"Ah Bai, could it be..." Zhu Pingniang had a peculiar expression.
"Hmm?" Li Zhibai snapped back to reality and stared at Zhu Pingniang.
Tong Jun guessed?
"Changāan, might have confessed to you." Zhu Pingniang said leisurely, her eyes sparkling with wisdom.
Li Zhibai: "..."
At this moment, the evening was approaching, making it hard to see the reflection on the water surface, only the lights reflecting on Li Zhibaiās calm face.
"Itās actually not?"
After a moment of silence, Zhu Pingniang seemed to be pondering.
She had an uncharacteristic stroke of intuition, yet guessed wrong?
Well, thereās no other way, Zhu Pingniang thought that if Xu Changāan suddenly confessed his feelings to Li Zhibai, especially in front of Yun Qian, then her Ah Bai responding with such an expression would make perfect sense...
Although the probability was astonishingly low, itās still possible.
Zhu Pingniang took a deep look at Li Zhibai, her brow unconsciously raised.
She detected something amiss.
Usually, when she said such things, if not outright annoyed, Li Zhibai would at least rebuke her a couple of times... but now, after hearing her nonsense, she remained silent?
Evidently, the matter in her heart was even more āfrighteningā than imagined.
Zhu Pingniang was dumbfounded.
What in this world could be more terrifying than Changāan professing love to her teacher?
"Am I dreaming... why is everything so strange today." Zhu Pingniang muttered.
"..." Li Zhibai wished that if possible, she were indeed dreaming.
"If itās not Changāan, then whatās happened to you?" Zhu Pingniang sighed softly, "Is there something you canāt tell me?"
Li Zhibai remained quiet.
Her Tong Jun was not one easily deceived.
However, for her to maintain a stable Spirit Platform after witnessing such an astonishing scene was almost impossible.
Li Zhibai exhaled deeply, looking at the prosperity of Flower Moon Building, her eyes serious.
Zhu Pingniang knew what Li Zhibai was about to discuss, so she stopped messing around and stood quietly waiting for her response.
The two women admiring the night scenery from a high place was already a beautiful sight.
When silent, Zhu Pingniang was a very elegant woman, perhaps... this was her true nature.
Li Zhibaiās eyes reflected the evening lights of the worldly rain.
She had to provide Tong Jun an explanation, but the Sect Leader this time gave no order, thus not wanting anyone to know... although witnessing such a spectacle, she couldnāt remain bewildered indefinitely, as prolonged engagement would disrespect the Sect Leaderās Dao.
And indeed, she was confused.
"Tong Jun."
"Hmm."
"Upon seeing the girls in your building, my... Dao Heart became a bit unstable." Li Zhibai spoke the truth, as because of Pingniangās daughters, her Dao Heart faltered for a moment.
"...?"
Hearing Li Zhibaiās words, Zhu Pingniang was stunned.
Dao Heart instability?
This was a major issue.
"Ah Bai, didnāt you long since free yourself from Heart Demons?" Zhu Pingniang became slightly anxious.
At Li Zhibaiās Realm, she should no longer have Heart Demons, therefore Zhu Pingniang hadnāt considered this direction. Indeed, if the Dao Heart were unstable, it would explain Li Zhibaiās trance-like state, aligning with the reasoning.
Li Zhibai shook her head: "It canāt be called a Heart Demon, itās just... itās just some confusion."
"Confused about what?"
"Iāve always been a bystander, is it wrong?" Li Zhibai gazed at Zhu Pingniang: "Could it be like you, never willing to let go, is whatās right?"
Zhu Pingniangās eyes widened slightly, but she said nothing.
This isnāt something she could offer advice on.
Indeed, Li Zhibai always practiced Knowing White and Guarding Black, approaching the Heavenly Dao, focusing solely on cultivating herself and her mind.
Even as one by one her old friends passed away, she remained as tranquil as a secluded pool.
But now...
She regretted?
Regretted not sharing her blessings with some old friends? Regretted not offering those who once mattered the possibility of longevity?
Zhu Pingniang hadnāt expected that her own greedy actions could shake Li Zhibai, making her question her past deeds.
