Chapter 122: Chapter 122: Quirk
Carved Time Cafe, next to Shengjing Apartments on South Road of the Affiliated Hospital.
A waiter brought two black teas and one coffee for Yan Feifan, Tian Yu, and Yu Suye.
Tian Yu had wanted to order a hot chocolate, but Yan Feifan shut her down with a single sentence: "You actually want black tea."
Yu Suye picked up her coffee spoon and stirred her coffee a dozen times, her heart uneasy, before finally breaking the silence.
"Um... um... I donāt know if youāll believe me, but I donāt actually want to steal the clothes. I just... enjoy the process."
"After I succeed, I always go back to the store and buy the clothes."
Yan Feifan nodded. "I believe you."
"A doctorās job is stressful. A lot of us develop strange behaviors and odd habits to relieve the mental pressure."
"Besides, with your status as the little princess of Jingchengās Su Family, what clothes could you possibly not afford?"
His words eased Yu Suyeās tense nerves considerably. "Feifan, thank you for understanding," she said gratefully.
"For the past few days, Iāve been wracking my brain over the surgical plan for that child with the deformed right hand, but I havenāt had any ideas."
"I got frustrated and wanted a bit of a thrill, a spark of inspiration, so I just couldnāt help myself..."
Tian Yu asked with great curiosity, "Su Ye, can you really find inspiration by doing... that?"
Yu Suye explained, a little embarrassed, "During the process, youāre on high alert, your adrenaline spikes, and your mind races several times faster than normal. It brings this strange sense of pleasure to your body and mind."
"Sometimes, a flash of inspiration just hits..."
"Alright, thatās enough of that."
Yan Feifan cut her off, chiding, "Su Ye, youāre going to be a bad influence on the kid."
Yu Suye turned to Tian Yu with a solemn expression. "Xiaoyu, what Iām doing is wrong. Very wrong."
"Itās actually a kind of illness that needs to be treated. You absolutely must not copy me!"
Tian Yu nodded. "I definitely wonāt. If I got caught, even if the store staff didnāt beat me to death, my parents would."
"Iād beat you to death, too," Yan Feifan added.
Tian Yu shot Yan Feifan a sideways glance before asking curiously, "Su Ye, have you ever been caught in the act?"
"Never! Iām always extremely careful, observing everything over and over. Besides, my technique is fast and very subtle."
Yu Suye added with a hint of pride, "I even carry scalpel blades with me. For the magnetic strips some stores hide in the clothes, I can just..."
She suddenly noticed Yan Feifanās expression souring, so she gave an awkward smile and said, "Xiaoyu, actually, Iām also terrified of being caught."
"If you get caught, the consequences are really serious!"
Yan Feifan snorted. "If you walk by the river often enough, your shoes are bound to get wet. Didnāt I catch you today?"
"If you donāt stop, someday, someone else will catch you."
"Su Ye, I can keep this a secret for you, but I have one condition..."
"What condition?" Yu Suyeās heart leaped into her throat.
Yan Feifan said in a serious tone, "Go for psychological counseling."
"With the psychiatry department..."
Yan Feifan was about to recommend Mr. Miao, the head of the psychiatry department.
However, he then remembered that guy had failed to see his own problems, so he switched his recommendation. "Dr. Tan is very good."
"She should be able to help you."
Yu Suyeās heart relaxed. "Feifan, I promise you, Iāll go see Dr. Tan tomorrow."
"I know this behavior of mine needs to be corrected and treated, but every time I make up my mind, I back out at the last second."
"Feifan, this time, I wonāt back out."
Yan Feifan said lightly, "Tomorrow, Iāll go with you to see Dr. Tan."
Yu Suye gave another awkward smile. "Donāt worry, Feifan. This time, Iāll definitely tell the psychologist everything."
"You finding out was a wake-up call for me. I also understand that I canāt be lucky every time."
"I canāt rely on wishful thinking."
She took a sip of her coffee and said from the bottom of her heart, "Feifan, Iām so glad it was you who first discovered this strange habit of mine."
