Chapter 219 - Impossible
Bing Xin-Yue nodded with a thinking expression and said, āSo, in your opinion, he is still trustworthy?ā
āYes.ā Wen-Ren Chu-Chu nodded.
āThis Feng Zhi-Ling is irritating, but he shouldnāt be a bad guy. At least he is definitely not against us, right?ā Bing Xin-Yue kept asking.
āThatās right.ā Wen-Ren Chu-Chu nodded heavily.
āYou have a little bit of special feelings to him, right?ā Bing Xin-Yue asked.
āYes.ā Wen-Ren Chu-Chu answered without any hesitation and then realized she had said something wrong, so she shook her head hurriedly, āNo! Master, no!ā
āSilly girl. You silly girl.ā Bing Xin-Yue couldnāt help smiling. She said softly, āOur sect had a special martial arts. For so many years, we treat the relationship between men and women like it is a horrible taboo. We never dare to step a bit closer to it. However, if you truly like a man, it is fine. We are indeed master and disciple, but we are all women at the same time. Of course I understand how a woman will want to have a family and a man who cares about her the most. A girl like you, who is from the royal family, must be more eager for the popular human feelings!ā
āBut it is impossible. No matter who I am, where I am, it is just impossible.ā Wen-Ren Chu-Chu lowered her head and said bitterly, āMaster, I canāt deny my special feelings to him. However, I can understand why I have such feelings.ā
Bing Xin-Yue was interested and she asked, āOh?ā
āWell, I met him before. It was such a coincidence.ā There was a sense of confusion in Wen-Ren Chu-Chuās eyes. She said, āThat day, I bought him back to my residence. He wanted to escape, so he said he could cure my diseaseā¦ At that time, you were already at the important moment. I was so surprised so I just ignored my dignity and let him try on meā¦ā
āHe saw nothing during the whole process. In fact, I didnāt take off all my clothes. But he has touched my body with his hands after allā¦ā She blushed and said embarrassedly, āBefore thatā¦ no one had ever seen my bodyā¦ Not to mention touch itā¦ā
She said stutteringly, āI thought that those women who insisted they should marry the men who had ātouchedā them were fools. I couldnāt understand them. However, when such a thing happened to me, I found that I couldnāt forget the feeling of that momentā¦ He is the first guy who has touched my body after allā¦ā
āIt was aā¦ It is hard to describeā¦ It was aā¦ maybeā¦ a feeling of resignationā¦ā She said, āCan you understand, master?ā
āIn fact, I donāt know him that well. We contacted a few times. That is all. There is only one strange feeling in my mindā¦ But it doesnāt mean I like him, I guessā¦ā She said without certainty.
Bing Xin-Yue frowned and said, āMaybe it is a feelingā¦ A feeling of confusion?ā
They both had no certainty on this.
They had never experienced such things. How could they understand?
āBesides, the two kingdoms are at war. I am on the Kingdom of Lan-Fengās side while he is on the Kingdom of Chenās side. We may be destined to be enemies forever. The war may last foreverā¦ The Ling-Bao Hall under his lead has just announced that they would support the Kingdom of Chen in full efforts not long agoā¦ We are already in hostile positions. Regardless of my martial art, we are still impossible to be together.ā
Wen-Ren Chu-Chu smiled bitterly and said.
Bing Xin-Yue sighed.
āMaybe one day we will have to fight till one of us falls down because we are in different sidesā¦ā Wen-Ren Chu-Chu spoke sadly, āEven if I do like him, how can I express it? What can I do about it?ā
Bing Xin-Yue sighed again and said lightly, āBut you showed him your true face today. As I can remember, for all these years, you have never shown any young man your true face. Am I right?ā
Wen-Ren Chu-Chu blushed and said sadly, āYes. That is another strange thing I keep thinking about. Why would I do thatā¦ā
āI have the answer for this one. A girl will doll herself up for the person whom she lovesā¦ā Bing Xin-Yue sighed, āThat is reasonable.ā
Wen-Ren Chu-Chu blushed and then her face turned pale. She said, āBut after he saw my true face, he didnāt act surprised at all. All attractedā¦ Oh. It seems he truly have composure. At least, like he said, he can be with no desires, so that he doesnāt need a woman to satisfy himā¦ Doesnāt it mean that he had never put me in his heart at allā¦ā
Bing Xin-Yue said affirmatively, āHe is a very dangerous figure. That is a certain thing.ā
Wen-Ren Chu-Chu was shocked and then she sighed with sorrow. She said, āHe always knew I was wearing a fake face. He must be in disguise tooā¦ Iā¦ I donāt even know how he looks like or who he really isā¦ How old is heā¦ Goshā¦ā
Bing Xin-Yue was shocked, āYou meanā¦ You know nothing about him?ā
Wen-Ren Chu-Chu nodded with a blushed face.
And then she lowered her head.
Bing Xin-Yue sighed heavily and said, āHow can you be so silly, girl. How can you not investigate thisā¦ā
Wen-Ren Chu-Chu actually didnāt know what Feng Zhi-Ling looked like, yet she had already given up her full heartā¦ To Bing Xin-Yue, it was just such an impossible and unbelievable thing.
Wen-Ren Chu-Chu was thinking about it and then she started to shed tears.
She finally realized that no matter whether she was or wasnāt in love with Feng Zhi-Ling, it was impossible for them to be together.
While they were both silent in the Land of Han-Yang, something was happening in the Qing-Yun Realm.
It was in a big mountain that was hidden by mists.
There was a palace standing high and straight.
Deep inside the palace, there was a mass of dark cloud floating. There seemed to be a person inside the thick dark cloud. It was difficult to tell the personās face or body. Nobody knew whether it was a man or a lady behind the cloud.
This palaceā¦ was exactly the most horrible sect in the Qing-Yun Realm, the No.1 Evil Palace!
The Misty Cloud Palace!
There was a rumor about the Misty Cloud Palace. In the palace, there were female monsters who would kill with just a winkā¦
The dark cloud was rolling and floating. Gradually, it moved more and more tempestuously.
It was full of some kind of burstingā¦ unstable aura of termagancy!
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