In prosperous times, the harvests are abundant.
Yet, in these troubled times with such heavy snow, I fear many people wonât see the spring.
So, do snowflakes represent "peaceful Changâan," or "never reaching Changâan" ... it all depends on the environment one finds oneself in.
"Hmm." Yun Qian nodded.
If thatâs the case, then she had no reason to like or favor them.
Indeed, she still doesnât like them.
"I like snow, actually because I have a special affection for it as I used to be from the south," Xu Changâan sighed, "Our island is in Qing Province, so over the years, Iâve only seen light snow a few times. Sure enough... such heavy snow only exists in dreams."
"...Is that so." Yun Qian nodded in semi-understanding, "It seems you really like it."
"What about you, miss, why donât you like snow?" Xu Changâan asked.
"Me?" Yun Qian exhaled a breath of cool air, and said, "Itâs not that I donât like snow, Iâm just afraid of the cold."
"Afraid of the cold, that means you donât like snow." Xu Changâanâs eyes flickered, but he quickly adjusted his mood.
Yun Qian didnât refute because what he said made sense, but then she heard Xu Changâan continue.
"If you feel cold, just come closer to me." Xu Changâan squinted, "I like winter for another very important reason, do you want to hear it?"
"Can I choose not to listen?"
"I want to say it."
"Go ahead."
Xu Changâan carefully adjusted Yun Qianâs disheveled clothes, then reached out and placed his hand on her cheek, "You fear the cold, so on cold days, I become the blanket you hold for warmth."
Being able to be close to her with the excuse of her well-being, how could Xu Changâan not like it?
"So thatâs how it is." Yun Qian understood why Xu Changâan liked snow.
"Of course, I wonât always like snowy days." Xu Changâan added.
"What would make you not like it?" Yun Qian asked.
"When your body becomes normal, and you experience Gui Water, I wonât like snowy days." Xu Changâan seems to foresee what would happen in the future.
"I donât understand." Yun Qian lowered her head to try and look at her abdomen, but she couldnât see it.
Xu Changâan didnât explain, just shook his head.
For Yun Qian, with her yin and yang deficiency and weak constitution, when she experiences Gui Water, the monthly cramps are unavoidable. In such conditions, if the weather turns cold, it could cause unbearable pain.
At that time, he naturally wouldnât like snowy days and would certainly loathe them.
Hmm.
Thankfully, the young lady hasnât had Gui Water yet, thank heavens.
Xu Changâan watched Yun Qianâs face, his lips curved into a smile, then slowly calmed down. He grasped Yun Qianâs fair hand placed on his chest, "Alright, Iâm just talking. If you donât want to go out, then we wonât go out."
"... Itâs just a snow, nothing much to see. Itâs not like I really want to take a walk with you, nor do I want to build a snowman together."
He expressed his desires.
Yun Qian: "..."
The young ladyâs eyelashes fluttered, "I... donât hate snow that much."
"You donât have to accommodate me, miss, if you donât like it, you just donât like it." Xu Changâan said.
"I have evidence." Yun Qian explained.
"What evidence." Xu Changâan was puzzled.
"The snow hasnât stopped, itâs still falling." Yun Qian closed her eyes to listen.
Usually, outside the window, it would be the continuous sound of rain hitting the windowpane crisp, but now there was a rustling sound... somewhat annoying.
Yun Qian opened her eyes to see the blizzard outside, with most of the tree shadows in the courtyard obscured, and snowflakes blown onto her face by the cold wind, melting quickly into clear water droplets.
Thatâs it.
The snow still falling is the best evidence that she doesnât truly hate it.
If she really didnât like it, would snow dare to fall from the sky?
Naturally, it wouldnât dare.
Yun Qian knew her so-called dislike... was only a little bit. Since it was something Xu Changâan liked, even if it was just a snowfall, she wouldnât hate it.
Because Xu Changâan liked it, the snow could keep falling, even burying the whole world would be worth it.
