"Itâs too late now." Xu Changâan smirked. "Alright, Miss, donât take it to heart. I was just talking casually... For now, letâs find a place to rest. This snow looks like itâs going to continue for a while... Sitting down and enjoying the snow up close is the proper thing to do, and we can go for a walk anytime, later."
Lies.
This dream has lasted a long time, but it definitely wonât hold until the "later" he mentioned.
But Xu Changâan isnât exactly lying.
Because near his residence on the Celestial Bright Peak, near Qinlingâs place, thereâs a tall bamboo grove, where he can leisurely wander with the real Miss Yun in the North Garden.
"...Hmm." Yun Qian listened to Xu Changâan. After a moment of silence, Yun Qian softly stepped into the snow and said, "The sound of stepping on snow is very pleasing."
Especially Xu Changâan; every step he took pressed the snow down with a crunching sound.
Because itâs soft, it leaves a mark.
And because it leaves a deep mark, the footprints wonât be covered again by the wind and snow but will be treasured by Yun Qian as one of her many cherished items.
"The sound of stepping on snow is indeed pleasing, as long as your shoes donât get wet." Xu Changâan smiled. "I also like this feeling, which is why I suggested Miss should come out for a walk."
"Walking in the snow is easy." Yun Qian said earnestly.
Looking at the string of footprints, both she and Xu Changâan had been walking this long without losing breath.
"Walking in the snow can be more exhausting." Xu Changâan, feeling Yun Qianâs body warmth, couldnât help but laugh wryly: "Itâs easy for you because youâre hanging onto me."
"Is that so? But youâre warm, and you said youâd hold me." Yun Qian wasnât shy; rather, she felt there was logic to it.
Thinking like this.
Holding and carrying would be even easier.
"I know. Iâm not complaining; I was just talking... just talking." Xu Changâan deliberately shifted his gaze far away. "All in all, since Miss doesnât dislike the snow, and quite likes it... then us coming out today is worthwhile."
"Hmm." Yun Qianâs tone showed no fluctuation, responding, "Stepping on it... so soft, I like it."
Stepping on it... like?
Like?
Does the lady like other things?
"Then..." Xu Changâan, not knowing what came over him, suddenly said, "Compared to stepping on me."
Yun Qian: "..."
The umbrella surface lifted slightly, residual wind gradually spiraling, stirring a swirl of fine snowflakes.
???
Even Miss Yunâs eyes showed an unnoticeable glimmer of peculiarity.
Clusters of snow fluttered down, floating and falling from the dim sky, turning the originally green courtyard into a sheet of white. Xu Changâan shivered and suddenly snapped back to reality.
What strange things he had said with that sudden stroke of "inspiration."
"Ah... Miss, I... what I meant was, compared to the feeling of stepping on my back... Forget it, I wonât explain anymore." Xu Changâan hissed.
"I donât really understand these." Yun Qian sensed Xu Changâanâs fluctuating emotions trying to avoid her, so she tightened her grip to prevent him from leaving.
Thinking it over, Yun Qian lowered her voice and said near Xu Changâanâs ear, "Should I say... I prefer stepping on you?"
Xu Changâan: "..."
The farce ended here.
Xu Changâan didnât let her continue.
That damned competitiveness made him say strange things.
Trying to save face.
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The courtyard on the island is large, with a corner featuring a wooden structure and a glazed tile-top pavilion, originally meant for resting after flower viewing and for Yun Qianâs brief respite, but Yun Qian often reads at the stone table in the middle of the creek, seldom visiting here.
Resting with Yun Qian here feels quite novel.
Speaking solely of enjoying the snow, itâs a great place.
Not only does the spacious pavilion shield the snow and wind, but it also offers a broad view, capturing a wide swath of scenery.
At the moment, Xu Changâan and Yun Qian sit within the pavilion, a fire basin at their feet, a pot of ginger red sugar tea warming in front of them.
Little sparks of the fire are whipped up by the wind, rapidly extinguishing.
