Li Zhibai knew Xu Changâan wanted to ask her about the topics discussed at the banquet hall.
But, what was she supposed to say?
Say that Zhu Pingniang was happily discussing her menstrual blood with Wen Li and Yun Qian?
Even she had things she couldnât express in words.
So, it was better to drink some wine.
A slightly spicy sensation smoothed over her throat, experiencing that sharpness entirely different from the lingering taste of tea, Li Zhibai felt an indescribable comfort in her heart.
In the past, she loved tea. As for wine, it was only that jar of Jade Dew Zhu Pingniang gave her, which she occasionally drank with Yun Qian. But after having a few drinks with the Sect Leader and Tong Jun before... she kind of likes it now.
"..."
Xu Changâan held a White Jade Porcelain Bowl, watching the slightly swaying gleaming Jade Dew reflecting the lights. Opposite him, the woman sipped clear wine, wearing a rare hint of red hue on her face, which was unusual to him.
What kind of person was Mr. Sword Hall...?
Xu Changâan could never understand.
She seemed emotionless yet was deeply emotional. She appeared stern and solemn but could also host banquets with friends at a brothel, and now...
Mr. Sword Hall was drinking with him.
Xu Changâan shook the porcelain bowl in his hand and took a sip of fragrant wine.
In the past, he held a Standard Longsword, cultivating under Mr. Sword Hallâs somewhat disappointed gaze, never imagining a day like this would come.
"Mr. Sword Hall."
"Hmm?" Li Zhibai gently responded, already accustomed to Xu Changâan calling her whenever he was idle.
"Itâs rare to see you drinking," Xu Changâan smiled. Given Li Zhibaiâs personality, appearance, and demeanor, tea suited her more.
Sheâs the green-robed guest sipping tea during breaks at the academy. In comparison, the image of a freewheeling, worldly immortal often associated with being âdrunkâ doesnât match Li Zhibai at all.
The saying goes, drinking wine can make one a fairy, sipping tea can lead to the Dao.
Li Zhibai isnât a fairy but rather a Female Crown.
"Strange?" Li Zhibai asked.
"Very strange." Xu Changâan thought for a while, then added, "Tea clears the heart, wine brings joy."
He didnât finish his sentence, but Li Zhibai knew what he wanted to say.
"People do change, itâs worth a slap." Li Zhibai tapped the table lightly with her finger, simulating the sound of a ruler.
Changâan looked at her with a fixed mindset, believing she should be fixed in a certain image, which was quite disrespectful to her as his teacher... But Li Zhibai wasnât angry at all.
"People do change, thatâs true." Xu Changâan paused, thoughtfully watching the woman in front of him: "But Mr. Sword Hall... how long has it been since you last changed?"
"...Me?" Li Zhibai was suddenly taken aback by his words.
Indeed.
People do change.
But itâs been a long time since she last changed. Those that could be called significant changes... were actually few. From start to finish, Li Zhibaiâs transformations were sparse.
From a tea party-hosting lady to the latest Dao Scripture Female Crown, that was a change, a transformation brought about by cultivation.
From an aloof Hidden Immortal chasing the Heavenly Dao to Chaoyun Sectâs Sword Hall Mr. Sword Hall and Pill Master, that was a change, a transformation given to her by Tong Jun.
What happened next?
No matter how many years passed, Li Zhibai seldom changed againâsurrounded by dust in the vast sea, stars shiftingâshe remained consistent in personality and living habits.
However...
Recently, her changes were so startling even she felt alarmed. In just a few years, she transformed entirely in her personality, attire, and even her cultivation path.
At this moment, holding wine lightly, Li Zhibai compared to the Hidden Immortal before meeting Xu Changâan... they were like two different people.
Changâan was rightâeven if people inevitably change, her recent changes... werenât they too much, too vast, too complicated?
"Mr. Sword Hall." Xu Changâan raised his head, eyes filled with concern: "Iâve heard that for those in cultivation, the Dao Heart is the most important. You still... need to be careful."
He knew many of Li Zhibaiâs changes were related to him and Yun Qian, but Xu Changâan wasnât worried about that.
Li Zhibai: "..."
The corners of her eyes slightly twitched.
What did she think Changâan wanted to tell her?
Turns out, he was worried her rapid changes could lead to an unstable Dao Heart, worried she might encounter problems on her cultivation path?
Changes to oneâs Dao Heart wouldnât reflect on things like whether she wore a Daoist Robe or chose tea or wine.
Li Zhibai suddenly didnât know what to say.
Changâan hasnât even walked steadily on his cultivation path, yet he started worrying about her Dao Heart... but her heart was quite warm because itâs this naive ignorance that highlighted his genuine concern.
"Put your mind at ease, the Dao Heart isnât what you think it is." Li Zhibai said, then refilled her cup and looked up: "Changâan, do you also feel... my changes are a bit abrupt?"
Upon hearing Li Zhibaiâs words, Xu Changâan finally relaxed a bit, then responded to her question: "Mr. Sword Hall, to be honest, your recent changes indeed have been a bit quick."
Itâs known that even for him, it took some time and effort to gradually get used to the current Li Zhibai.
Not just him, Qinling mentioned when chatting with him that Li Zhibai was entirely different from before.
"Is that so." Li Zhibai wanted to say something, but she suddenly gave up.
She originally wanted to tell Xu Changâan, most of her changes came from Ms. Yun awakening that girlish heart, a product of natural selection against the Heavenly Dao, a result of reclaiming her feminine heart.
But Li Zhibai thought carefully; compared to those around her... her changes barely mattered, nothing needing explanation.
In terms of significant changes?
Look at Wen Li, this girl transformed from a short-haired, spirited individual into a highland flower perched at the top of Muyu Peak. Recently, clad in a black long skirt, draped with cloud shoulders, holding a Pear Blossom Umbrella as she travels... sheâs captivated countless hearts.
Donât mention Wen Li.
Even compared to the Sect Leader, from Lord of Qingzhou to a fruit-eating, sticker-faced young girl.
Her changes, can they compare to Tong Junâs? Turning into the ethereal Clear Fairy everyone recognized, morphing into the charming Courtesan.
Li Zhibai knew she couldnât compare to the Sect Leader. Even Tong Jun... in terms of talent, Zhu Tongjun is truly unrivaled, far superior to someone like her, who merely catered to the destiny of the Heavenly Dao by being born in the right era.
"Changâan, the people around me change too much. Perhaps, change is the great trend of heaven and earth." Li Zhibai sighed softly: "Compared to them, maybe... my changes arenât enough."
Xu Changâan: "...?"
Concerned about Li Zhibai, thatâs not what he meant.
Mr. Sword Hall actually felt her changes... werenât enough?
Almost becoming like his mother, if that wasnât enough, then what would be enough?
Xu Changâan was momentarily stunned.