"I never quite understood your logic, what kind of evidence is that? My dreams, I like snow, so naturally, itâs falling." Xu Changâan said, wiping the water droplets off Yun Qianâs face.
The girl was really beautiful, causing a stir in his heart.
"Why donât you fear the cold?" Yun Qian asked.
As an ordinary girl, itâs only natural for her to be afraid of the cold and easily susceptible to pain.
"I truly am not afraid." Xu Changâan was thinking about this as well.
Is it because he was born not fearing the cold to play in the snow and build snowmen?
Of course, Xu Changâan thought he wasnât so unambitious.
He was better able to withstand the cold, it must be because it was a task from heaven, so that he could better take care of the cold-sensitive girl in snowy days.
"Miss, it turns out what I like is not the snow." Xu Changâan finished speaking and stared intently at Yun Qian.
At this moment she wasnât wearing any jewelry or makeup, yet often this kind of clear spring-like, pure beauty is the most dazzling.
"Are you saying... you like me?" Yun Qian blinked.
"...I didnât say that." Xu Changâan turned his head away.
Yun Qianâs lips curved into a smile, she withdrew her hand from Xu Changâanâs embrace, bent down slightly, exhaled a breath of warm air to melt the snow on the window sill, and then stood in front of Xu Changâan, blocking the snowy scene outside with her body. She whispered, "I donât regret turning rain into snow."
"This is my dream, if somethingâs to change, Iâll make it change." Xu Changâan looked at her as Yun Qian wished, without looking at the snowy scene, but muttered, "âGreen ants in a newly brewed wine, red clay a small stove...â"
It was a poem he had copied.
Yun Qian realized something, and continued Xu Changâanâs words, "As the evening comes with snow in the air, can you drink a cup?"
Drink a cup?
Why did he say this?
"I feel like drinking." Xu Changâan sighed.
Yun Qian: "..."
Tea calms the heart, wine... brings joy.
Listening to the rustling of the falling snow, Yun Qian suddenly felt the sound was so pleasing.
Snow is wonderful.
At this moment, Yun Qian no longer had any regretful thoughts. Under Xu Changâanâs astonished gaze, she "pulled" out a wine flask from the void behind her, placing it before him.
Yun Qian explained, "Jade Dew, great for setting the mood."
"...I know itâs Jade Dew, but where did it come from?"
"I got it from Miss Liu."
"Oh." Xu Changâan rubbed his brow with one hand, helplessly saying, "Miss, you should be more serious, the timeline is messed up. We havenât even gone to Beisang City yet, where would the Jade Dew Wine come from?"
"As long as it tastes good, it doesnât matter."
"Makes sense."
"Do you want to drink?"
"I could have some since youâve taken it out." Xu Changâanâs head showed a few black lines.
Finally, at this moment, he truly felt the ultimate discord in the dream.
"Wait a moment, letâs go out for a walk first." Yun Qian placed the wine on the table, took Xu Changâanâs arm, and looked at the snowy scene outside the window: "I want to see... whether itâs truly Changâan."
And the snowman.
Building a snowman with Xu Changâan, how could she miss it?
So, at the moment Xu Changâan mentioned the snowman, she was already moved.
Yun Qian suddenly wanted to see if her skills at molding figures had improved?
Previously when molding clay figures, Xu Changâan called them ugly.
"What, not afraid of the cold anymore?" Xu Changâan looked at Yun Qianâs hunched posture, raised his hand: "The flowery jacket is still warm..."
"Donât want the flowery jacket." Yun Qian said.
"If you donât wear the flowery jacket, should I take a brazier to keep warm with you on a walk? That way, itâll be warm." Xu Changâanâs tone was serious, as if he wasnât joking.
"No need for a brazier either." Yun Qian took Xu Changâanâs hand and went downstairs with him.
Stepping over the threshold.
Yun Qian walked slowly, her embroidered shoes stepping firmly on the thin snow, with a crunching sound of stepping on snow.
She turned back and said, "Just hold me."
That makes it warm.