"Checkmate."
"Ugh... how is it possible I havenât won once? I shouldâve taken more chess classes when I was little..."
"You lack experience. With practice youâll get betterâno, youâve already improved more in the last hour than most would."
"Heh-heh, thatâs right, Iâm a genius. If I had the same amount of experience you do, little brother, youâd never beat me in a million years."
Looking at Jasmineâs smug expression across the table as she reset the chessboard, Azriel shrugged.
"I donât doubt it."
He probably didnât.
"Please donât tell me you two are starting another one."
At the voice, Jasmine glanced toward the bed and smirked. Celestina lay there, watching the siblings with an annoyed look, grumbling under her breath.
"What is it, Celestina? Are you jealousâwant to play with us?"
Celestina narrowed her eyes.
"...Yes, very jealous. My jealousy will surely lessen if you leave my room now instead of playing chess and refusing to share any important information."
Jasmine turned back to the board, setting pawns in their places.
"Well, my little brother needs to be brought up to speed, doesnât he? So much has happened these past few monthsâI might as well multitask."
Azriel said nothing. Frankly, about a quarter of what Jasmine had said wasnât important; another quarter was; and the remaining half either hadnât been said yet or, if it had, heâd already forgotten itâmaking it unimportant anyway.
"...And you have to do that in my room? Why not in yours?" Celestina continued.
"And what was the reason you two got into a fight three days ago and wrecked Azrielâs room entirely? Despite that, youâre as close as ever and keep visiting my room... Neither of you ever makes sense."
It had indeed been three daysâtoday was the fourthâof Azriel doing little besides spending time with Jasmine, or rather observing her as she helped him catch up on everything heâd missed: playing board games like chess, eating, sleeping, and repeating. Conveniently, no one could visit him; he hadnât allowed anyone except Jasmine. Nol might have, but... he hadnât come once. Not many people knew where Azriel was staying now, but the room was good, and he was well received there thanks to Jasmine. The maids kept their distance; no one tried any funny business.
Jasmine looked back and, all at once, smiled with a warm, unexpectedly mature softness.
"Do you hate it so much that weâre using your room?"
At her face and the question, Celestina glanced away, suddenly a little shy, then looked back with troubled eyes.
"I didnât say that... It almost reminds me of when the both of us were young. Itâs justâlast time, at the academy, you told me we should act more like the heiresses of our clans and keep our distance. And now youâre... well..."
Jasmine closed her eyes, still smiling, and nodded.
"I suppose those were my words. But lately Iâve realized there are more important things in the universe than how others perceive us. At the very least, we are both heiressesâthe future rulers of Asia. The universe is already as bad as it can be, with little hope to spare. If we choose a closer bond and it makes some people anxious about the balance between the Four Great Clans, they can cry about it and deal with it themselves. It isnât right to strip away the small bits of happiness we have left while weâre already responsible for humanityâs future."
Celestinaâs eyes widened.
"For you to say this so suddenly..." She stopped, pressed her lips together, then askedâalmost in a whisperâ"...does this mean you want to go back to how we used to be?"
Jasmine opened her eyes and looked at her gently.
"Yes. As long as you want to. Do you?"
"I..." Celestina opened her mouth, closed it, then opened it again.
"IâI need to take a shower," she stammered, hurrying to her feet and heading for the bathroom.
"The bell is on the table next to the bed to call the maids."
But as Jasmine pointed it out, Celestina swept past them.
"I donât need them," she said quickly, slipped into the bathroom, and shut the door.
Jasmine blinked at the closed door, then giggled.
"It seems sheâs embarrassed..."
She glanced down at herself and smiled.
"I shouldnât have started distancing myself from her in the first place."
Meanwhile, Azriel was still watching Jasmine in silenceâexpressionless, and hardly blinking.
Of course she noticed.
"Youâve been staring at me so intensely these past few days. I honestly thought youâd stop, but youâre ruining the touching moment I just had with Celestina..."
Jasmine shot him an annoyed look. Azriel glanced away, a little guilty.
"Sorry. Itâs just... I thought youâd ask me more questions, but you havenât. Youâre acting like everythingâs normal and, well... Iâm a bit worried."
Jasmineâs face went still; a little color drained from her cheeks.
"W-well, if I start crying and falling apart all the time, how would that help? I... I do have questions. A lot of them. I just donât want to make you uncomfortable. Or hurt you."
"You acting like everythingâs fineâand tiptoeing around meâthatâs exactly what makes me uncomfortable," he said quietly.
"You donât even call me âAzrielâ anymore. Just âlittle brother.â Please... ask what you want. Iâm not that fragile."
Sheâd been afraid that calling him Azriel would somehow hurt himâthat it might deny the name he once had: Leo. Jasmine pressed her lips together and looked down at the chessboard.
"You say that, but I hurt you so much you got scared and started crying at the thought Iâd leave youâand I practically forced you to tell me everything."
Azrielâs eyes widened; his mouth twitched.
"You donât want to make me uncomfortable? Then never bring that up again."
She panicked.
"Iâm sorry! I didnât mean to make you rememâ"
"Argh! Stop. Stop, alright? I get it. I get that you donât want to hurt me."
