Chapter 129: Itâs Time to Start Regretting
âYe Xuan⊠he likes me?â
Hearing what the cultivator from Heavenly Mandate Pavilion had said, Hu Qianâer was taken aback. At this moment, all the things Ye Xuan had done for her involuntarily flashed through her mind.
The image of Ye Xuan, whom she had once despised, suddenly didnât seem so detestable in her memories. After all, Ye Xuan was quite handsome, and knowing about his deep feelings for her, it was natural for her to start feeling some affection for him.
Especially thinking back to what she had done to Ye Xuan, she now realized those were all misunderstandingsâŠ
It was her who had Ye Xuan severely beaten when he was helping her; it was her who had ruined Ye Xuanâs legs, leading him to be ridiculed by people on the streets. Yet, it was Ye Xuan who always appeared to rescue her when she was in the greatest danger.
And each time, what she returned to Ye Xuan were looks of disdain, yet Ye Xuan never seemed to resent her. If this isnât love, what is it? But⊠wasnât Ye Xuan supposed to be in love with Yu Lingâer? Yes, heâs a man; itâs normal for him to like two different women.
However, he probably didnât expect that his actions for her would lead to Yu Lingâerâs death, or such an outcome for himself. Otherwise, had he known, he certainly wouldnât have done these things.
At this moment, Hu Qianâer felt that although Ye Xuan did all those things for her, because Ye Xuan loved her, those sacrifices seemed less touching. Because when Ye Xuan stepped into Yu Tieshanâs trap, everything was out of his control.
It could end up this way simply due to bad luck, not necessarily because he truly did it all for her. But regardless, Ye Xuan liked her, and because of all the tragedies she faced, she indeed felt she had wronged Ye Xuan.
âHehe⊠do you think that although he did a lot for you, many things werenât actually his intention?â
Seeing Hu Qianâerâs reaction, the cultivator from Heavenly Mandate Pavilion spoke to her: âHonestly, at first, I also didnât believe that a person could love another to such an extent. I thought that Ye Xuan had just made a mistake and had to end up with this outcome⊠but, when I saw Ye Xuanâs body, I thought differently!â
âSenior, what about his body?â Hu Qianâer asked, puzzled.
âCanât you see?â Hearing Hu Qianâerâs question, the cultivator from Heavenly Mandate Pavilion didnât elaborate further but cast the Mystical Beginnnings Technique towards the direction of Ye Xuanâs body. The scene shifted, showing the moment Ye Xuan and Hu Qianâer were beneath the ice cavern.
âI absolutely wonât die together with this bastardâ!!!â At that time, Hu Qianâer was visibly weak but still looked at Ye Xuan with disdain, the only way she could muster some spirit.
However, soon after, Hu Qianâer collapsed to the ground with a thud.
âI remember this placeâŠâ Hu Qianâer said, âAfter I fainted, Ye Xuan was quietly eating meat on his own⊠Luckily, I woke up because I smelled the meat, otherwise, he would have eaten all the meat himself. He was just watching me starve to death⊠This proves that although he likes me, itâs not a deep-seated kind of love. What he did was just a mistakeâŠâ
Hearing this, the cultivator from Heavenly Mandate Pavilion looked at Hu Qianâer somewhat oddly, then also curiously watched the scene unfold. In the scene, Hu Qianâer collapsed, and upon seeing this, Ye Xuan rushed over in great urgency.
âQianâer, Qianâerâ!!!â He picked up Hu Qianâer, checked her forehead and nose, and his expression changed drastically.
âNot good⊠sheâs severely weakened from the cold, she might not last until help arrives.â He said this and then without hesitation, bit his own finger and started dripping blood onto Hu Qianâerâs lips. Unfortunately, his blood quickly turned to ice crystals.
In the next moment, Ye Xuan directly placed his finger into Hu Qianâerâs mouth, forcing his blood into her with his qi.
âUhâŠâ Hu Qianâer was stunned by the scene unfolding before her. Ye Xuan was actually feeding her his blood?!
âNot enough, just feeding blood is not enough.â In the scene, Ye Xuan placed Hu Qianâer on the ground and took the sword that Hu Qianâer had been holding. A look of determination flashed in his eyes.
âWhat is he going to doâ!!!â At that moment, Hu Qianâerâs eyes widened, a bad feeling welling up inside her.
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Some of the more faint-hearted disciples at the Jade Fox Palace had already covered their eyes. They knew what they had dreaded was about to happenâŠ
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âAs long as she can live, then everything I have done so far is worth it.â Saying this, Ye Xuan lifted his trouser leg and slashed his own leg with the sword. The blade was so sharp that a light stroke was enough to cut deeply, separating flesh from bone.
âAhâ!!!â Ye Xuan couldnât help but scream in agony after slicing a large chunk of flesh from his leg. Yet, without pausing, he made another cut, removing flesh from his other leg.
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âSssâ!!!â Just watching this horrific scene made some of the gentler-natured disciples at the Jade Fox Palace gasp in shock. They could almost feel the pain themselves just by watching, yet what they saw filled them with a mix of horror and admiration.
It has to be said, the Ye Xuan of the past was truly an extraordinary person. Throughout history, there have been countless tales of self-sacrifice for others. Yet, those who go to such lengths without seeking anything in return are few, and such individuals are often revered by society as people of great virtue. Ye Xuanâs actions certainly qualified him as one of such people.
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Watching Ye Xuan slice off pieces of his own flesh, Hu Qianâer had already started crying. âSo thatâs how it is⊠thatâs how it is⊠What have I doneâ!!!â She had previously thought that Ye Xuan was forced by the situation to go to such lengths. But now?
Now, knowing that they would be rescued, he had still cut his own flesh and drawn his own blood to feed her, cooked his flesh with his qi, and tricked her into eating it. And she, not only did she eat his flesh, but she also ridiculed him for being selfish.
âHa, haha⊠Hu Qianâer, you truly deserve to dieâ!!!â At this moment, Hu Qianâerâs heart was filled with endless regret, âWhy did it have to be this way, whyâ!!!â