The Mountain God was carrying Fan Wubing and running wildly in the desolate mountains and forests.
At this moment, he hated himself for being a Mountain God who hadnāt even done the most basic patrol work well, to the point that he didnāt even know the way in the back of Queyu Mountain.
Along the way, he fell several times, crashing into many trees.
Even at such a critical moment, he couldnāt even escape properly.
"Lord Envoy is right, Iām really useless!" the Mountain God cried, "Boohoo...why am I so useless! I canāt protect Queyu Mountain, I canāt protect the Mountain God Temple, and now...I canāt even protect Lord Envoy! Iām not fit to be the Mountain God, Iām not worthy..."
Wailing, he took a step forward, but suddenly lost his footing and tumbled down the slope.
After rolling to the bottom, his head struck a rock hard, opening a gash, with blood gushing out. He shook his head, slightly regaining his senses, completely ignoring his head, and frantically searched, "Lord Envoy, Lord Envoy! Where are you!"
Panicked, he searched all around and finally found Fan Wubing at the mouth of a water-logged mountain gully.
Fan Wubing was being soaked by the water.
The Mountain God hurriedly rushed over, picked up Fan Wubing, "Lord Envoy! Itās my fault, itās my fault!" He laid his head on Fan Wubingās chest, crying loudly.
"No, no! I canāt stop, I need to hurry, run faster!"
Once again, he carried Fan Wubing on his back and ran with all his might.
...
Tired.
So tired.
"Dad...Iām so tired...I have to go ahead first." Fan Wubingās eyelids felt heavy and were almost impossible to lift. He looked at his father who had fallen asleep beside the hospital bed. His fatherās hair was gray, and his old face was full of wrinkles and fatigue.
Using all his strength, he raised his hand and reached toward his father.
This distance, less than twenty centimeters, seemed to take him a lifetime to cover. His hand, thin as a skeleton, under the hospital light, looked as miserable as the last patch of melting ice at the end of winter.
Just as he was about to touch his fatherās face, his hand paused in midair and then fell heavily.
The shrill alarm of the heart monitor echoed in the ward.
His father abruptly raised his head, shouting in alarm, "Nurse, nurse, doctor!"
The clatter of footsteps, the clashing of instruments, the electrical noise of the defibrillator, the doctorsā commands, the sighs of the neighboring patient, the wails of his father... all kinds of sounds formed the symphony of suffering souls, wrapping around Fan Wubingās tragic shell at his moment of passing.
"So tired...letās sleep for a while..."
"Have you given up just like that?" Time suddenly stopped, and everything fell into dead silence.
Fan Wubing turned his head toward the direction the voice came from.
He saw a sixteen or seventeen-year-old boy standing at the window.
The boy was dressed in ancient attire, with long hair flowing, and wore a tiger mask on his face.
"Who are you?"
The boy sat down, took off the tiger mask, revealing a face full of life. That vibrant face was exactly what Fan Wubing desired most at this moment.
"Donāt recognize me?"
"Who are you?" Fan Wubing asked again.
The boy smiled and said, "Heart Monkey... Heart Monkey... In the past two years, Iāve been thinking about what my Heart Monkey truly is."
"Heart Monkey? I donāt understand."
The boy continued speaking to himself, "At first, I thought it was Ying Huo chasing prey, after all, every five years thereās a life-or-death test. But then, I realized it wasnāt that. Then, I thought it was Senior Sister... Thereās no one here, so I can speak my heart. The truth is, I like Senior Sister, very much, very much. Sheās not very clever, aside from her looks and figure, she has no femininity at all, but she treats me very well, she almost treats me as everything. How could I not fall in love with her? I thought the Heart Monkey was her."
"What are you talking about?" Fan Wubing felt confused.
"But, the more I thought about it, the more I felt something was wrong. How could liking someone become a Heart Monkey? Daydreaming is something everyone encounters, itās only human. After realizing this, I understood that the Senior Sister was never my Heart Monkey."
Fan Wubing didnāt know what he was talking about, but still followed his words and asked, "So, what is your Heart Monkey?"
"You."
"Me?"
"Yes. You!"
"I donāt know you."
"You donāt know me. But I know you." The boy said, "For sixteen years, youāve always been hidden in my heart. I donāt deliberately think of you, but I always meet you in dreams. You are in pain, you have regrets, you feel indebted to everyone. People have high expectations for you, but you bid farewell in such a way, waved your hand, went to Paradise, leaving sadness to everyone."
"I..." Fan Wubingās voice trembled.
The boy continued, "My Heart Monkey is you."
"Who on earth are you?"
"I am you." The boy put the tiger mask back on, and his face suddenly became Fan Wubingās face.
Fan Wubingās eyes widened, "W-Why!"
"Because, I am you." The boy walked toward him, "I must get rid of my Heart Monkey."
"No...thatās not right!" Fan Wubing roared like a demon.
"Whatās wrong?" the boy asked playfully.
Fan Wubing suddenly leaped up from the hospital bed, grabbed the boy by the neck, and said angrily, "I am you, you are me. You say I am your Heart Monkey, but arenāt you also my Heart Monkey!"
The boy laughed heartily. Even when grasped by the neck, he laughed very cheerfully.
"What are you laughing at?"
The boy suddenly started crying, "Iām laughing...youāve finally woken up. Fan Wubing, your Heart Monkey is broken. Welcome to this world. Wreak havoc in this ugly world. Revel and howl without restraint."