Chapter 2193: Am I a Failure? (4)
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āI havenāt seen you for a long time. I really missed you so I came over to see youā¦ā Huo Siqian was as straightforward as usual.
However, Huo Mian didnāt feel awkward or shy about what he said. Instead, she felt her heart sink.
āWe are⦠not siblings, nor are we friends. You donāt have to visit me⦠because youāre not very welcome hereā¦.ā Huo Mian said impolitely.
āNot very welcome here? ⦠Does that mean you welcome me a little bit?ā Huo Siqian took advantage of Huo Mianās minor fault in wording and argued about meaningless semantics.
Huo Mian didnāt care enough to respond.
She changed the topic. āYouāve been very low-key recently⦠You havenāt begun your attack on Mo Xueāer?ā
āWhat? Are you hoping that I would do something?ā Huo Siqian chuckled.
āNo, Iām not interested in anything that has to do with you.ā Huo Mian simply rejected.
āBut Iāve always been interested in everything about you⦠I heard about Jian Tong. How is Little Bean?ā Unexpectedly, he started asking about Little Bean.
āHow did you know about this?ā Huo Mian looked at him with caution, staring straight into his eyes.
āNothing can be hidden from me⦠unless I donāt want to know. Otherwise, I will know everything ā¦ā Huo Siqian lifted the corners of his mouth.
āThen, do you also think Iām a terrible failure?ā Huo Mian changed the topic once again.
āWhy would I think that?ā Huo Siqian looked at her with a serious gaze. It seemed that his uncontrollable heart would always calm down in Huo Mianās presence. It was one of the reasons why he enjoyed being alone with her so much.
āIāve always kept to myself and have always had a low profile⦠Iām not interested in being in the spotlight⦠and Iām not interested in competing with others⦠But even so, Jian Tong hates me, Mo Xueāer hates me, and Song Yishi hated me⦠They all hate me⦠and the sad thing is that I donāt even know what Iāve done to them to make them hate me so much.ā Huo Mian smiled bitterly.
āItās because theyāre envious of what you have⦠The things that you own⦠theyāll probably never find in their lifetimes.ā Huo Siqian answered.
āBut I donāt think I have a lot. Others only see what I have now but they donāt know how many hard roads Iāve walked. What Iāve experienced these past years can probably equate to someone elseās entire lifetime⦠or maybe they wouldnāt suffer so many hardships. After all these ups and downs, I still havenāt lost my mind⦠but Iāve really had enough. I thought that my family could finally live a happy life, but⦠who knew? Those despicable people reached out their claws to my children⦠Huo Siqian, you too, right? When I was pregnant, you wanted me to have a miscarriage many times, didnāt you?ā
Huo Mian ended with a heavy mood, looking up at Huo Siqian.
Perhaps her experience with the bombing had changed her. Nothing seemed to faze her anymore⦠Huo Mian even felt that she was brave enough to have an honest conversation with Huo Siqian. There was no need to hide or to run.
āYes, at that time⦠I just didnāt want you to give birth to some other manās children. Iāve always wanted you all to myself, thatās all,ā Huo Siqian readily admitted.
āWhat about now? Would you still want to harm my girls? Still thinking about taking them out of my life?ā Huo Mian asked earnestly.
She tried to get the answers she wanted from his face.
āIf I told you the answer, would you believe me?ā Huo Siqian asked back.
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