The alarm on Lilithâs phone went off at 5 AM.
She wasnât asleep. Had been lying on the lumpy mattress in the darkness for hours, staring at nothing, her mind running through numbers that didnât add up.
Four thousand.
That was the number that mattered now. Four thousand dollars a month for her motherâs care. Her omega wages came to approximately six hundred a month if she worked every available shift. Which meant she was short by thirty-seven hundred dollars.
Every. Single. Month.
Sheâd done the math a dozen times since leaving Garrettâs office yesterday. Had approached it from different angles, looking for a solution that didnât exist. Calculated what would happen if she picked up extra shifts, there werenât enough hours in a week to cover it. Thought about asking for a promotion to a higher-paying position but Alpha Garrett had made clear that wasnât happening.
She was trapped in a box with no exit.
Lilith silenced the alarm and forced herself to sit up.
The omega apartment was cold. The heating system in the building was barely functional, and the pack didnât consider omega comfort a priority. She pulled on the clothes sheâd worn yesterday....black pants, grey shirt, both of which smelled faintly of sweat and garbage from her last shift before the Blackwood contract.
Three months. Felt like a lifetime.
She didnât look at herself in the small mirror as she passed it. Didnât need to see whatever was written on her face this morning. Instead, she grabbed her work badge, the cheap plastic ID that marked her as omega, as lesser, as property of Shadowmere pack, and headed for the door.
The walk to the waste management facility took twenty minutes.
The sun wasnât up yet. The pack territory was still grey and cold, the streets mostly empty except for other omegas heading to their various assignments. Lilith kept her eyes forward, didnât acknowledge anyone, didnât invite conversation.
The facility itself was a sprawling operation on the eastern edge of pack land....collection trucks, sorting stations, industrial-sized dumpsters, the smell of decay and decomposition that never quite washed out of clothes.
It was 5:47 AM when she arrived.
Dora was already there.
The overseer stood near the main sorting station, clipboard in hand, assigning work to the omegas whoâd arrived early. She was a woman in her fifties, with grey threading through her dark hair, a lean build, and the particular bearing of someone whoâd been through the system and come out the other side hardened.
She looked up as Lilith approached.
For a moment, she just stared.
"Lilith," Dora said finally. Her voice carried across the noise of the facility, other omegas moving crates, the beep of trucks backing up, the general chaos of early morning waste management. "Welcome back."
"Thank you," Lilith said.
Dora studied her for a moment longer. Then: "Youâre on sorting detail with the morning crew. Station three. Details are on the board."
Lilith nodded and moved toward station three without waiting to be dismissed.
The morning crew consisted of five omegas, two she didnât recognize, one she vaguely remembered from before the Blackwood contract, and two others who glanced up as she approached.
One of them....a woman in her mid-twenties with kind eyes and dark hair pulled back in a braid...smiled at her.
"Lilith? Iâm Emma. I donât think weâve met formally, but I remember you from the complex." She shifted over to make room. "How are you doing? Where have you been for the past one month?"
"Work assignment," Lilith said, which wasnât technically a lie. The Blackwood contract had been work, in its way. Just not the kind that showed up on pack records as employment.
Emma didnât push. "Okay. Well, welcome back. If you need anything, let me know."
There was genuine warmth in her voice. A lack of judgment that made Lilithâs throat tighten unexpectedly. She nodded and focused on the work.
Station three was responsible for sorting recyclables from general waste. It was tedious, repetitive work that required focus but allowed your mind to wander. Lilith had done it before, the familiar rhythm came back quickly. Sort, separate, move to the next piece of garbage.
An hour into the shift, a second woman approached. This one was harder-looking, late twenties, with cold eyes and a set to her jaw that suggested sheâd learned not to trust anyone.
"Youâre the Betaâs daughter," the woman said. Not a question.
"Yes."
"Iâm Cole." The woman watched her work for a moment. "You know what everyoneâs saying about you?"
"Probably several things," Lilith said, not looking up from the pile of refuse in front of her.
"Theyâre saying the Blackwoods wanted you specifically. That you did something to piss them off and they took payment in blood." Coleâs voice was flat, observational. "That you came back different."
Lilith sorted a plastic bottle into the recyclables bin. Didnât respond.
"Just so you know," Cole continued, "different gets noticed. And noticed is dangerous for omegas."
She walked away without waiting for a response.
Emma, whoâd been working nearby, caught Lilithâs eye. There was sympathy in her expression, the kind that said she understood what Cole had been trying to do. Not threatening exactly, but a reminder that visibility was a liability.
Lilith returned to her work.
The hours passed in a blur of repetitive motion. Sort. Separate. Move forward. The rhythm was almost meditative, except for the part where her brain kept calculating.
Six hundred a month.
Four thousand needed.
The gap was catastrophic.
By noon, her hands were raw. The work gloves helped, but the rough edges of the refuse cut through fabric. By early afternoon, she could feel blood seeping into the cloth.
She didnât stop working.
At 3 PM, Dora appeared at station three.
"Lilith. Break. My office."
The other omegas glanced at Lilith as she pulled off her gloves and followed Dora toward the small office building attached to the facility. Cole watched with something like satisfaction. Emma looked concerned.