Chapter 1681: Chapter 1681: Their Past (Part 2)
"Brother, I like you, I love you. I am willing to spend all my future time accompanying you, staying by your side. Let me love you, okay? Iām serious." Naāer had a very serious expression, so severe that even Atlas Douluo Yun Ming, who was nearby, was somewhat shocked.
Tang Wulinās originally desolate and hopeless heart couldnāt help but stir. If there was anyone most important among the women in his heart, then mother, Naāer, and her occupied an unshakeable position.
But never did he expect that at this moment, which drew the eyes of everyone, at this Sea Godās Luck match-making conference, she would say such words to him.
"Naāer, youāre my sister!"
"No, Iām not. Iām just your Naāer; we have no blood relation at all. Iām just your Naāer. I donāt want to be your sister anymore; I just want to be your Naāer." She said stubbornly.
Tang Wulinās body trembled slightly.
"Timeās up, Naāer. For fairness, I canāt let you continue." Tang Yinmeng said somewhat helplessly.
Tang Wulin had once sworn to never let Naāer cry again, but what he couldnāt have anticipated was that he was the one making Naāer cry right now.
Naāer, why are you so foolish!
However, for some reason, he felt something indescribable deep inside his heart. Just like Naāer said, they werenāt real siblings after all; Naāer was the sister he picked up, the sister he cherished sincerely.
Naāer suddenly lifted her head, looking at Tang Wulin with radiant eyes, "Had I not left back then, you definitely wouldnāt have anyone else in your heart."
"Wulin Junior, please make your choice." Lan Muzi urged in a low voice.
Tang Wulin took a deep breath. It seemed as though his entire strength was summoned at this moment.
He asked himself; the answer was remarkably clear. He didnāt want to hurt Naāer, but he didnāt want to deceive her either. Moreover, everything was so complicated; he didnāt want to pass up this chance, even if the chance seemed very slim.
"Iām sorry, Naāer. I choose the girl number seventeen!" When Tang Wulin said these simple ten-something words, he almost used all his strength.
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And at the moment Tang Wulin uttered those words, Naāerās pretty face lost all its color, instinctively stepping back, half a foot already in the water, her body swayed a bit before managing to steady herself.
Lan Muzi swallowed hard, looking at the girl number seventeen, "According to the rules, you must remove your veils and bamboo hats now. Then you listen to him confess for one minute."
Girl number seventeen hesitated for a moment, slowly raising her hands to remove the veils and bamboo hats on her head.
It was a pallid pretty face, black hair, black eyes. Compared to Dai Yunāer and Naāer beside her, she wasnāt outstanding, even completely overshadowed by the two girls beside her.
Her face was already filled with tears, uncontrollable tears. She looked at him, her lips trembling lightly.
Tang Wulin laughed, seeing her face full of tears. He laughed; she was not heartless towards him. It was just after seeing those tears, he suddenly felt that everything was worth it.
"You should choose her." Gu Yue turned her head, looking toward Naāer.
Naāer remained silent.
Gu Yue uttered another inexplicable sentence, "I donāt want to win."
Naāer smiled, at this moment, her pale face was filled with a faint smile. She stood tall and proud, looking over at Gu Yue, "Some things are beyond your control."
Gu Yue closed her eyes, tears pouring again, "But do you realize how great a price he will pay for such words? Our future will be so difficult."
Naāer firmly stated, "I donāt care. I just hope to give all of myself to him."
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"Wulin, itās your turn. You have one minute."
But Tang Wulin shook his head, then looked at Gu Yue, "I donāt need a minute, I just need to ask her one question."
"Gu Yue, in this world, Iāve only loved one girl, and thatās you. Do you love me?"
He once had countless words he wanted to say to her, but when really facing her, only this sentence could be uttered. This sentence alone was enough; he needed an answer, an answer that could drive him to disregard everything, or let him step into another world.
His right hand lifted, palm turned up. Golden scales spread from under his sleeve to his entire hand, shining golden claws appeared, five fingers bent backward, the claws pointing straight above his head.
A surge of indescribable intense blood aura suddenly burst from him, at the moment this strong bloodline aura appeared, all Soul Masters present who owned dragon-class Martial Souls groaned, their faces turned pale, even Long Yue was no exception.
"Brother, donāt!" Naāer screamed, but she dared not move. She could clearly see the golden light flickering on the Golden Dragon Claw; Tang Wulin only needed to lower his hand slightly to pierce through his skull.
"I just need to know the answer, the true answer in your heart. Donāt lie to me, from your gaze, from your bloodline, I can feel whether youāre saying the truth."
Gu Yue stared at him blankly; tears no longer flowed.
Suddenly, her entire being seemed to collapse, she furiously nodded. Just stopped tears flooded down again, she couldnāt help but squat on the lotus leaf, she couldnāt speak but only nodded, forcefully nodded.
Tang Wulin smiled, he proudly smiled, lowered his right hand. With one step, he was already in front of her.
He pulled her up from the lotus leaf, right into his arms.