Xu Changâan embraced Yun Qianâs waist, listening to her words, feeling no cold when holding her.
And the lady indeed wasnât cold anymore; her mood seemed evidently good.
"Here, itâs really beautiful. Why did I never notice before?" Yun Qian gazed at the two sides of the courtyard, where careful tidying revealed blooming vibrant pink plum blossoms on smooth branches but partially covered by snowflakes, showing a different kind of beauty.
The heavy snow obscured the view, yet it highlighted more... the incredibly beautiful reality that her husband was right beside her, within arms reach.
"There are many places youâve not discovered, considering the island is so large, and Missâs activity range is so narrow." Xu Changâan drew a small circle with his hand, then said helplessly: "Besides, weâve visited here before. Havenât we passed by here on our way to the Northern bamboo forest and the Western flower garden? Youâve rested here and fallen asleep... Remember?"
Yun Qian thought about it really carefully, then said, "...I canât recall."
Perhaps what he mentioned was something during her solitary activity, otherwise, if Xu Changâan had been with her, she wouldnât have forgotten even the smallest detail.
Xu Changâan thought some things can only be truly appreciated when sitting down and calming oneâs heart.
For example, during the walk, he didnât feel it much, but now resting in the pavilion... his heart began to race.
No remedy, Yun Qian was just too close.
The lady wasnât the type with a slender physique; when holding Yun Qian, Xu Changâan could clearly feel her figure, not like those skinny waif-like girls.
This was the girl heâd nurtured through care, only describable with the word perfect.
Xu Changâan felt very proud.
"Whatâs the matter?" Yun Qian could distinctly hear the thumping of Xu Changâanâs heart.
Actually, if one listens carefully, her heartbeat was quite fast as well, only because her heartbeat coincided with Xu Changâanâs, making it difficult to distinguish without attentiveness.
"Miss, you could be smaller." Xu Changâan said earnestly.
"Smaller?" Yun Qianâs eyelashes fluttered slightly, her gaze lowered.
"I mean your size." Xu Changâan quickly explained.
"I know." Yun Qian nodded with some doubt, then said, "But... donât men prefer..."
"Stop." Xu Changâanâs fingers pressed against Yun Qianâs lips, halting her words, saying, "I meant if Miss was as small as MaoâEr, itâd be nice."
Like how he would often hold Xiaohua in his arms.
That kind of warmth in every way, the lady would surely love it.
"You want me to become... MaoâEr?" Yun Qianâs eyelash fluttering was more pronounced, revealing it was something she hadnât thought of.
"Cough, typically the fantasies are of a girl changing into a Li Hua, not the other way around." Xu Changâan clicked his tongue.
He was merely speaking off the cuff.
Moreover, imagining Yun Qian in his arms as a Li Hua cat helps reduce the stirring in his heart.
Yun Qian wasnât bothered by it, musingly saying, "Youâre right... If you became a tiny pet, I might find interest in these little creatures."
"You really are interested." Xu Changâan looked at Yun Qian in surprise and then waved his hand. "Fine, once my cultivation improves, Iâll transform for you to play with."
"Hmm."
Yun Qian stretched lazily, this calm daily occurrence on the island bringing her satisfaction... She really liked it.
"Miss, have some ginger red sugar tea, warm your body." Xu Changâan saw Yun Qian beginning to yawn, and poured a cup of the steaming tea for her.
Yun Qian looked at the tea cup on the table, frowning: "I want some wine."
"Wine. Weâll discuss it later." Xu Changâan instinctively said: "Drink this first."
"First?" Yun Qian heard this, nodded, and took the red sugar tea offered by Xu Changâan, sipping a bit.
Xu Changâan glanced at the slowly falling snow scene again, then looked at Yun Qian sipping the tea.
He suddenly realized what heâd said.
He had just instinctively wanted wine, unlike his previous promise with the Jade Dew.
Hmph.
If blaming the ladyâs good figure for his fluttering heart... That would be too scummy.