If thatâs the case, a first seat position doesnât seem to make my husband feel any kind of dislike.
Yun Qian, having found a chance to breathe, quietly pushed back the guilt that was about to surge up in her heart.
Evil cultivators are different from the Demon Sect.
Knowing the difference between evil cultivators and the Demon Sect allowed her unease to slowly dissipate.
"Hmm..." Yun Qian nodded.
Upon closer thought, this identity from the Demon Sect that fell upon her husband might also be an interesting experience for him.
She glanced at Miss Aqing outside the window from the corner of her eye.
This woman was not an evil cultivator by her husbandâs definition, so she was still someone he could forgive and would like.
Since the identity that suddenly fell upon him was the first seat of the Demon Sect, and not an evil cultivatorâs, she didnât have to be flustered.
Thinking like this, Yun Qian returned to her usual self and gently held Xu Changâanâs hand.
The girl was at ease.
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Xu Changâan: "..."
The boy showed a trace of helplessness on his face, wanting to say something but ultimately swallowed it back.
Yes, thatâs what he said.
Xu Changâan knew himself; he was only saying these things to reassure the girl.
He wasnât concerned about good and evil, just that the people of the Demon Sect were unreasonable and posed more danger to Miss Yun.
So in his eyes, there were few good people in the Demon Sect.
The cultivators who prided themselves on the Holy Sect were either fanatics or madmen.
Even if their upper echelons didnât consume blood, they couldnât be considered evil cultivators, but... the Demon Sectâs upper echelons who condone their subordinates using flesh and souls for cultivation, whatâs essentially different from evil cultivators?
If not for these upper echelons of the Demon Sect, those evil cultivators might not even be this rampant.
As for saying that the Demon Sect fears the Chaoyun Sect and that they try to accumulate any usable power under the threat of being destroyed by the Chaoyun Sect at any time, even welcoming evil cultivators, that has nothing to do with Xu Changâan.
Anyway, saying that the Chaoyun Sect and the Demon Sect arenât sworn enemies is a lie. The truth is that both sides have concerns and restrain themselves, avoiding conflict for now.
But after reading the dossiers, Xu Changâan still had many doubts.
Because the attitude recorded towards the two Qiankun Realm leaders of both sides was very strange.
Those records, that kind of high-and-mighty Sect Leaders, in his view...
When the senior sisters read them, they showed great respect towards Sect Leader Chaoyun.
But after Xu Changâan read the histories of their struggles, it inexplicably gave him a feeling as if the Chaoyun Sect was the Chaoyun Sect, the Demon Sect was the Demon Sect, and the two Sect Leaders were completely detached.
As if they were two immortals seated frostily, playing a game of chess, coldly watching the ants below fight to the death, determined to have a victor.
"..."
Xu Changâan shook his head, clearing away all the chaotic thoughts that suddenly rose.
Useless knowledge, for someone who has just stepped into cultivation, had no use in understanding.
Even Xu Changâan himself hadnât figured out these things, so he wouldnât mention them to the girl.
Anyway, as long as sheâs at ease, itâs fine.
Finally, Xu Changâan adjusted Yun Qianâs outfit and said, "Miss, we should get going."
"Hmm."
Yun Qian nodded.
So she watched Xu Changâan get off the carriage to speak with Miss Aqing, saw Miss Aqing holding a short whip, seated in the coachmanâs position, and watched Xu Changâan return to the carriage... lost in thought.
"Whatâs wrong?" Xu Changâan smiled: "Donât worry, Senior Zhu is efficient, even though itâs a banquet, it wonât take too long, we can return early to rest."
After thinking for a moment, he added.
"Besides, weâre all among friends, if you really get too tired, you could just sleep, it wonât matter."
Hearing this, Yun Qian nudged Xu Changâan, then pointed to the rouge on her lips, and said: "Now is not a time for sleep."
Speaking of being tired, if he ate the rouge again, forcing herself to wake from being tired, what would she do?
