian approaches problems in a simple way.
As long as he can be happy, the interest in tenderness surpasses the warmth of daily life.
"I was just thinking, if my body were a bit better, if I had more stamina, and could make you fully satisfied, I would like tenderness even more."
She and Xu Changāan both enjoy the warmth of daily life.
Though she indulged in the tenderness, a quarter of an hour... no matter how she thought about it, it was not enough.
"..." Xu Changāan looked at Yun Qianās earnest eyes and sighed lightly.
So this is where the problem lies.
Indeed.
Miss Yun seems to be someone not skilled in expressing emotions, always touching his heartstrings with tender and passionate feelings, but in reality, she does think about many things.
As a wife, not being able to fully satisfy her husband in tenderness must not be a good thing for a girl who wholeheartedly wants to be a good wife.
"Miss, I said before that I wouldnāt use modesty as an excuse, so..." Xu Changāan gently placed a hand on Yun Qianās shoulder, "It will get better."
"Is this comfort?" Yun Qian tilted her head, letting her cheek touch the back of Xu Changāanās hand.
"It is comfort, but just comfort." Xu Changāan shook his head, "You... always tend to separate such simple matters."
Just like Yun Qianās reasoning for calling him a playboy.
Xu Changāan removed his hand from Yun Qianās shoulder, walked to stand in front of her, looked into her eyes, at her brows...
His gaze lingered everywhere, and then he said, "What I like is not just your eyes or a particular spot, itās... I like it all."
"I donāt understand." Yun Qian lowered her head.
"Iāve already given you the answer." Xu Changāan blinked, "This isnāt something that can be separated and viewed separately, itās inherently a whole."
Yun Qian pondered this, staring at him.
"I donāt like any kind of daily life, nor do I like tenderness." Xu Changāan stated decisively.
"You donāt like?" Yun Qian was taken aback.
"What I like is you."
Xu Changāan sighed gently, "Miss, do you really need me to say it so clearly?"
"Is that so?" Yun Qian placed a hand over her heart, feeling her intense heartbeat through the towel, and nodded.
Xu Changāan finally let out a breath of relief.
"Since you like me." Yun Qian raised her head, showing a faint smile that was barely visible: "Do you prefer the daily life with me, or the tenderness with me?"
She thoughtfully added the words "with me," perfectly.
"..."
"Miss, itās not like adding those words makes it any different. Besides, is there even an option without you?"
Could he ever be with another girl?
He was exasperated by Miss Yun.
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"I wonāt ask then." Yun Qian saw Xu Changāanās breathing start to become erratic and gently patted his back.
Yun Qian stopped teasing, and Xu Changāan finally breathed a sigh of relief, starting to seriously help Yun Qian wash.
"..."
Time passed, after bathing.
When Xu Changāan, as per usual, dressed Yun Qian in her pajamas, looking at her in the mirror, wrapped entirely in a thick, slightly speckled hoodie pajama set lined with plush material.
Once in the cute animal pajamas, Yun Qianās figure was completely hidden, leaving only a cuteness that didnāt quite match her temperament.
"Really cute," Xu Changāan said.
"Cute?" Yun Qian frowned.
"Ahem." Xu Changāan paused, pointing to the moon outside the window, "I was talking about the moon."
"Oh." Yun Qian responded, gazing at the bright Fire Stone in the Mystic Passage, her eyes silently shifted to the window, reaching out towards the crescent moon, spreading her fingers as if trying to capture the moon.
"Letās go."
Xu Changāan interrupted Yun Qianās little movement, took her hand, and walked through the Mystic Passage, pausing a step.
"Miss."
"Hmm?"
"I was avoiding, not answering your question directly. Is that cowardly?"
"I donāt know."
"Is that giving me face, or do you genuinely not know?"
"Genuinely donāt know."
Xu Changāan interlocked fingers with Yun Qian, turned around and earnestly said, "Maybe itās because of the age, Iām a lascivious and hopeless person, so perhaps, when it comes to tenderness... I might like it a bit more, by the way, I never said I was not satisfied."
He was saying he prefers tenderness more.
Yun Qian could understand.
Yun Qian took off her adorable pajama hood, looked at Xu Changāan, "Isnāt this the kind of affection newlyweds have when theyāre inseparable?"
She also mentioned earlier, liking closeness and intimacy more.
"Who knows."
Xu Changāan sighed, always feeling like his confession of preferring her body made him sound like a scumbag... beyond redemption.
This was quite normal.
Judging by time, itās easy to understand; the daily life is warm, but they can have eleven hours together in a day.
Tenderness, however, only takes a quarter of an hour.
It canāt really be said to be a preference; describing it as cherishing the rare would be more accurate.
The tenderness on the bed is essentially a form of daily life; only itās rather special.
"Miss, wouldnāt you find it awful that my mind is filled with such thoughts?" Xu Changāan coughed lightly.
"What do you think?" Yun Qian retorted.
"No."
"Then donāt ask me." Yun Qian subtly lifted the corners of her lips, feeling even better, and asked, "Since you like it, why did you say today is inconvenient, and what has it to do with Miss Zhu?"
"It doesnāt have anything to do with it." Xu Changāan and Yun Qian, holding hands, walked together into the bedroom, explaining to her his worries about going down the mountain the day before being examined by Zhu Pingniang.
"Just this trivial thing?" Yun Qian looked at him.
"Missās face is the most significant matter to me."
"... Got it." Yun Qianbaiās pale fingers slowly massaged her temples.
Xu Changāan became immediately tense upon seeing this, "Are you feeling unwell? Could you be having a headache from catching a cold?"
Yun Qianās health wasnāt good, and she had been out in the wind and rain today, so she might truly be feeling unwell.
"Just a little." Yun Qian said, looking at Xu Changāan.
"Okay." Xu Changāan nodded
As usual, Xu Changāan knelt on the warm soft mat.
A lap pillow.
Yun Qian slowly lay on Xu Changāanās lap, turned on her side, and let Xu Changāan help her with a massage.
Xu Changāanās fingertips gently pressed against Yun Qianās temples, moving with a gentle touch.
Yun Qianās complexion improved a bit, and she lazily said.
"My neck is a bit itchy."
"Here?"
Xu Changāanās fingers hovered on Yun Qianās neck, as if with just a bit of effort, his nails could directly cut through the girlās artery.
Life held in anotherās hands.
The above is Xu Changāanās imagination, he was just trying to shift his own focus.
āThis is what a warm daily life should be like.ā Xu Changāan thought.
And the tenderness?
He shook his head.
"No more dreaming." Xu Changāan said, then his fingers lifted the hair behind Yun Qianās ear, pressing down gently.
"..."
Dream?
Yun Qianās watery eyes narrowed slightly.
She was a clever girl.