"If someone else with ulterior motives had found out, forget everything else, just the act of them spreading it around would have made it impossible for me to show my face at the Affiliated Hospital again."
Yan Feifan said softly, "Actually, you donāt need to take it so seriously. There are quite a few strange people at the hospital."
This piqued Tian Yuās interest. She urged, "Mr. Yan, are there really a lot of weirdos at the hospital? Whatās so weird about them?"
"Hurry up and tell us!"
Yu Suye also prodded him, "Go on, Feifan. Tell us. Itāll make me feel a little better."
Yan Feifan chuckled softly. "Right now, the most famous and widely known are the āFour Great Odditiesā of the hospital."
"Thereās Dr. Yv Zaifa from cardiothoracic surgery, known as the āNeedle Freakā."
"Most people are afraid of getting injections, but he has an almost masochistic love for it. The nurses in cardiothoracic surgery adore him."
"Because they get to practice their injection skills on him."
Yan Feifan took a sip of tea and continued, "Then thereās Dr. Qiu Ming from plastic surgery, the āCross-Dressing Freakā."
"Heās a master of cross-dressing. When he puts on womenās clothes and does his makeup, heās prettier than most women."
"Heās also a Huangmei Opera enthusiast. When he puts on the āqingyiā costume, his posture and the way he moves his water sleeves are no worse than a professional opera actorās."
Tian Yu asked curiously, "Mr. Yan, is he... you know?"
Yan Feifan shook his head. "No, he has a wife and kids. The cross-dressing is just a hobby."
"Thereās also the āGross-Out Freak,ā Dr. Mao Qiaohui from vascular surgery."
Yan Feifan shook his head and sighed. "That guy loves to challenge himself with disgusting food. Letās not even get started on all the live insects."
"Thereās this type of super smelly canned herringāhe ate the whole thing while dry-heaving, and even drank the juice."
Yu Suyeās face twisted in disgust.
Clearly, she had experienced the unique flavor of canned herring before.
"What about the fourth one?" Tian Yu pressed.
Yan Feifan took another sip of tea. "The fourth is the āRoaring Freak,ā Dr. Bai Haiqing from urology."
"He likes to stand in his office and roar out the window like an ape or a lion."
A look of realization dawned on Yu Suyeās face. She chuckled. "Iāve heard loud roars a few times when Iāve passed by the urology department."
"I thought it was a patient losing control or going crazy. So it was the āRoaring Freakā acting up all along."
Yu Suye sighed softly again. "We have a few similar eccentrics at Baining Hospital, too."
She looked at Tian Yu and explained, "These seemingly bizarre behaviors or masochistic habits are actually just ways of releasing internal pressure."
"At a place like the Affiliated Hospital, a large portion of the patients who come in every day are critically ill or difficult cases transferred from other hospitals."
"Doctors have to make life-or-death decisions every day. The internal pressure is immense."
"If you donāt find some kind of outlet, the accumulated stress is enough to crush a person."
Tian Yu nodded as if only half-understanding. "Su Ye, I get it now. You steal clothes to release pressure, too."
She looked at Yan Feifan and asked, "Mr. Yan, what about you? What do you usually do to relieve stress?"
"Iām incredibly resilient. No stress, nothing to relieve!"
Yan Feifan said it with a casual air, but inwardly he was wondering, āDoes honing my medical skills amidst Yiyiās mockery, competing in cooking with Erer, and singing and dancing with Sansan count as relieving stress?ā
Seeing the disbelieving looks on both Tian Yuās and Yu Suyeās faces, Yan Feifan changed the subject. "Su Ye, you were having trouble with the surgical plan for the child with the deformed right hand. Do you want me to take a look and give you some ideas?"
"Thank you for the kind offer, but no thanks!"
After politely refusing, Yu Suye explained, "When I realized you were watching me from outside the shop, I felt a jolt go through my entire body."
"In that instant, I actually did get a little spark of inspiration..."