She couldnāt tell if Li Zhibai, after changing her nature, became overly naive, or... if Zhu Tongjunās importance in Li Zhibaiās heart was too significant, just a mere gesture could unsettle Li Zhibai.
Yet Zhu Pingniang felt no joy.
"Ah Bai... I..." She hesitated, sighed, "I canāt talk about this with you, maybe you should ask the Sect Leader."
Li Zhibai: "..."
At this point, there was no need to ask the Sect Leader.
The Sect Leader already used actions to tell her, not involving oneself with the mundane world might not necessarily be wrong, but becoming more worldly definitely has benefits.
Li Zhibaiās heart had found answers and wouldnāt remain confused. She simply offered Zhu Pingniang an explanation, so seeing Zhu Pingniang care so much about her, she felt very guilty.
Although she didnāt lie to Tong Jun, she... felt deeply ashamed.
"Thatās enough, Iām fine." Li Zhibai smiled at Zhu Pingniang: "Things that needed thinking through have been thought through, Tong Jun, letās go have a drink."
"...?"
While about to drink with Li Zhibai, Zhu Pingniang hesitated.
Ah Bai claims sheās fine?
Zhu Pingniang found it hard to believe.
Given this gentle attitude, Zhu Pingniang absolutely couldnāt believe it, knowing... sheād just said nonsense linking Xu Changāan and her together, yet Li Zhibai showed no intention of pursuing it, instead... looking at her tenderly?
However, Zhu Pingniang trusted Li Zhibai, her saying she understood meant she understood... at least if Li Zhibaiās Dao Heart wasnāt stable, at this proximity, sheād be able to sense fluctuations in Li Zhibaiās cultivation.
But in reality, her Ah Bai was perfectly fine, with no abnormalities in her Sea of Consciousness or body.
If forced to say...
It seemed like purely emotional fluctuations?
Is it because after self-doubt, she quickly pulled through?
Completely bewildering.
"What are you spacing out for." Li Zhibai shook her head, apparently noticing Zhu Pingniangās confusion, patiently explaining: "Though I feel maybe I couldāve been more humane before, past events are still the past."
She wouldnāt lose herself over such trivialities, slight self-doubt is an embodiment of the status of those old friends in her heart, not enough to truly unsettle her mind.
Had it not been for the Sect Leader suddenly coming with such force, sheād have regained tranquility long ago.
Thinking of this, Li Zhibai once again felt her own Tong Jun was remarkably powerful.
Switching perspectives, the Sect Leader rarely even spares a glance, yet was willing to visit Tong Junās Flower Moon Building, willing to get close with her girls...
Doesnāt this prove Tong Junās correctness.
To partake in the Sect Leaderās banquet, Li Zhibai, as the elder sister, alongside her astonishment, had feelings of pride for Zhu Pingniang.
She smiled towards Zhu Pingniang.
"Nowadays, Tong Jun youāve done wonderfully."
Since she adores the girl, why not bring her up the mountain, itās her destined fate.
"..." Zhu Pingniang said nothing.
The contrast between the gentle Ah Bai and the previously stern Li Zhibai led to an intense feeling of discord.
"If this isnāt a dream." Zhu Pingniang quietly uttered: "Does it mean Iāll die tomorrow... Ah Bai, is it still time to order a coffin?"
"Hmm?" Li Zhibai, helpless, glared at her.
Zhu Pingniang then exhaled in relief.
This... this was normal.
"Ah Bai, why are you scaring me for no reason." Zhu Pingniang tugged at Li Zhibaiās sleeve.
"You Ni Zi..." Li Zhibai was speechless.
Praising her a couple of times, and sheās not even happy to hear, whatās the problem.
Zhu Pingniang didnāt understand why this happened, she wasnāt a fool, yet regardless if she knew the reason, she didnāt plan on asking further.
She might be calculative when it comes to feeding, yet at such moments, she wouldnāt be aggressive.
If thereās willingness to talk, itāll happen eventually.
She met Li Zhibaiās quiet gaze, curled her lips in a smile, full of cheer.
If Ah Bai was happy, then it surpasses everything.
"By the way, Tong Jun." Li Zhibai suddenly remembered something, asking: "If I stayed here, what kind of work could I do?"
"...?"
Zhu Pingniangās smile froze on her face.