Looking back at Jiang Lai, what kind of days did she live through those years?
It seems no one ever asked, and no one ever cared.
This is the strangest part.
Clearly, they were family, but everyone seemed to assume that Jiang Lai didnât need much care. While she bore the Jiang surname, the family already had a girl they cherished dearly.
She was the extra one.
She was here to steal her cousinâs spotlight.
This idea somehow took root in her mind, more deeply ingrained than the thoughts of the older generation.
But just now, these thoughts suddenly collapsed.
Looking at Jiang Lai again, Jiang Li suddenly realized.
The person in front of him was his real sister.
When others bullied him, Shen Yaoyao would run away, but she didnât.
"If you donât eat the noodles, theyâll get soggy. Youâre not eating?"
Jiang Lai suddenly looked over, her dark eyes bright and spirited.
Jiang Li instinctively responded.
"Iâm not hungry; you can eat it."
"Alright, definitely canât waste this."
Jiang Lai said, then took the bowl of noodles in front of him and started eating.
People from the early â60s were simple and honest, and a bowl could hold over six liang of noodles, quite substantial.
After finishing two bowls, the hunger deep within Jiang Lai finally subsided a bit, but she was still craving, craving deeply.
There was no helping it, it was the original ownerâs bodyâs leftover symptom.
Life had been too hard before, and even after finally returning home, she was guarded against by the family as if she were a thief, causing this body to crave a feeling of fullness intensely.
Two bowls of noodles were definitely more than enough, yet Jiang Lai comfortably squinted her eyes and sighed.
"Ah, the first time Iâve eaten this full."
Jiang Li listened, unable to lift his head.
Just after finishing, in the afternoon the two of them went to dig coal cinders again, and this time Jiang Li changed places to sell.
Though he was young, he had no less shrewdness than an adult.
After switching to sell in the residential area behind the steel plant, the price was a bit lower, but they quickly sold out.
That afternoon, they earned another sixteen yuan.
"In one day we earned as much as half of Dadâs monthly salary."
Jiang Hai was a Level 6 chef at a state-run restaurant, with a salary of more than fifty yuan, quite decent at the time.
Just think how much Jiang Lai earned in one day.
Anyhow, Jiang Li was quite envious, couldnât help but touch his own ten yuan that heâd saved with great effort, suddenly realizing that following Jiang Lai might lead to a better life.
On the way home, the siblings walked one after another.
The sky was darkening; in each of their baskets was only a thin layer of coal cinders, each about the size of a thumbnail, barely enough to burn.
Shen Yan frowned coldly staring at Jiang Lai.
"You dug this little all day?"
Jiang Lai nodded.
"Useless thing."
Recently, Shen Yan had quarreled with Jiang Hai. Although they had reconciled, the relationship was still tense, so while she despised Jiang Lai, she wouldnât show too much disdain.
Looking at Jiang Li again, his face dirty and dusty, eyes bruised, nose broken, lips swollen.
Clearly, heâd been beaten.
"Mom, I fell while digging coal cinders."
"Your Sister Yao Yao told me you got into a fight, didnât you?"
Jiang Li instinctively glanced at Jiang Lai.
"Just a little scuffle, nothing much."
"Yao Yao was worried sick, and I thought, whatâs there to worry about kids fighting.
Alright then, if youâre okay, go reassure your Sister Yao Yao so she doesnât worry."
Jiang Liâs eyes shifted uneasily, feeling a bit uncomfortable, reluctantly went under Shen Yanâs insistence.
Before leaving, he couldnât help but remind.
"Today my sister even helped me fight, Mom, donât scold my sister."
Shen Yan frowned and disdainfully said.
"Are you as bewitched as your father?"
Jiang Li mumbled.
"Anyway, scold my sister less next time."
"You little brat, why donât you care for me like that!"
As he left, Jiang Li still reminded Jiang Lai.
"Alright, sis, Iâm leaving then."
Jiang Lai waved her hand.
Shen Yan then looked sternly at Jiang Lai.
"What did you do to your brother?"
"Didnât do anything, Mom, what are you talking about?"
Jiang Lai looked bewildered.
Shen Yan suspiciously and discontentedly retorted.
"Donât bring those messy things you learned outside into this house! Both of them acting like theyâre under some spell, yet you say you did nothing!"
With her tone and expression, Shen Yan could hardly be associated with the word "mother."
Jiang Lai smiled at her.
"Mom, if my brother calls me sister and you think I put him under a spell, what do you want? You want him to mock and belittle me like he did before, and then youâll think heâs normal?"
Shen Yan had her reasoning; whether arguing or reasoning, she had never lost.
But facing Jiang Lai, she suddenly felt a bit powerless.
"Whatâs the use of sharp words? With all the familyâs food and clothing being so tight now, ever since you came back, itâs been even harder to make ends meet. I feed you, clothe you, keep you warm; what more do you want? Do you even see me as your mother?"
"Mom, we were just talking about me and my brother, and you brought up family expenses. Fine, since you brought it up, I also want to ask you.
Dad earns over forty yuan a month; all the food and things I use in a day canât be more than a dime, right? Then where did all the family money go? Where did the vegetables and meat Dad brings home every day go?
Sometimes I suspect thereâs a thief at home; otherwise, how does the meat in the cupboard disappear overnight? How can my brothers and I drink porridge all day long, and the forty plus a month still isnât enough?
Itâs really strange, where did all the food, drink, and money go?
Mom, arenât you at all anxious?"
Listening to this, Shen Yanâs chest heaved violently, her face flushed, breathing rapid.
"Alright, Jiang Lai! Are you blaming me for the accounts now?! This family isnât yours to meddle with! If you think thereâs something wrong with this family, go tell your dad directly, see which family is better and go there!"
Jiang Lai looked at her, still with a calm expression.
"Iâm my dadâs daughter, his only daughter, and he makes so much a month, heâs also a chef at a national state-run restaurant, why should I go live with someone else?
If I leave, who will my dadâs lifelong savings for my dowry be left for?
Furthermore, Mom, I am your biological daughter, a member of the Jiang Family, why do you treat me like an enemy, where have you ever seen a mother treat her daughter like this?"
Jiang Laiâs words nearly made Shen Yan explode on the spot.
The audacity of this girl, daring to covet the familyâs money! Even thinking about a dowry!
Yao Yao, such a pretty girl, hasnât even thought about marriage yet, but this deadbeat girl is in such a hurry.
"Itâd be a joke, looking like you crawled out of a coal pile, looking dead like your dad, and you still think about getting married?"
"Looking dead like me? Shen Yan, what do you mean?"
No sooner had these words fallen, when Jiang Hai, unbeknownst to Shen Yan, stood behind her, caught her off guard.