âWere you happy before?â the Original Host asked her again.
Gu Qingli thought about her past life and faltered, âI wouldnât say I was happy. My days were just ordinary. I wasnât starving, at least.â
âDo you miss your parents?â
Gu Qingli shook her head again. âThereâs no use in missing them. Even if I did, thereâs no way I could see them again.â
The Original Host raised her voice. âBut I really want to see my parents. My only wish in this life is to enjoy their love and affection.â
The Original Host paused, her voice filled with loss. âActually, I know that I am already dead. Really, I can sense it. Iâm just unwilling to leave.â
Gu Qingli swore silently. Damn it. As expected, this person is a lunatic, saying whatever comes to mind.
After her silent curse, she sighed inwardly. This girl is pitiful too. Given their situation, truthfully, neither of them is at fault; itâs all due to the whims of fate. But sighing is one thing, feeling pity is another; in her current state, she canât help the Original Host anyway.
Gu Qingli spread her hands helplessly. âEven if I wanted to, I canât do anything to help you in my current state.â
If the Original Host would let her use the body, perhaps she could fulfill her wish. If the Original Hostâs wish were fulfilled, she would leave this body, reincarnate, and live a good life. The crucial point is, she wonât lend her the body. She probably wouldnât agree even to let her use it for a short while.
The Original Hostâs expression turned somber upon hearing this.
âAside from seeing your parents, do you absolutely have to see Brother Erlang? You know heâs already married to Gu Qingmei, and they have a happy family.â
The Original Host didnât answer, asking instead, âDidnât you have a fiancĂŠ before?â
What does my past have to do with this? Gu Qingli couldnât follow the Original Hostâs train of thought, but she answered anyway, âNo.â
In her previous life, she was always busy studying, earning money, and starting her business; where would she have found time for a boyfriend? She was ordinary-looking, unsociable, and had a reserved personality. What boy would like a girl like her?
âSo, you donât miss Xiao Yunjing now? Donât you miss your three children?â the Original Host asked, a mocking smile on her lips.
Gu Qingli cursed inwardly again. Canât this person hold a normal conversation?
âOf course, I miss them,â Gu Qingli said truthfully.
The Original Host scoffed. âExactly! If you canât let them go, how can I let go of my Brother Erlang? We were so close back then. If it werenât for that Xiao Yunjing, the one living happily with Brother Erlang right now would be me, not that bitch Gu Qingmei!â
The Original Host grew more agitated as she spoke. Whenever Xiao Yunjingâs name was mentioned, she would grit her teeth, looking as if she wanted to kill him.
Gu Qingli was speechless. This Original Host is both pitiful and detestable. She doesnât stop to think: if she were still alive today, would things be as they are now? Even if she had married Chen Erlang, would they definitely have been happy? If she had returned to Capital City and found Gu Xicheng and Ms. Su, could she be sure sheâd be so fortunate, instead of ending up like in her previous lifeâmarrying a widower and living out her days in misery? She needs to understand that the wonderful life Xiao Yunjing and I have now was earned through our mutual efforts. What does that have to do with the Original Host? The Original Host is too fixated and utterly foolish. Besides, even if the Original Host had married Xiao Yunjing, would their life be like this now? Thatâs simply impossible.
Thus, Gu Qingli said bluntly, âIâm not trying to discourage you, but even if you had married Chen Erlang, your lives wouldnât have been easy. Donât you know what kind of person Ms. Liu is? When Chen Erlang failed his exam and was deathly ill, no one in the village helped him. It was Gu Qingmei who came to me to borrow ten taels of silver, and that saved his life. If that had been you, where would you have borrowed the silver? You both might have died. What kind of happy life would you be talking about then?â
Upon hearing this, the Original Hostâs arrogance vanished. Like a deflated balloon, she hung her head, lost in thought.
Seeing the Original Hostâs fluctuating moods, Gu Qingli lost interest in talking to her. She stood up and began to drift around in this Space, exploring. She wanted to see where exactly this was.
Gu Qingli wandered around the Space for a full hour. Then, she came to what looked like a corner and went closer to investigate.
âHuh? Can I get out through here?â As Gu Qingli moved closer, she discovered a round door in the corner, with light seeping in from outside.
Gu Qingli glanced up at the Original Host, whose head was still lowered, unsure if she was awake or asleep.
She carefully examined the incoming light; it looked just like the light from outside.
Gu Qingliâs heart suddenly pounded. Could this be the way out?
She gritted her teeth and lunged forcefully at the crack in the door.
âHm? Am I out?â Once Gu Qingli emerged from that Space, her surroundings brightened, and she realized she was back in the Original Hostâs body. She had returned!
Gu Qingli quickly scanned her surroundings. She was in her bedchamber; there was no mistake. It was just dawn.
Gu Qingli was overjoyed. She quickly stood up and ran to the door, where Wuqing stood guard.
Wuqing, hearing the commotion, opened her eyes and raised her hand to stop Gu Qingli.
âWuqing, itâs me,â Gu Qingli said hastily.
âMiss, is that really you?â Wuqing was startled, then asked with pleasant surprise.
âYes. Quickly, go get Yunjing. I have something to tell him.â
Gu Qingli guessed she wouldnât be able to stay in the Original Hostâs body for long. If the Original Host wanted to return to her body, she would likely have to go back to that Space. She had to use this time to talk to Xiao Yunjing.
Hearing her call him âYunjingâ, Wuqing knew it was truly her. She nodded excitedly, âMiss, please wait. This servant will go get him immediately.â
âAlright, be quick. I donât have much time. If the Original Host wakes up, I might have to go back again.â
âAlright.â Wuqing nodded and disappeared in a few leaps.
Gu Qingli returned to the daybed, sat down, and waited.
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She really wanted to go see her three little ones, but she worried the Original Host might reclaim the body at any moment. To avoid any mishaps, she decided to wait here.
Not long after, Xiao Yunjing burst in. He rushed forward, embraced Gu Qingli, and asked anxiously, âLiâer, are you alright?â
âYunjing, Iâm fine, donât worry. Iâm alright. Sit down; I have something to tell you. I may not have much time.â
âAlright.â
Xiao Yunjing immediately sat down with her, pulling her into his embrace and gently kissing her hair.
Gu Qingliâs eyes grew moist. She didnât have time to dawdle. She wrapped her arms around his waist, buried her head in his chest, and said quickly, âYunjing, I just snuck back into this body while the Original Host wasnât paying attention. Listen to me. I was talking with the Original Host for a long time. Sheâs actually already dead. Her attachments are very deep; she canât let go of her parents and Chen Erlang. So, can you think of a way to let her see her parents, without her revealing this secret, and fulfill her wish? Maybe then, sheâll leave.â
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