He groaned, rubbing his face with both hands. This had been the pattern these past few days: Jasmine treating him like a sculpture of ice that might shatter at the slightest touch. Since confessing his secrets, heâd simply felt drainedâlike his battery had run dry. Who knew telling the truth could be so exhausting?
Jasmine realized it too; she looked away, embarrassed.
"...Sorry."
He sighed and softened.
"Itâs fine. Itâs not like I donât understand. But honestly... part of me thinks it wouldâve been easier if youâd just started hating me."
Jasmine folded her arms on the table, set her cheek on them, and gazed up at him.
"But I donât hate you. I just think the universe has been brutally unfair to youâmade you suffer for nothing. And you donât need to worry. Iâm not ever leaving you. Even if the universe is against you."
Her words tugged a wry smile from him.
"Youâve gotten even cheesier than you already were."
"If thatâs what it takes to get through to you, so be it."
"Hah. Maybe you shouldâve hated meâat least my ears would be spared your cringy speeches."
"You want to say that again?"
"...No."
He was, to his surprise, impressedâfrightenedâand grateful. Maybe he didnât deserve Jasmine. How could anyone be this kind?
The thought had barely formed when Jasmine slammed her palms on the table. The chess pieces clattered, toppled, and scattered to the floor.
"Iâve decided!"
Azriel stared at the mess, then at her resolute expression. He gave up and leaned back.
"Decided what?"
"Youâre coming with me tomorrow evening."
"Coming... where?"
He blinked, genuinely confused.
"Tomorrow, the Countâs invited us all to dinner," she said.
"Lioren, Caleus, and Celestina already accepted, so I did too to save face. Princess Veronica and the Dusk twins will be there, along with others the Count invited personally. I think now that Cadet Yelena has awakened, he wants to gauge where he stands in his own estateâand what move he should make."
"And you werenât planning to bring me?"
At his tone, Jasmine began to fluster, afraid sheâd hurt him.
"I-itâs just... I thought it would be a bad idea! Out of everyone, youâve been through the most in this scenario and, well..."
Her face darkened.
"A dinner table full of high-ranking humansâ and children of the great clans? Even a non-genius could guess you and they wonât... mix."
Azriel scratched his hair, troubled. She had a point. A very, very good point. If he went, chances were high heâd end up in a fight. High-ranking humans seemed constitutionally unable to keep their mouths shut; theyâd almost certainly âsubtlyâ insult himâor Jasmine. And Veronica and the Dusk twins... that promised chaos. The kind where someone might not walk away alive.
So he understood why she hadnât told him earlier. It was a matter of life and death.
"So why the change? Why decide I should come now? I do get why I shouldnât."
"Because youâre right," she said. "If I hide you from those... those filth, itâll only make things worse later. Better everyone learns where they stand now than after the damage is done." She paused, thinking, then grimaced.
"The more I talk, the more Iâm having second thoughts. No, seriouslyâare we sure this is a good idea? You still have that Mana Core Syndrome, and you said it yourself: the more mana you use, the worse it gets. And even without thatâwait. Maybe Iâm wrong. We shouldnât do this at all. Who knows what theyâll doâand what trouble you might create?"
Azrielâs brow twitched.
"Arenât you overreacting? I wonât start trouble as long as they donât. And even if they doâif itâs Veronica and the Dusk twinsâI can handle them with half a dozen handicaps. I already told you I know a cure for Mana Core Syndrome. As long as we get out of this scenario, Iâm not dying anytime soon. I just need to avoid being reckless with my manaâdoesnât mean I canât use it."
Reckless like trying to forge a mana contract. Or pouring out his aura to shield himself and Jasmine from Luciferâs pressureâonly to find it barely helped.
Jasmine bit her lip, thinking hard. At last she closed her eyes and let out a slow breath.
"Yeah. I trust you. And youâre right. Letâs do it. Weâll go to the dinner together tomorrow."
Smiling at Jasmineâs decision, Azrielâs relief was short-lived.
"But."
His smile dimmed as Jasmine raised three fingers.
"There are three rules youâll follow if you want to come with me."
If he hadnât been feeling lazy, a vein might have burst.
"Fine. As long as theyâre not absurdâsay them."
He clicked his tongue and relented.
"First: no mood swings at dinner."
"Again with the mood swings! When have I ever had any? Iâm probably one of the best people alive at controlling his emotions!"
"See? You donât even notice when they start! Ugh, forget it. It must be a side effect of having all those lives and memories crammed into your head! No wonder youâre crazyâj-just try to always stay calm when we are there, okay?"
"...What crazy? Iâm the sanest prince there is."
"There you go again! âSanestâ? At this point, Dad might have a healthier mind than yours!"
"Butâ"
"Forget it!"
She lowered one finger and went on.
"Second: donât start any fights."
"So as long as I donât start them, itâs fine?"
"No! Just stay out of them!"
"...Fine."
"See! Why do you suddenly sound disappointed? I canât tell if you love or hate fights!"
"Youâre overthinking it."
"Like hell..!"
"Fine, fine. I promiseâas the sane, peace-loving prince I amâto stay out of any fight."
"Good."
Jasmine nodded, then narrowed her eyes; her voice dropped, suddenly solemn.
"And third, most important of all..."
Azriel leaned forward, bracing for something dire.
"I get to eat your desserts."