Itâs precisely because he felt so refreshed this early morning that he feels guilty.
Yun Qian held Xu Changâanâs hand and said word by word, "Having such a dream is no big deal. If youâre unhappy, I donât know what to do... Am I supposed to feel guilty too?"
"What do you mean?"
"My dream was also with you..."
Xu Changâan listened, and his pupils contracted sharply before quickly covering Yun Qianâs mouth: "Alright, I get it."
Yun Qian: "..."
Xu Changâan understood everything.
Yun Qian had wanted to be close to him before falling asleep yesterday but didnât get what she wanted. Having a dream like that is too normal.
"Itâs okay, as you said, itâs no big deal, I understand now." Xu Changâan quickly changed his tone.
After all, how could he let Yun Qian feel guilty because of a dream?
Seeing her goal achieved, Yun Qian nodded, but she immediately remembered something and said seriously, "It was with you."
Xu Changâan looked at the girlâs serious expression and was momentarily amused: "What do we have here? Different dreams in the same bed? Not really."
Itâs laughable to say.
The couple clearly fell asleep together, but the end result was each having their own dream. What is this?
"I mean, my dream was with you." Yun Qian repeated.
"I know." Xu Changâan didnât notice Yun Qian wanted to explain more and casually said, "Miss, youâre hungry, right? Iâll go prepare breakfast, you can sleep a bit more, and Iâll wake you up to eat later."
After speaking, he turned over and got off the bed to start dressing.
Having resolved his worries, Xu Changâan returned to his cheerful morning mood, even humming a tune.
Yun Qian: "..."
Listening to Xu Changâanâs tune mixed with the sound of rain, Yun Qian lowered her eyes and shrank back into the bedding.
Some things donât need to be said too clearly.
Yun Qian doesnât dream.
In fact, with some empathy, Miss Yun could understand why Xu Changâan felt guilty, as he believed it was with a false version of herself...
If it happened to her...
Yun Qian felt the warmth left in the bedding.
No "if" exists.
The only man close to her is this person in front of her; any other, even Xu Changâan in a dream or illusion realm, upon approaching her, disappears from the world from the root.
"Sleep, why are you still awake?" Xu Changâan said, tucking the edges of Yun Qianâs quilt, then thought for a moment, picked up the clothes from the bedâs rack, and placed them inside the bedding to warm, so they would be comfortable to wear when getting up.
His actions made Yun Qian slightly stunned, and then a hand extended from the bedding, throwing the clothes out.
The girl was too tired now to think about getting up, so she wouldnât need the clothes.
As for breakfast, later she would have him assist her with washing and feeding.
"Iâm very tired today, want to lie down a bit more," Yun Qian said.
Moreover, having the clothes inside would take away Xu Changâanâs remaining warmth.
"We still have to go to Beisang City today, you forgot?" Xu Changâan really liked the girlâs unintentional little temper but remained looking serious: "We are not going down the mountain to play, but to find a suitable cultivation technique for you, we need to go."
However, as Xu Changâan spoke, he saw Yun Qianâs weak appearance and dry lips, changing his tone: "Alright, Miss should rest for a day."
"No."
To Xu Changâanâs surprise, Yun Qianâs hand once again reached out from the bedding, pulling the clothes back into the bedding for warmth.
"Not tired?" Xu Changâan was surprised; heaven knows, he wasnât someone who never cared for the girl, it was she who didnât want to rest.
"Breakfast will fix it." Yun Qian shook her head.
Almost forgot.
Cultivation is very important, as improving her physique is naturally best done quickly.
Todayâs descent is for cultivation, and not just any cultivation... Yun Qian desires Yin Yang Dual Cultivation, which isnât ordinary cultivation. She doesnât favor anything less than the Spiritual Qi filtered through Xu Changâan.
Perhaps itâs only the Spiritual Qi baptized by Xu Changâan that can enter the girlâs Elixir Field.
Moreover, in some sense, to enhance her physique, the qi he helped create is necessary.
