Zhu Pingniang was silent for a moment, then she smiled.
Indeed, the moment she said those words, it was as if she dismissed the girlsâ current emotions, efforts, and connections as worthless.
But.
"Iâm speaking the truth too."
Zhu Pingniang met the Shopkeeperâs gaze: "I indeed have the ability to give you all a better life, yet I didnât do it."
"Sis." The Shopkeeper took a sip from the tea poured by Zhu Pingniang, savoring it carefully, then put it down and asked, "In Sisâs eyes, are we just beggars by the roadside?"
Are they beggars asking for food?
"If you were beggars, I wouldâve kicked you away long ago." Zhu Pingniang replied, "I donât like dirty people, you know that."
"Yet you still say things to upset me." The Shopkeeper pouted.
In her heart, the most dazzling one will always be this woman working late into the night doing accounts, this woman finding musician jobs for the girls, this woman who stands in front to protect her.
What Immortal Sect?
Itâs completely unimportant.
In the Shopkeeperâs eyes, it was as if deep waves were rippling.
"Whether itâs me or the sisters, weâre all content people, we are not greedy, itâs truly selfish of you to see us this way."
Nothing in the world is taken for granted, let alone the belief that Zhu Pingniang should naturally protect them.
These girls see clearer than anyone.
Here, no woman ever feels theyâre living poorly, and none thinks Zhu Pingniang ought to help themâa woman who thinks that way wouldnât survive in this circle.
Yet when the girls who stay realize they might be seen by Zhu Pingniang as ungrateful or greedy, how could they feel happy, how could they not feel angry?
Thatâs why she said seeing them this way makes Sister Zhu selfish.
But after speaking, she felt anxious, thinking she was too harsh, fearing that if the sisters learned she dared say Sis is selfish, theyâd collectively give her trouble.
"..."
Zhu Pingniang listened to the Shopkeeperâs words and sighed lightly.
Her intention was indeed to say she was selfish because for the Refining Heart, she didnât change the girlsâ lives, so she was selfish.
Unexpectedly, after the girlâs words, was feeling guilty also a form of selfishness?
She looked at the Shopkeeper, thinking the once little girl has truly grown up.
"Itâs my fault." Zhu Pingniang admitted, "I shouldnât have said such things."
"Sis is not wrong, moreover if you admitted fault before me, word spread... Iâm afraid I wouldnât live past three days."
The Shopkeeper held her teacup, sipping quietly, speaking softly: "Angry as I may be, I can understand your intentions, Sis."
"You understand, what do you understand, less boasting here." Zhu Pingniang scoffed.
She has the ability from the Immortal Sect, naturally thoughtful, what does this silly girl have?
"I also have plenty of silver now." The Shopkeeper took out a stack of silver notes from her chest, slapped them in front of Zhu Pingniang and said, "Now I too have the ability to buy the freedom of the girls entering the building, giving them better lives."
Zhu Pingniang: "..."
Watching Zhu Pingniangâs brow twitch twice, the Shopkeeper smiled, pushing the silver notes gently forward: "But I donât do it, Sis say... can I understand you?"
"Youâre really something." Zhu Pingniang realized, these girls grew up with her, naturally eloquent, understanding her personality deeply.
"But Iâm not as kindhearted as you, Sis, Iâm a bad woman, even if not helping them I donât feel bad." The Shopkeeper squinted: "Itâs my own earned silver, why should they spend it... in this view, Sis, youâre truly the most wonderful girl in the world, anyone who missed you would regret for ten lifetimes."
"Go away, go away." Zhu Pingniang poked the Shopkeeperâs face, before seriously asking: "Ni Zi, you donât... have even a little resentment?"
"Speaking of resentment, actually I do." The Shopkeeper said.
"Thatâs human nature." Zhu Pingniang thought it understandable to have resentment, but they restrain even more.
The Shopkeeper earnestly picked up the teacup, sipping along the rim of the cup with grievance: "Drinking tea from your used cup, yet you go out of your way to clean the rim, that makes me unhappy."
Zhu Pingniang: "..."
Xu Changâan who witnessed the whole scene: "..."
For a moment, neither had words to say.
To make both the elder and younger simultaneously speechless, this seemingly ordinary Shopkeeper is indeed something.
After a long while, Zhu Pingniang returned to herself, sighing lightly: "I wonât say Iâm wrong, but those words earlier... I wonât say them again."
"Mm." The Shopkeeper responded, then said.
"Sis, I like you."
"I donât like girls with daughters."
"Thatâs truly a shame."
Watching the smile in the Shopkeeperâs eyes, Zhu Pingniang said: "Ni Zi, if I were a man, I would certainly like you a lot."
"If you were a man, I wouldnât like you though." The Shopkeeper reminded her.
"You... never mind." Zhu Pingniang was about to say something, but saw the Shopkeeper suddenly staring at her, so asked: "What is it?"
"Sis, I suddenly remembered, you said you wouldnât have time to visit my grave, right?" The Shopkeeper asked.
"No time, now looking at you annoys me, if you become a ghost haunting me, wouldnât I feel more miserable?" Zhu Pingniang snorted.
"Then... let me live a few more years." The Shopkeeper stood up, walked to Zhu Pingniangâs side and hugged her arm, shaking it: "You are from the Immortal Sect and very skilled, so getting some Elixir to prolong life for us isnât difficult, right."
"???" Several question marks floated above Zhu Pingniangâs head, resting her hand on her forehead: "You said youâre not a beggar, now youâre asking for Elixir."
"Who wouldnât want to live a few more years, I was speaking fancy words earlier." The Shopkeeper tightened her grip on Zhu Pingniangâs arm: "Sis, I donât care about that, I just want Elixir."
Xu Changâan: "..."
He now felt utterly redundant.
Is this what girls are like?
Wasnât she just a bold, brave Shopkeeper a moment ago, now suddenly... becoming a little girl who can act coy.
At this moment, Xu Changâan deeply realized the difference between his Miss Yun and ordinary women.
Zhu Pingniang also noticed Xu Changâanâs discomfort and chided: "Silly girl, what thick skin."
She would give, but didnât want to admit.
"Would you give or not?" The Shopkeeper squinted: "We knew you were from the Immortal Sect before, didnât know much else, now you say youâre very skilled... then we wonât hold back."
"In past years, anyone greedy enough to pester me like this would die." Zhu Pingniang said with a dark face.
"Everyone dies eventually, besides I havenât been whipped by you in a long time, I miss it terribly." The Shopkeeper smiled: "So, Elixir... well, maybe not Elixir, just ask, Sis, give us something good."
"Ni Zi." Zhu Pingniang whispered closely into her ear.
"Mm?"
"If I were a man, I would certainly like you a lot." Zhu Pingniang said again.
More serious than before, so different in meaning.
"..."
The Shopkeeperâs face visibly blushed, her entire ear seemed to be about to drip blood, but... she quickly calmed down, sighing: "Unfortunately, you are a woman, you wouldnât like me, I understand."
"Does a motherâs affection for her daughter count?" Zhu Pingniang asked.
"Which mother lets her daughter appear on stage?" The Shopkeeper retorted.
"A mother who goes on stage herself, whatâs wrong with her daughter going on stage." Zhu Pingniang replied.
"Makes sense." The Shopkeeper stretched lazily, then winked at Zhu Pingniang.
"?"
Zhu Pingniang still hadnât understood her meaning, when she saw her stand up, taking the same stack of silver notes and walked to Xu Changâan.
"Young Master Xu, I have nothing impressive as a meeting gift, hopefully you wonât disdain this silver coins."
Xu Changâan: "...?"