Chapter 1358: Chapter 1355: Regret
âThe imperial examination is inherently difficult. Out of the whole Great Chu, every three years, how many students manage to become the first place in the examination, or even imperial examination scholars? Do you really think that just because of your Third Uncleâs exception, itâs easy to aim for those statuses?â
Chu Qingxiangâs smile froze upon hearing this. For a long while, she was at a loss for words. Indeed, she had seen Third Uncle and Young Master Xie become imperial examination scholars and thought it wasnât difficult to achieve the same.
You should know that Song Lu is about the same age as Young Master Xie, a young and promising scholar. Why couldnât he continue to take the exam?
âAh Sheng and Ah Zhang have both become scholars,â Qingxiang murmured.
Madam Zhang was feeling rather mixed at this moment. She hadnât expected her daughter to be so naive.
âSo, you naturally expect Song Lu to take the imperial examination, thinking that since youâve given all your silver to him for this purpose, he ought to pass without question?â
Qingxiang frowned, âIs it not supposed to be like that?â
Madam Zhang struggled to hold back her anger. No wonder she could hear people saying Madam Huang scolded Qingxiang for setting her sights too high, making life difficult for her son. In the past, she had thought that it was just the two of them deliberately arguing, with no real issue.
But now, she really couldnât blame the Song family for everything anymore.
âWhat about Ah Sheng? Do you think he can become an imperial examination scholar?â Madam Zhang asked in a different way.
Qingxiang nodded, âOf course. My younger brother is still young. If he can become a scholar now, his strength is evident. Besides, he has a Master in the capital recommended by Third Uncle, so the probability of him passing is quite high.â
âAnd what about Ah Zhang?â
âMy cousin is a bit slower, this I cannot guarantee. However, with such excellent educational resources, becoming the first place in the examination should not be a problem.â
Madam Zhang understood and continued according to her daughterâs line of thought, âSo you believe that with a good Master, one can become an imperial examination scholar, right?â
âNaturally.â
âThen let me ask you, are only your younger brother and them privileged to have a good Master? What about those other students who have been studying in academies since childhood, hailing from well-off families, why didnât they pass?â
Qingxiang, as a matter of course, said, âNaturally, itâs because they arenât hardworking enough. So it is only right that they donât pass.â
âMother, I know what youâre trying to say. If Song Lu fails, itâs because he isnât hardworking enough. Iâve been scrimping and saving at home, splitting a copper coin in two to spend, all so that he might become an imperial examination scholar. If he doesnât work hard, then heâs letting down my efforts.â
Madam Zhang looked at Chu Qingxiang as if she were a stranger, never imagining her daughter could say such outrageous things. No wonder Song Lu was under so much pressure.
No wonder her sister-in-law said that the requirements for Ah Zhangâs marriage need not be too high; being practical and hardworking is enough.
âBy doing this, arenât you putting pressure on Song Lu!â Madam Zhang was so angry she felt like scolding her, but feared her voice would carry and bring shame upon them if overheard.
Qingxiangâs expression was very calm, âMother, this isnât pressure. A man should have ambition.â
âSong Lu is already ambitious enough. Your father personally went to the Prefectural City to see him; even during vacations, he doesnât leave the school, studying every day, and is known in the Prefectural City academy as a bookworm,â Madam Zhang couldnât help but speak up for her son-in-law.
Qingxiangâs expression barely changed as she insisted, âYet he still has not become the first place in the examination or an imperial examination scholar.â
âSo youâre saying that you only regard the outcome, not the process, right?â Madam Zhang felt sympathetic towards Song Lu.
She was also a bit perplexed; over the years, she had secretly given Qingxiang silver and backed her up at the Song family, wondering now whether it had been the right thing to do.