Itās raining outside, and the rain is quite heavy.
As for the bloody smell, it must be monsters approaching the train and then getting slayed. He wasnāt worried; these days spent on the Constant Star Train, he had already witnessed its might.
If even the Constant Star Train canāt withstand, then he has nothing to worry about; it means the heavens want him dead.
Even if Master Mang has to die, itās only normal for him to die.
Silently tiptoeing back to his place, the weather turned a bit cold, but fortunately, Master Mang turned on the air conditioning, making the carriage quite warm. Due to exhaustion, he soon fell back into a deep sleep.
The sound of the torrential rain faintly echoed near his ears.
The earthy smell of the rain partially seeped into the train.
For some reason, he slept even sounder.
For a moment, he forgot he was in Doomsday, but felt he was back in his apartment before the apocalypse, with pouring rain outside, a holiday tomorrow with no work, being able to sleep in naturally, waking up to order a luxurious $40 takeout to reward himself, and spending a day playing on his phone.
Half-conscious, he dreamed a lot.
He dreamt that all monsters were killed, Doomsday finally ended, and the Constant Star Train broke through the planet, starting interstellar travel, and he, as a three-digit numbered resident of the train, became one of the veterans on the Constant Star Train, enjoying excellent treatment.
He also dreamed of marrying a gentle and virtuous woman, having a child together, and opening history books to tell the child all encountered after the arrival of Doomsday.
He dreamed a lot.
Perhaps because all were good dreams, the man fallen into a deep sleep had a slight smile creeping at the edge of his lips.
...
In Guard Carriage No. 7.
Most guards were asleep, only Team 2 members sat near the window, watching outside the captain fighting zombies. They should have been patrolling outside the train tonight but due to special circumstances, they had to return inside.
Besides Team 2 members, someone else wasnāt sleeping.
Old Pig wrapped in a blanket pushed open the compartment door and walked out, looking at Biaozi who was dazing at the window, lit a cigarette and sat beside him, casually saying: "Still not sleeping?"
The trainās fresh air system was good; the smoke would be directly expelled outside without lingering inside the carriage.
"Mm."
Biaozi looked complexly at the mecha spinning and leaping in the rainy night, paused for a while then softly said: "I also want to own a mecha."
"Is it something you can have just by wanting it?"
Old Pig sighed lightly, then patted Biaoziās shoulder.
"As long as your Physical Comprehensive Quality meets the standard, how could Master Mang not prepare one for you? He gives it but you canāt use it. Sleep soon, tomorrow morning your Team 1 is responsible for patrol and alert."
"Mm."
Biaozi nodded, turned to Old Pig ready to say something, suddenly noticed the thick hair on Old Pigās head, subconsciously asked: "Where did you find the wig?"
"What wig." Old Pig rolled his eyes irritably: "I went to the Medical Cabin with a Fixed Star Coupon, and the hair grew back. From now on, you wonāt have a chance to see me bald."
"Did Mountain Catās girlfriend go there too?"
"Mm, that one, but I didnāt treat full-body, too expensive, just treated the hair, otherwise thereās nothing wrong, just some usual wear of body organs."
"Usual wear of body organs sounds very robotic."
"Indeed a bit, the Medical Cabin is set that way, each organās intactness level is that much, no disease names, sounds a bit robotic."
Biaozi withdrew his gaze from Old Pig, said nothing, just turned to look outside: "Why arenāt you sleeping?"
"Hard to sleep."
Old Pig tightened the blanket on his body, sat at the window along Biaoziās gaze watching the zombies nearly infinitely pouring toward the train under the stormy night, paused for a while and then softly spoke in a complex tone.
"Feels everything is too unreal, worried that Iāll wake up and itās just a dream."
"You, me, and Yan Yao are different, weāve been hiding and fleeing all the way since Doomsday began, my name Old Pig has flickered countless times in King Yamaās Book of Life and Death."
"You mentioned, those surviving Doomsday arenāt good people."
"I think another point should be added, those surviving in Doomsday have extremely strong psychological quality, weaker ones wouldāve committed suicide long ago."
"Got used to fleeing."
"Got used to not knowing when youāll die."
"Suddenly arriving at the Constant Star Train feels really unfamiliar, like a dream. Last time with Master Mang on Master Kunās train facing Corpse Tide, I, along with Master Mang, were prepared to die; the corpse stink drilled straight into my mind, I even imagined how zombies would tear my body apart."
"I was bald then, easier for hair falling."
"If zombies had this concern before eating humans."
"Itās been merely a few months."
Old Pig looked complexly outside at those zombies continuously rushing toward the carriage blade and being sliced into minced meat in the rainy night, after a silence he extinguished the cigarette in the nearby cola can.
"Now we can sit here, like chatting at home, quietly watch those zombies outside."
"I didnāt believe in fatalism before."
"Fatalism is when a particularly harmful disaster occurs, thereās always a protagonist assuming the task to save the world, but after meeting Master Mang, I suddenly began believing in fatalism."
"Do you think... youāll see a day when the Constant Star perishes?"
"..."
Biaozi also fell into silence for a moment then shook his head: "No, if thereās a day when the Constant Star truly perishes, then Iāll certainly die in front of the Constant Star."
"Is that so?"
Old Pig suddenly laughed: "You seemed to have an obsession with the Constant Star."
"Mm." Biaozi nodded, met Old Pigās eyes and helplessly shook his head saying: "Donāt know why, frankly speaking, the reason I have been looking for opportunities to make contributions, one is a strong desire to gain Master Mangās recognition, not for rewards, just want him to praise me a word."
"Praise that I, as the Guard Team 1ās captain, am rightly capable, able to shoulder a heavy responsibility."
"Another is to maintain my position, after all, Iām considered a veteran. If I fall behind newcomers on the Constant Star, it feels a bit disgraceful; itās human nature, you can understand."
"The last is."
"I genuinely hope the Constant Star gets better, I have no family left, the Constant Star is my only emotional solace in Doomsday, if the Constant Star is gone, then even if I survive, Iād wander aimlessly like a zombie, clueless on what to do, like a headless fly."
"For the Constant Star, Iād give up everything, like protecting family."
Old Pig again looked outside at those zombies like tidal waves: "Master Mang rarely praises people."
"Praised Li Shiji once."
"That lad is formidable, as if unlocked a Genetic Lock."
Biaozi said nothing more, just gazed outside falling into silence.
"Go sleep."
Old Pig sighed lightly, got up and patted Biaoziās back: "There are things to handle tomorrow, sleep early, donāt set flags, I genuinely fear youād die one day."
"Donāt take risks anymore."
"In the Constant Star youāre my only proper friend to converse with, if you died, thereād be no one to talk to."
"Feels lonely."
Biaozi didnāt respond, just waved to indicate understanding.
The zombies outside gradually decreased, even those like tidal waves couldnāt withstand such death pace.
Just like.
No matter how bleak the night, eventually his dawn will arrive.
And before that, just survive, strive to live until witnessing that dawn.