Chapter 21: Chapter 021: Unbearable Reputation
Sheng Ning had nothing with her and squeezed into a small corner after getting on the bus. The people around her were all intentionally or unintentionally looking at her.
âWhose girl is this, so pretty!â an older woman exclaimed.
âYo! Isnât this the girl from Shengâs third family?â someone from the same village as Sheng Ning recognized her at a glance. âWerenât you supposed to be in the General Union Dance Troupe? Why are you back? Donât tell me you got kicked out? Hmph⊠People like you deserve to be expelled.â
Sheng Ning had her head down the entire time, not wanting to be recognized by her neighbors. Hearing the malicious words now, she turned her head to look at them, her eyes filled with anger.
âAuntie, this is slander!â
âWhat did you say? You called me auntie?â The speaker was a young woman who appeared to be around thirty. Probably not used to doing farm work, her skin was noticeably fairer than the average rural person.
âIsnât it? Calling you auntie isnât wrong, is it?â Sheng Ning turned her head, blinking her innocent big eyes at the people around her.
âMm-hmm! Thatâs right! Xiao Zhang, youâre already thirty. A seventeen or eighteen-year-old girl calling you auntie is a sign of respect,â the people around agreed.
âThatâs right, she didnât call you wrong!â
The young woman, feeling the most insulted when called old, got angry. Sheng Ning calling her auntie now was implying she was old and outdated. Seeing the people siding with Sheng Ning, she angrily rolled up her sleeves, ready to pull her hair.
âYou shameless little bitch, you dare come back! See if I donât tear your mouth apart.â
âAuntie, this is a public place, please mind your manners.â Sheng Ning finally remembered, wasnât this young woman Mrs. Zhang who lived at the east end of the village?
A rural widow, who had not done farm work for years. The reason why could easily be guessed by anyone with a brain.
It was said that even the village chief eagerly helped her with farm work!
âYes, Xiao Zhang, you canât hit her.â After all, it was a public place. Mrs. Zhang hadnât even reached Sheng Ning yet when she was nearly thrown off balance by a lurch of the bus.
With so many people on the bus, Mrs. Zhang couldnât reach her and eventually had to give up, resorting only to taking verbal jabs.
âHow dare you talk back, bitch? After half a year outside, you think youâre tough. Someone like you is a disaster wherever you goâŠâ Mrs. Zhang cursed non-stop, vividly recounting the slanders spread in the village. Accusing her of seducing men from a young age, not studying properly, sleeping with teachers, even having an abortion at fourteen!
In the conservative and traditional rural areas of the eighties, such gossip could drown a person.
The unfamiliar passengers on the bus looked at Sheng Ning with strange eyes.
Some whispered among themselves, their sharp words stabbing at Sheng Ningâs heart like knives.
What did she ever do wrong? Just because her mother ran off with a man when she was young, did she have to bear such a vile reputation all her life?
âHmph⊠Feeling guilty? Canât say anything back?â Seeing Sheng Ning stay quiet, Mrs. Zhang grew even more pleased with herself.
Sheng Ning suppressed the searing hatred in her chest, took a deep breath. After calming down, she looked at Mrs. Zhang with pity and said helplessly, âAuntie, you have the village chief and the Village Chief protecting you in our village, so I dare not say anything. But for what youâve done, I believe one day the village chiefâs wife and the Village Chiefâs wife will find out.â