Otherwise, even if she were logically an immortal, if held by him... She definitely wouldnât be able to exert strength and would still be exhausted.
This might be considered restraint?
So, the Yin Yang Dual Cultivation technique is very important.
And Miss Yunâs goal isnât to extend a quarter-hour to half an hour?
No.
The girl has ambitions too.
The short-term goal is set such that if next time her husband releases his restraints, she can at least hold out until heâs satisfied.
This is a grand, promising ideal.
Hmm.
Yun Qian curled up in the bedding, showing only half her face, and whispered: "Go make breakfast, Iâll rest a bit... and then weâll go down the mountain."
"...All according to your wishes."
Xu Changâan certainly had no objections.
The reason the girl changed her mind wasnât important; he was more than happy that she valued cultivation.
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After Xu Changâan left, Yun Qian slowly closed her eyes, feeling the gradually warming clothes in her arms, sensing coolness mingled with warmth, her expression calm.
Yun Qian lies flat, her hands resting on her lower abdomen.
On the island, he indeed didnât restrain himself as before, but her belly still had no sensation of any movement.
Child, why is it so difficult?
Indeed.
Yun Qian feels itâs normal because if it were achievable, she and Xu Changâan wouldnât always remain without a child.
But... no one pointed at her and said she definitely couldnât bear a child.
So, effort should be made where itâs due.
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After leaving the bedroom, Xu Changâan didnât rush to prepare breakfast but first looked at the dark rain today, contemplating their descent with the girl... then fetched a few better fire stones to place at the bedroomâs draft spots, and brought two fire stones back into the bedroom.
Then he was stunned.
Because what he saw was Yun Qian struggling to get up, then staring at the clothes in a daze, half-dressed.
"Why is Miss up, you wanted to sleep more?" Xu Changâan immediately went over, draped the clothes over her, and tucked a fire stone into her pocket to be relieved.
Yun Qian pressed her skirt corner seriously and said, "I wanted to get up but have no strength."
"Wasnât going to sleep."
"Canât sleep."
"Hungry? Want something to eat? Iâll fetch some water to wash you up, and bring over some pastries?" Xu Changâan suggested.
"No need." Yun Qian tilted her head, a lock of black hair falling beside her ear, she frowned and said, "Take a flower."
An ordinary girl, upon waking in the morning, naturally heads to the West Pavilion.
Indeed, thatâs the west toilet.
"Then just go like that, the room is warm." Xu Changâan coughed.
The North Garden is not like the island; at home, no matter how cold outside, she wonât freeze if she gets up at night, if she wants to take a flower, she can just go.
Especially tell him about it; was he supposed to follow along?
Yun Qian takes a flower, but whatâs he to do there, help lift her skirt?
"My legs are weak."
Yun Qian said, poking at her own leg, thinking now not only is her whole body aching but sheâs completely drained of strength, currently in this state, definitely unable to walk.
Xu Changâan: "...?"
Doubt aside, Xu Changâan still supported Yun Qian from the bedside, and once Yun Qian stood firm, he tried to loosen his grip... only to see Yun Qian sway, she couldnât even stand stably.
"Miss, you... "
He hadnât imagined Yun Qian was much weaker than she appeared.
Sadly, according to Madamâs advice, not to give the girl any elixirs right now, otherwise restoring strength... shouldnât be troublesome.
"Otherwise, rest for a day." Xu Changâan worriedly said, his realization of Yun Qianâs physique was completely refreshed. After just walking a bit yesterday, today sheâs immobile.
"Anything say later." Yun Qianâs watery eyes gazed at him, her tone consistently calm, "Quickly take me to the West Pavilion, Iâm not going to make it."
But the tone magnified in Xu Changâanâs ears brimmed with panic.
The girlâs fingers clutched her skirt, her pale complexion even more appealing.
Xu Changâan blinked, also finding it appealing.
Hmm, if staying just another quarter-hour for this appealing girl... would it be considered bullying?
Heâs long been begrudging that quarter-hour.
Yun Qian: "..."