Xu Changâan has a gentle and calm nature, never competitive, nor does he seek praise... yet even he occasionally wishes for the praise of those close to him.
"Sir, am I just average in talent?"
"Quite average."
"...Oh."
So, after carefully asking this question and receiving this answer, even Xu Changâanâs eyes revealed an emotion that couldnât tell if it was grievance or disappointment.
"Changâan."
"Hmm?"
"Has anyone ever told you that sometimes youâre really a bit like a daughter?" Li Zhibai smiled, actually thinking Changâan even more resembles a woman than before.
After all, his affection and culinary skills, whenever in a daughterâs body, the appearance need not be stunning, just somewhat delicate, would be the most charming.
The simplest... if Yun Qian and a female Xu Changâan appeared together in front of Zhu Pingniang, Zhu Pingniang would definitely not choose Yun Qian as the âsuccessor.â
No one knows better than they the charm of Wenliang that belongs to Changâan.
"Sir, youâve said this kind of thing not just once, but to say Changâan is overly feminine?" Xu Changâan sighed, he rarely wanted his teacherâs praise, not to the point of being called a woman, right?
Li Zhibai earnestly said, "Feminine is an overstatement, just if there is reincarnation in this world, you surely would have been a woman in one lifetime."
"I donât mind being a woman, but, if I were a woman, what about the lady..." Xu Changâan twitched his mouth, surely not suggesting he as a woman and Miss Yun a man, what would that look like?
Like Senior Wen back when she had short hair, so dashing?
If so, Xu Changâan thinks itâs quite nice.
"Thereâs no rule that it must be harmonious with yin and yang, youâre a girl, Ms. Yun is a girl, isnât that okay?" Li Zhibai chuckled.
"From husband and wife to sisters..." Xu Changâan responded to Li Zhibaiâs bit of absurd family talk with helplessness and then said, "Sir, according to you, this relationship has indeed been downgraded harshly."
"What do you mean." Li Zhibai looked somewhat displeased at Xu Changâan, "Who says sisters canât compare to spouses?"
According to Xu Changâan, doesnât that admit Zhu Pingniangâs coveting of her was correct?
After all, what Zhu Pingniang wanted was to turn from sisters to âspouses.â"
"Not saying sisters canât compare to spouses, just personal pursuits are different, compared to siblings, sisters, Jin Lan..." Xu Changâan pointed at his own face, "Changâan is a mundane person, so... itâs the spouse relationship that satisfies and comforts Changâan."
"Are you implying that Tong Jun is a mundane person?" Li Zhibai glanced at Xu Changâan, with a bit of discontent in her tone, though she was more displeased with Xu Changâan labeling himself as mundane.
"Sir, is a courtesan mundane?" Xu Changâan retorted.
"...Alright then."
Li Zhibai was speechless.
Mundane.
Zhu Tongjun, just as Changâan said, being a courtesan, is indeed mundane to the extreme.
"So, since Ms. Zhu is mundane, she, like the student, prefers a âspousalâ relationship, also leaving the teacher nothing to say about her." Xu Changâan smiled.
Now, it was his turn to laugh.
Seeing Xu Changâan laughing happily, Li Zhibai only felt her temples throb slightly.
This child... truly becoming more and more irreverent, now using Tong Junâs issue to joke at her expense.
Yet, she really had no way to deal with Zhu Pingniang, as if she were a stubborn clingy candy.
"Changâan, I only said you were not talented, are you angry?" Li Zhibai folded her arms, staring at Xu Changâan and the blankness of the sky behind him glowing white.
"I wouldnât dare." Xu Changâan shook his head, then said, "Sir... is Changâanâs talent really that poor?"
"It was before." Li Zhibai looked at Xu Changâan, "Not now... Before and after, the disparity is as vast as the distance between Qinling and Tong Jun."
"Thatâs quite the gap." Xu Changâan thought how Zhu Pingniangâs lack of ambition might never bridge the gap with Junior Master Qin in a lifetime, he sighed helplessly, "After opening up... can the transformation really be so great?"
"Whatâs there to sigh about, itâs a good thing." Li Zhibai picked up the note Xu Changâan wrote, observing the restrained stroke of the pen, softly said, "Words are like their person, now it seems, considering your nature, without outward sharpness, perhaps the Sword Dao of thousands of blades is not suitable for you."
"So, sir you mean... if I have no obsession with the Sword Dao, then... let me choose another path?" Xu Changâan understood.
"Yes." Li Zhibai nodded, setting down the note, "Actually, youâre not unfit for sword training, if you truly wish to pursue the Sword Dao, adopting âHidden Swordâ would also fit."
Hearing the laughter in Li Zhibaiâs tone, Xu Changâan covered his face, "Sir, if later... the student follows your and Ms. Zhuâs ideas, this sword... may not be so easily hidden."
With Li Zhibai planning to openly take him as a disciple, Xu Changâan was already prepared to be thrust into the limelight.
"So, indeed, the Sword Dao does not suit you." Li Zhibai shared a smile with Xu Changâan, "Changâan, do you truly have no obsession with the Sword Dao?"
"None."
"If none, why didnât you follow the Hundred Herbs Garden practitioners for cultivation at that time? There is merit in the Alchemy Dao." Li Zhibai thought if Xu Changâan had followed the Hundred Herbs Garden, then as a Hidden Immortal and Pill Master, she could seamlessly connect without detriment, directly teaching Xu Changâan alchemy.
Hearing this, Xu Changâan could only feel more helpless.
"Sir, you wouldnât... really want to see the student go farming..."
His choice to abandon the Hundred Herbs Garden had nothing to do with the Sword Dao, at that time even if he were to place it against music or the arts, he would choose the latter... after all, he needed more direct strength to protect Miss Yun compared to farming and logistics, and this was unshakeable.
"Whatâs wrong with farming, didnât you really enjoy it?" Li Zhibai said, her tone paused.
She remembered the Beauty Fruit she had eaten before and the warmth within, understanding a bit why even the usually peaceful people of the Hundred Herbs Garden would risk a stiff relationship with Muyu Peak to have Xu Changâan.
"Liking is one thing." Xu Changâan spread his hands, "Students now learn swords, farming... is still farming."
"Changâan."
"Hmm."
"Your statement, doesnât it contain a tiny bit of complaining about Tong Jun giving you Beauty Fruit seeds to plant, delaying your cultivation?"
"Hard to say, sir... better not tell Miss Zhu about this, or sheâll certainly cause a fuss."
"...You."