Chapter 102: Chapter 102: Can You Feel It?
Xiao Yingying looked at Song Xiaodong with a stunned expression on his face, yet she had a sweet smile on her face and said, "Why that expression, huh? You donât want to?"
Song Xiaodong coughed awkwardly and said, "Well... Yingying, a girlâs chest shouldnât be touched casually by someone, should it?"
"Anyway, youâve already seen it, Iâm not afraid of you touching it, and besides... if Brother Xiaodong touches it, I wonât be angry, Iâll be... Iâll be very happy."
Song Xiaodong was suddenly a bit confused; this was clearly a very direct confession.
Yet, meeting Xiao Yingyingâs clear, water-like gaze, Song Xiaodong felt that her request seemed so natural.
"Silly girl, if I did that, wouldnât you have to marry me later?" Song Xiaodong flashed a radiant smile.
Xiao Yingying also said with a smiling face, "Marrying you would be nice, too. You saved my life; in novels, I should offer myself to you."
"But your Brother Xiaodong really isnât a good person, especially when it comes to feelings, itâs very messy; I really dare not make any promises to anyone. If I took advantage of you and then couldnât marry you later, wouldnât you be at a great loss?"
"It would be even better if you could marry me, but if you canât, I donât mind. Youâre helping me with my treatment, allowing me to live longer, which satisfies me. If I can also experience the taste of love, then my life wouldnât have been lived in vain. Brother Xiaodong, rest assured, I wonât cling to you; I know that even if I can survive, I wonât be as healthy as others, and I donât even know if I can have children. How could I think of monopolizing you? Really, I just hope that my life has also been splendid, instead of just living for the sake of surviving."
She reached out and gently held Song Xiaodongâs hand, and her voice became even more tender as she said, "Brother Xiaodong, I donât know if this is love, but since the first time you saved me, Iâve had this impulse. I want to try, to feel that urge to be touched by a man. The novels say it makes a woman very intoxicated, very happy."
Xiao Yingying pulled Song Xiaodongâs hand closer and closer to her right breast, and then finally placed it firmly on her bosom.
Song Xiaodong wanted to refuse, but he couldnât bear to reject such a pitiful girlâs request, let alone such a tempting one. With an internal struggle, his hand had already taken hold.
A chill reached his hand, and Song Xiaodong knew that even if he withdrew his hand now, it would be of no use.
Flashing a radiant smile, Song Xiaodong squeezed gently twice and said, "Very firm, the elasticity is also very good, I like it a lot."
Although Xiao Yingying had made such a bold move, she was actually quite shy. However, hearing Song Xiaodongâs praise, her eyes suddenly shone brightly, "Really?"
"Of course itâs true." Song Xiaodong massaged gently twice more, and said, "But letâs stop here today, otherwise youâll get too excited and it would be too much for your heart to take."
"Mmhmm!" At that moment, Xiao Yingying felt content, her face flushed as she nodded repeatedly, not stopping Song Xiaodong from lifting his hand away.
Song Xiaodong covered Xiao Yingying with the blanket, and she held on to Song Xiaodongâs hand, playfully said, "Brother Xiaodong, when will I be able to... sleep with you?"
"Sleep together?" Song Xiaodongâs heart involuntarily skipped a beat.
Xiao Yingying nodded earnestly and said, "Yeah, of course you sleep together when youâre dating. But the novels say that the woman is usually very nervous at first and then becomes very excited, very agitated. I donât know if my heart can take that."
Song Xiaodongâs lips curved into an especially tender smile as he gently took Xiao Yingyingâs hand and said, "Youâre right, at this stage, your heart definitely couldnât handle it."
Xiao Yingying pouted, saying somewhat fretfully, "I knew it."
The smile on Song Xiaodongâs face became even more gentle as he said, "But I believe that in just a year from now, your heart will certainly be able to withstand it."
"Really?" Xiao Yingying exclaimed excitedly.
"Of course itâs true."
"Mm-hmm..." Xiao Yingying nodded repeatedly and said, "Then, by that time, Iâll be able to sleep with Brother Xiaodong, and I will definitely be the happiest woman."
In a soft voice, Song Xiaodong said, "By then, you might have found someone you like."
"No way, I will only like Brother Xiaodong. Without you, Brother Xiaodong, I donât have even a bit of a future, so my entire future belongs to you, and it absolutely wonât belong to anyone else."
Hearing such words could indeed make a man proud, but Song Xiaodong felt somewhat overwhelmed. He really had no plans to get married at the moment, and who knew what he might encounter in the future? There were some issues left unresolved, and he truly didnât know where his future lay.
"Giggle... Did I scare Brother Xiaodong? Donât worry, I just like you, but I donât intend to possess you. I canât accompany you like a normal girlfriend, so you can have your girlfriends, even get married."
"What about you?" Song Xiaodong asked subconsciously.
"As for me... Well, novels all say that an outstanding man will be liked by lots of women. I can be your secret lover. As long as you keep me in your heart, that will be enough for me."
Song Xiaodong was truly at a loss whether to laugh or cry and said, "What kind of novels are you reading?"
"I read them on my phone, on the computer. Arenât all the web novels written like this nowadays, or is it not so? I remember reading âThe School Beautyâs Personal Bodyguardâ by Fishman II, the protagonist is liked by many girls."
Song Xiaodongâs face darkened instantly as he said, "Why are you, a girl, reading books by that fatso Fishman II?"
"Is Fishman II a fatso? Do you know him?" Xiao Yingying asked with surprise.
"Of course I know him, that guy is quite sleazy. You should avoid his books even more. Itâs one thing for boys to read them, but for you girls, it completely distorts your view on life."
"I see... Okay, I wonât read it now. Anyway, I donât know when his books will end. Iâll wait until he finishes them and read all at once. By the way, you havenât answered my question yet. Is my idea wrong?"
"This..." Song Xiaodong suddenly found himself at a loss for words. Which man didnât harbor the fantasy of having multiple wives or concubines? However, such things only existed in novels, yet Xiao Yingying, who had no contact with the outside world, had taken the world inside the novels as her reality. For him, that was indeed quite an allure.