Aubrelle stopped mid-sentence.
The words simply... wouldnât come.
The wind brushed past the railing of the flying vessel, cool and steady, carrying the scent of open skies and distant sea. For a moment, she remained still, fingers resting lightly on her cane, Pipin hovering close as if sensing the hesitation before it fully formed.
"...I skipped some parts," she said at last.
Her voice was calm. Controlled. But there was effort in it, like water flowing around a stone rather than over it.
Trafalgar didnât react. Didnât prompt her. He just waited.
"I softened others," Aubrelle continued. "Changed how they sounded. How they felt." She tilted her head slightly, eyes hidden behind the white bandage, as if looking inward instead of ahead. "And some things... I didnât say at all."
She exhaled slowly.
"Itâs not because I donât remember them," she added. "Pipin saw everything. Every moment. Every turn of the battle." Her fingers curled faintly. "So I know it all. Perfectly."
There was a pauseâlonger this time.
"What I didnât want to tell you," Aubrelle said quietly, "was how the battlefield stopped being mud and blood... and became fire."
Blue fire.
She didnât describe it yet. Didnât let the images surface. But the weight of them was there, pressing against the silence.
"Flames that didnât go out," she murmured. "Flames that followed where I went."
Her shoulders tightened, just a little.
"I donât like that part of myself," she admitted. "It doesnât fit. Not with who I am. Not with who I want to be." A faint, almost self-conscious smile touched her lips. "Iâm not someone who enjoys destruction. I never was."
And yetâ
"I did what had to be done," she said. "And I hate that I understand why."
For a moment, she said nothing more. The words had cost her enough already.
Trafalgar still didnât interrupt.
He listened.
That, more than anything, made it easier to breathe.
"Thatâs why I came with you," Aubrelle went on, softer now. "Not just to recount a battle. Not to justify decisions." Her hand tightened around the cane, then loosened again. "I needed to put it somewhere. With someone who wasnât bound to me by blood or duty."
Her family loved her. She knew that. They would listen. They would understand, in their own way.
But it wasnât the same.
Trafalgar was different.
He was part of one of the Eight Great Families. He knew what Carac meant. He knew why everyone would descend on it soonâscholars, nobles, opportunists, scavengersâcircling the aftermath like carrion birds, desperate to pick meaning from what had happened between two powers that ruled the world.
He knew all of that.
And still, he stayed silent.
Aubrelle noticed.
Her respect for him deepenedânot because of his status, but because of this restraint. Because he didnât try to guide her story. Didnât hurry her past the parts that hurt.
The wind passed between them again.
After a moment, Aubrelle lifted her head slightly.
"Thereâs something I want to ask you," she said.
She turned her face toward him.
"Trafalgar."
The way she said his name wasnât sharp or urgent. It was quiet. Intentional. Like she wanted to be sure he was fully present before continuing.
He shifted his weight slightly against the railing and answered without hesitation. "Aubrelle."
There was something grounding in the exchangeânames spoken plainly, without titles or distance.
She inhaled once, steadying herself. "Can I ask you for something?"
He considered it for only a second. "If itâs reasonable," he said calmly, "then yes. Iâll do it."
That earned him a small, unmistakably mischievous smile.
"I think my junior is forgetting," she said lightly, "that he owes me a favor."
He blinked.
"...A favor?" The confusion was genuine. He frowned faintly, lifting a hand to the back of his head and scratching it as he searched his memory. "Iâwait."
Then it clicked.
"Oh," he said, the tension easing from his brow. "The Council. The day I collapsed." He glanced aside, a little embarrassed. "You stayed with me. Took care of things until I woke up, and when I was weak after that."
His voice softened. "I havenât forgotten that. Iâm grateful." Then, more carefully, he added, "But like I said back thenâI canât promise anything reckless. Nothing irrational. Nothing that would put us in danger, or that can be misunderstood."
Aubrelle nodded once. She hadnât expected otherwise.
"Thatâs fine," she said. "Itâs nothing like that."
She pausedâjust long enough to make sure he was listening.
"I donât want you to tell anyone what Iâm about to say."
That gave him pause.
Not outwardlyâhis expression barely changedâbut inside, a thought surfaced immediately.
âShe thinks I might talk. She doesnât know I had no intention of telling anyone from the very beginning.â
A misunderstanding, perhaps. But an understandable one.
He met her gaze and answered without complication.
"Alright," he said. "I wonât say a word. To anyone."
As he spoke, his eyes flicked briefly toward the far side of the deck.
Caelum stood there, dressed like any other crewmanâhands occupied, posture relaxed, face unremarkable. But the moment their gazes crossed, something passed between them.
Understanding.
Caelum turned away a heartbeat later, subtly adjusting his position to give them space. No one lingered close. No one listened in.
Privacy, secured.
Trafalgar looked back to Aubrelle. "You have my word."
For a moment, she searched his face, still not fully convinced, but wanting to be.
Then she lifted her arm fully, extending it toward him, and held out her pinky finger between them.
The gesture caught Trafalgar completely off guard.
He blinked once.
Then twice.
â...A pinky promise?â The thought surfaced before he could stop it. âIsnât that a bit childish? But itâs Aubrelle, it suits her to be fair...â
And yetâ
For reasons he couldnât quite explain, it struck him as unexpectedly... adorable.
Aubrelle noticed his hesitation.
Her pinky remained extended, steady, waitingâjust long enough for doubt to creep in.
"...You donât know what this is?" she asked gently.
That pulled him back at once.
He cleared his throat lightly. "Yes. I do," he said. Then, after a brief pause, he added, a little awkwardly, "I just... didnât expect it." He hesitated, then let the truth slip out anyway. "I just thought it was... cute."
Silence followed.
Aubrelleâs color crept slowly into her cheeks, spreading beneath the bandages that covered her eyes, a deep red that mirrored the hue hidden underneath. She remained very still, suddenly aware of how close her hand was to his.
Trafalgar swallowed.
Then, without overthinking it further, he lifted his own hand.
His pinky hooked around hers.
It wasnât a vow sworn before witnesses, nor a pact sealed by blood or power. Just a promise, small enough to fit between two fingers, fragile in the way only honest things are. For Aubrelle, it meant more than secrecy. It meant being seen without judgment. Being allowed to lay down a part of herself she never showed on the battlefield. Not as an heir. Not as a weapon. But as a girl trusting someone enough to hold what she carried.