Chapter 1349: Chapter 1343: Mental Illness_1 Chapter 1349: Chapter 1343: Mental Illness_1 âLet it go, I am now Nangong Beiying, not Chu Beiying anymore,â Nangong Beiying nodded.
âSelf-deception isnât right,â Qin Xue left a remark, then gracefully walked away.
Yes, even if she changed her body, her thoughts were still those of Chu Beiying. How could she possibly overcome her inner turmoil?
âAh, itâs so annoying. God, didnât you say to find the destined person? Why donât you just point it out and put him in front of me? How am I supposed to find with no hints whatsoever?â Nangong Beiying grumbled indignantly.
âYingying, when did you come? I thought you wouldnât show up,â Xiao Qi didnât expect to see Yingying while he came into the kitchen to help bring out the dishes.
No wonder Qin Xue told him earlier that there was a surprise waiting for him. And indeed, this was a big surprise.
âI came right after work, why?â Nangong Beiying looked at Xiao Qi, who had an unexpected look of happiness on his face. Had she done something?
âItâs nothing. Didnât I say this morning that I would come to you after work? Who knew you would beat me to it,â Xiao Qi shook his head, his voice becoming softer as he spoke.
âWhat did you say? I didnât hear you clearly. Could you repeat that?â Nangong Beiying had just turned to stir-fry vegetables, so she didnât catch what Xiao Qi was saying.
âNothing really, is there something that you would like me to do?â Xiao Qi asked Nangong Beiying.
âNothing for you to do, you can go and eat.â Nangong Beiying looked at him, then thought of Qin Xueâs words. Was there something impressive about him? Why did Qin Xue want her to spend time with him?
âWhy are you looking at me like that? Is there anything on my face?â Xiao Qi, noticing Nangong Beiying staring blankly at him, touched his face puzzledly. Did he get it dirty while moving the shelf earlier?
âNo.â Nangong Beiying couldnât possibly tell him that she was trying to figure out what was attractive about him, right? If so, she feared Xiao Qi would beat her up for it.
Perhaps she might consider having a one-night stand with Xiao Qi. With that, she wouldnât have to worry about marriage. However, Xiao Qi might not agree. After all, she had never seen anyone willing to have a one-night stand with someone they knew.
Those types of relationships usually involve strangers, hence a one-night stand. But with people they know well, itâs called either having an affair or a relationship.
Xiao Qi looked at Nangong Beiying incredulously. He didnât dare ask what was going on. Why did he feel something was off about Nangong Beiying today?
If Nangong Beiying knew what Xiao Qi was thinking, she would surely call him silly. She was considering having a passionate encounter with him; how could she possibly maintain her usual composure?
Actually, Nangong Beiying didnât mind having an intimate experience with anyone. The problem was whether the man was clean, i.e., hadnât messed around with other women. In other words, her demand is similar to a man wanting a virgin. She mainly found it disgusting.
She was a bit of a cleanliness freak. She didnât mind external filth, but if a man had been intimate with other women, the thought of getting physical with him made her nauseous. Could it mean she was psychologically ill?
They say mental illness is the most difficult to comprehend, but she did, indeed, have such thoughts. Therefore, she fantasized about Dongfang Shuo, a fellow who seemed divine and had dreamed of marrying him and having his children.
She used to think that a man as pure-looking as Dongfang Shuo definitely wouldnât have messy relationships with women. But who knew she would catch him holding hands with another woman, strolling around in a jovial mood and then entering a hotel. This shocking revelation shattered her belief in innocent romantic relationships.
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