"I... never mind." Xu Changâan, full of helplessness, hugged Yun Qianâs waist, and asked, "If youâre not tired, then why were you in a daze, Miss?"
"Watching her ribbon." Yun Qian looked towards the coachmanâs position, lightly shaking her head, "Itâs the same as mine."
"How could it not be the same, I bought it from that girl." Xu Changâan sighed, "Didnât I tell you?"
"Hmm, I know."
"You know and still say?" Xu Changâan casually chatted with the girl about trivial matters.
"I feel, they always bear some resemblance to me." Yun Qian said calmly.
Li Zhibai, Zhu Pingniang, Liu Qingluo, and now even Miss Aqing, all had something in common with her.
"What?" Xu Changâan didnât understand.
"I donât understand either."
Yun Qian lowered her head, thinking that at this moment, she still didnât know who looked more like whom, but judging from the ribbon matter, it was the Qingyi girl who wore the ribbon first, and she used it afterward.
So, she was the one learning from that person.
And Miss Yun was naturally a studious person, so it made perfect sense.
Feeling the warmth of Xu Changâanâs hand on her waist, Yun Qian wondered if these women in the original timeline were all his fateful encounters, so when she was summoned here and knew everything, she subconsciously learned these qualities from the girls?
After all, these women already showed her what kind of woman Xu Changâan would like now.
"Could it be like this?" Yun Qian tilted her head, looking at this confused young man before her, seriously said: "No."
Because if he could truly be a bit more fickle, that would be nice.
"???"
Xu Changâan scratched his head: "I am not? I am not what? Miss, what are you talking about."
"I havenât figured it out myself." Yun Qian shook her head, then asked, "Does my attire make me look like the Miss Aqing you like?"
"..."
Listening to Yun Qianâs words, Xu Changâan was speechless: "I thought, Miss, you had forgotten about this."
Yun Qian looked at him.
How could she forget, her outfit was styled after the Miss Aqing whom Xu Changâan would like, aiming to be as similar as possible.
"Want the truth?" Xu Changâan blinked.
"The truth."
"Not alike, completely... not alike." Xu Changâan said truthfully.
"Why?"
"Because Miss is too beautiful."
Miss Aqing, on first sight, gives a clean and charming look, even with a bit of Jiangnanâs gentle beauty.
Miss Yun then?
A fairy from the Nine Heavens, where could she find any connection to the four words âgentle beautyâ?
"As expected, not alike." Yun Qian was not surprised, though a bit disappointed she couldnât become the Miss Aqing he liked, but since Xu Changâan also liked this outfit and found it beautiful... it wasnât an effort wasted.
In fact, she wasnât really disappointed at all.
Because at this moment, Yun Qian realized something.
After adopting the name Yun Qian, no matter whom she wanted to emulate, she would always only be Yun Qian and couldnât become anyone else.
Perhaps, it wasnât necessary for her to learn from other women.
Because no matter how she changed, her husband liked her.
This was what her husband always said, that favored people are always fearless.
So...
It turns out Miss Yun was wrong.
Itâs not that she needs to learn from these women, but these women need to learn from her.
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Only by learning from her, having similarities with her, can Xu Changâan look at them twice.
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Yun Qian sighed and said.
"Why do you like me so much?"
The girl furrowed her Liu Mei, uncharacteristically... showing a few signs of distress instead of joy from his affection.
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Xu Changâan was taken aback, completely stunned, unable to understand for a long time why Miss Yun suddenly said this.
Yun Qian thought, if her husband likes her so much, how can he be fickle?
Without being fickle, how could he be greedy?
If he werenât greedy, he might easily let go.
She didnât want him to let go so soon this time.
"I find Miss Aqing quite pretty." Yun Qian pointed at the coachmanâs back, speaking sincerely.
"What do you find pretty about her?" Xu Changâanâs mouth twitched, suddenly having a bad premonition.
Yun Qian shook her head gently, calmly stating: "The ribbon?"
Because similar aspects to her can attract his gaze, so naturally, what was pretty would be the ribbon.
Xu Changâan: "?"
What was she talking about?