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The morning Sea Godās Lake had a mysterious beauty; mist spread everywhere, azure waves lapped.
She stood by the lake for a long time, dew had long wet her shoulders, yet she showed no intention of brushing it away.
Her silver hair fluttered in the morning breeze; she gazed into the distant morning mist as if an elf.
Purple eyes reflected the lake water, a constant faint smile lingered at her mouth.
Another her arrived silently, standing still beside her. Her black hair fluttered, making her appear radiant, her pretty face tinged with a faint blush.
But when the other saw her, the smile on her face disappeared.
They stood side by side, gazing intently at the clear water of the lake before them.
"You won!" Naāer said softly yet with ease.
"You seem to really want me to win," Gu Yue frowned.
Naāer chuckled lightly, "Yes! I actually really wanted you to win, and I already guessed you would. Because I know his character too well. Do you believe me? Iām just an interlude in his life; his courtship was just to find a suitable reason to leave."
"If you leave, he will be sad," Gu Yue said.
Naāer shook her head in self-mockery, "I lost, can I not leave? But from the beginning, I knew I would lose, and I had to lose, otherwise, he would truly die. Am I right?"
Gu Yue fell silent.
Naāer sighed softly, "Back then, when we made the bet, I resolutely chose to bet with you because I knew you just wanted to find a pretext to kill him but didnāt want a flaw in your heart. I couldnāt refuse you, because if I did, you, at that time, even with a flaw in your heart, would kill him without hesitation."
"Do you regret it now?" Naāer asked.
Gu Yue seemed a bit dazed, "Regret? I donāt know." She really didnāt know if she regretted it or not.
Naāer said, "If you didnāt want all this to happen, you shouldnāt have set the plan to blend into the human world in the first place. The fact proves that your way is correct; only by understanding humans better can we truly find a way to destroy them. However, we actually discovered that humans are not worthless. At least, the rich emotions of humans are something we completely lack. Thatās why I exist. In your childhood, to truly resemble a human, you had to seal yourself. Only then could you truly blend into human society. And thus, the part of the soul belonging to humans was born along with it."
"When you found that human emotions were somewhat uncontrollable, it became impossible to forcefully remove me. Because doing so would greatly harm you. And all of this has to do with my brother. It is my brotherās warmth and love that let me understand human emotions."
"Helplessly, you separated me from your body, forming an independent entity, but no matter what, I am a part of you. In the end, we are one entity. So you bet with me, betting whether my brother would fall for you, whether he would abandon me for you. If you won, it would prove that human emotions are all fake, and I would naturally merge back into you. If you lost, what you said at the time was, you lost, you would let me forever become an independent entity. Right. But unfortunately, after all, I have your wisdom, and also human emotions. After a few years, I already understood that it was fundamentally impossible. I occupy a full thirty percent of your strength. If I were ultimately independent, then you would not be you. So, it is impossible for you to abandon me; the difference is only whether there will be no next fusion, or carrying flaws. Therefore, if you lost, you would definitely kill my brother and forcibly merge me. Am I right?
Gu Yue looked at Naāer, listening to her talk eloquently, her pretty face becoming slightly pale.
"Gu Yue, do you know? The reason Iām willing to bet with you is that you fundamentally do not understand human emotions. You think the feelings between my brother and me are what you believe them to be. In reality, you are wrong. For us, itās more about familial bonds. Perhaps I am not entirely so toward him, but at least he is towards me. And his feelings for you are not familial, but love."
"Love and familial bonds are completely different. Therefore, he never abandoned me, nor betrayed me, although he chose you. Therefore, I lost, but you still cannot get the result you want. So, who ultimately loses, itās really hard to say."
Gu Yue looked deeply at her, "Do you think I really donāt know your plans?"
Naāer smiled, "Of course, you know. Clever as you are, how could you not see through it? When you tried to distance yourself from my brother, it was because you already felt your emotions being affected. Unfortunately, love is imperceptible. When you noticed something was wrong, it was already too late. Because he had already taken root in your heart. Therefore, you have been trying hard to break free, trying to suppress it. But the longer you try, the deeper he takes root in your heart."
"Gu Yue, have you noticed, whether itās soul beasts or divine beasts, our nature is too pure? And once we come into contact with human emotions, no matter how powerful your energy is, or how vast your spiritual power is, you canāt resist the attack of those emotions. They are formless and intangible, yet they truly exist."
Gu Yue said bitterly, "Do you think this will not end up being him? Do you really think that?"
Naāer sighed softly, "At least this way, he can live longer. And as long as enough time passes, when he has sufficient power, as long as you canāt make a move against him, I believe, no one will be able to kill him in the future. Gu Yue, face your own feelings. Hatred will only blind you."
Gu Yue suddenly said angrily, "You really sound like a human now."
Naāer smiled, "I was originally a human! Iāve always thought that. So, Iām not willing to destroy humans; Iād rather see peaceful coexistence. I love my brother, I also love our parents, and I like the human world. Human emotions. You won, but you also lost. But I really hope that in the future, you will have a good result, no, that you both will have a good result."
