Chapter 1583: Chapter 1585: A Sleepless Night
âXinian, can you give usâgive us just one more night? Come back tomorrow to handle these things, okay?â
Meng Xinian was silent for a moment before saying, âGrandpa, Grandma, donât misunderstand. This is my decision, not Littleâs.â
These words brought immense consolation to Chiang Songhai and Ge Liutao.
They had been feeling icy cold all over, consumed by a devastating sense of being abandoned by Chiang Xiao. But after hearing those words, their spirits revived a little.
After all, they had just been through the pain of being forsaken by their biological daughter. Their hearts were still frozen. Now, with Chiang Xiao saying that she planned to sever ties with Chiang Qingzhu and even consider abandoning them to acknowledge someone else as her parentsâhow could their hearts possibly bear it?
In truth, when Chiang Qingzhu had left the village years ago, it was only Chiang Xiao who gave them emotional solace. Thinking that they must raise Chiang Xiao no matter what had been the only thing keeping them going.
Over the past few years, Chiang Xiao had become their emotional pillar. If Chiang Xiao were no longer their granddaughter, if she were officially adopted by someone else, what would the two of them do?
After Meng Xinian left, the house fell into silence once more.
Ge Liutao busied herself with random chores, wiping here and there with a cloth. The house was cleaned daily, so there wasnât any dirt, but if she didnât keep herself busy, she would feel hollow and restless inside.
Chiang Songhai started tending to the flower beds in the courtyard, loosening the soil and applying fertilizer.
Eventually, when neither of them could find anything else to do, they sat down, facing each other in silence. They both felt the emptiness in each otherâs gaze.
âUncle Hai, are you really going to agree?â Ge Liutao asked hesitantly.
âDo we have a choice?â Chiang Songhai murmured, dazed. âWe both know Xinian genuinely has Littleâs best interests at heart. What he talked aboutâthe Kong Familyâthereâs a real chance it might turn into reality. Can we allow Qingzhu to harm Little again in the future? Little has endured so much suffering from such a young age. Burdened with a mother like hers, burdened with useless grandparents like usâhow pitiful is she?â
âBut if the adoption truly goes through, who would take her in?â Ge Liutao whispered hoarsely. âOur Littleâs heart is good, but surely in the future she wouldnât leave us behind. What if her new parents arenât keen on it? During holidays, what if they donât want Little to come visit us? If that happens, we wouldnât want Little to be stuck in a difficult position.â
So, to avoid putting her in a tough spot, they would need to persuade her not to come back often, to stay with her new parents and fulfill her duties as their child.
Wouldnât that be almost as if theyâd truly lost their granddaughter?
Just thinking about it made their hearts twist with pain.
Chiang Songhai covered his face, remaining silent for a long time.
It wasnât that he didnât want to speakâhe didnât know what to say. Besides, his throat was so tight with emotion that opening his mouth might send him into sobs he couldnât control.
That night, the two elders couldnât sleep.
Ge Liutao lay in bed, tossing and turning restlessly.
Chiang Songhai eventually got up, pulled on a coat, took a pack of cigarettes, and went into the courtyard. There, he sat on the rocking chair smoking while staring blankly at the shadows of the flowers.
Chu Liang returned after finishing his errands and was startled by the faint glow of the cigarette in the courtyard.
âUncle, what are you doing out here?â
âOh, Chu Liang, youâre back. Go on, go sleep. Iâll sit here a little longer.â
Hearing Chiang Songhaiâs hoarse voice sent a jolt through Chu Liangâs heart.
âItâs cold out here at night. Why donât you go inside? You can sit there instead,â Chu Liang suggested carefully.
âIâll go inside after a bit.â Chiang Songhai rarely insisted, but this time he did, urging Chu Liang to go back to his room and leave him be.
Chu Liang had no choice but to head inside.