Gu Yueās breathing became a bit rapid, "Do you really think I canāt bring myself to kill him?"
Naāer shook her head, "Of course you canāt. You never could. Even without me, you couldnāt. Otherwise, would you have waited until now? When have you, decisive in killing, ever hesitated so much? When you hesitated the first time, you might still have had a chance, but when you hesitate like this for three times, itās no longer possible for you to harm him. I know that very well, and you surely know it too in your heart. And when you merge me back, you will be me, and I will be you; you will only be more affected, rather than resolute. Love him well, my brother is really excellent, really excellent. Even though we donāt know where his Golden Dragon Kingās bloodline comes from, we have to admit that in the human world, the only one worthy of us is him."
Gu Yueās face was full of desolation, "My biggest mistake was the bet with you back then, or rather, I shouldnāt have separated you out in the first place. At least that way, I couldāve influenced you subtly back."
"You lost, and I lost too. Youāre right, I canāt do it, I canāt kill him. So I can only leave him, let time and distance make our love fade away, maybe only then, one day, I might unintentionally kill him. Or he grows fast enough, one day to kill me. You understand, the conflict between us is irreconcilable, this is the conflict between humans and soul beasts, and also between deity and divine beast. Neither he nor I can resolve this conflict."
Naāer was silent, finally showing a bit of panic, "But if I leave, and you leave too, he will be sad."
Gu Yueās body trembled, "Even so, itās better than me being by his side, and my people no longer being able to control themselves from killing him. Right now, Iām far from being fully out of the seal, the core has awakened, but you know, among our subordinates, there are some incredibly powerful beings. Some shouldāve become divine beasts long ago. Even with my current self, I canāt completely suppress them. So, Iām destined to leave."
Naāer gently bit her lip, "Perhaps youāre right. Gu Yue, youāve really changed. You think of others now, especially him. I understand, youāre leaving, to give him more space to grow. You hope, in the future, one day heāll be so strong that you canāt kill him. But you know, thatās impossible, the Divine Realm no longer exists, he can never reach your state."
Gu Yue smiled, "You understand, but you donāt understand. You donāt really know what kind of position he holds in my heart. You also donāt understand how much of me now belongs to humans. Youāre right, I regret it, I regret why I gave the order to integrate into the human world in the first place. But, my mission I must carry out, yet I donāt want to harm those I donāt want to hurt. So, let me face this contradiction alone. I donāt know what to do, but I have to move forward. Come back, Naāer. From today on, I am no longer Gu Yue, my name can finally be complete. But he doesnāt know, I am called Gu Yuena!"
Bit by bit, brilliant lights shone, Gu Yueās body suddenly became transparent, a silver-white transparency, and an invisible barrier rose from the six-pointed star at her feet, enveloping them within.
If anyone were nearby, they would find that in that silver-white world, not a trace of energy fluctuation leaked out.
Naāerās body also became transparent, a silver-white transparency, she walked step by step towards Gu Yue, tears streaming down her face.
"I am somewhat reluctant to leave all this, reluctant to leave the people beside me, reluctant to leave the teacher, reluctant to leave my brother!"
Gu Yue sighed, "But you should know, no matter how much reluctance, you do not have a source, you are destined to return. Otherwise, youāll dissipate like smoke. You said, when you return, you will be me, and I will be you. I will let go of everything, since the flaws have already become cracks, then letās both accept these cracks together. Perhaps, everything will be different."
The silver-white figures overlapped, Naāer and Gu Yue each opened their arms. The two figures began to slowly fuse, Gu Yueās black hair disappeared, her black eyes turned purple. Naāerās childishness faded, she slowly grew up.
When the two figures became identical, transforming into the Dragon Spear Goddess three years older, the silver light flashed suddenly and disappeared silently by the Sea Godās Lake.
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By this point, Lan Xuanyu and Bai Xiuxiu were somewhat entranced, even though the scenes before them were fragmented, they saw a glimpse of an era belonging to tens of thousands of years ago, the love between Golden Dragon Moon Song Tang Wulin and Silver Dragon Wulin Gu Yuena from tens of thousands of years ago. Though they had heard of these legends, truly seeing the reappearance of these scenes had a special flavor, especially since this was their own parentsā story!
Especially upon seeing that their mother was both Gu Yue and also Nana, and ultimately merged into Gu Yuena, Lan Xuanyu couldnāt hold back his tears.
Even though he had long heard of how difficult his parentsā past was, he didnāt truly understand everything at that time; the only ones who truly understood were Tang Wulin and Gu Yuena themselves.
He finally understood why when his mother asked his father to pursue her again, his father would embrace it gladly. His motherās silent sacrifices for his father were really a lot, really a lot. For this love, she even willingly gave up her mission. All that from tens of thousands of years ago, so vivid, sorrowful yet beautiful.
The scene kept changing, and this time, it made Lan Xuanyuās breathing become rapid. Because he suddenly discovered, as this scene appeared, both parents were wearing battle armor, opposing each other, holding dragonlances pointed at one another!
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