720: Chapter 720: Lack of Confidence (1)_1 720: Chapter 720: Lack of Confidence (1)_1 Gu Qingheng didnât speak, but just laid his head in the crook of her neck, deeply inhaling the unique, delicate fragrance of her body.
The unease and irritation of the past three days finally began to dissipate, and the emptiness in his heart that had lasted for three days was slowly being filledâŠ
Yang Ruxin felt the fluctuations in his emotions and did not pursue her questions any further but simply allowed him to hold her, until he calmed down.
Then she raised her head, âGu Qingheng, are you scared?â
Gu Qingheng nodded, âI feel so useless.
If only I could see and walk, then I could be with you.
But nowâŠâ He laughed self-deprecatingly, âYou donât know, these three days without you, I suddenly became very afraid, very insecure.
I was afraid you wouldnât come back, afraid that youâŠâ Even though he believed Xinxin had him in her heart, Xinxin was too outstanding for her own good.
She probably didnât realize it, but she possessed a kind of charm that made people want to be close to her unconsciously, to gravitate towards her.
He truly feared that someone better than himself would appear and take her away.
Yang Ruxin placed a hand on his lips and giggled, âGu Qingheng, I should be the one with such thoughts.
I was worried that, in these few days I was gone, someone else might have whisked you awayâŠ
You canât see, but those women look at you as if they want to swallow you upâŠâ She pouted her lips adding, âOh, and thereâs a chubby girl in town who wants to keep you for herselfâŠâ
âNo one can snatch me away except you,â Gu Qingheng had calmed down and laughed along, âI only want you to keep meâŠâ
âThatâs more like it.â Yang Ruxin laughed as well.
âBut what if one day, you meet someone who looks better than me, someone more capable?â Gu Qinghengâs tone sounded a bit childish.
âCold salad,â Yang Ruxin pinched Gu Qinghengâs nose.
âDo you think you look like a big turnip?
How excellent must genes be optimized to look as good as you do?â
âWhat are genes, what optimal?â Gu Qingheng frowned.
âAnyway, it means not just anyone has the chance to look like you do.â Yang Ruxin stretched her hand out to rub his face.
âWhat if one day I become disfigured, orâŠâ
âTsk tsk!â Yang Ruxin hastily spat twice at the ground, âGu Qingheng, canât you say something nice?
Iâm being very serious now when I tell you, indeed, I fancy your looks, but thatâs only because I like you as a person first.
If it were someone I didnât care for, even if they were better looking than you, I wouldnât spare them a second glance.
You should know, even the looks of the lords and kings donât compare to you, but I donât like them, so I donât think theyâre good-lookingâŠâ
Gu Qingheng suddenly laughed like a fool.
âYou bear,â Yang Ruxin mussed up his face a bit, then got out of bed, âAlright, no more silly thoughts.
You should rest up.
It was my fault for upsetting you a little earlier.
I should go freshen up now, and weâll talk more over dinner tonightâŠâ
Gu Qingheng didnât say anything this time.
Now that the girl was back, his heart had returned to its place.
Just as Yang Ruxin was tidying up her clothes to leave, she suddenly remembered something, turned back, and took out the Feiyang Dart Bureau token, placing it in Gu Qinghengâs hand: âDidnât need to use it.â
Gu Qingheng pushed it back to her, âJust didnât need to use it for now.
Keep it.
If you have to go out on business, you might be able to use it.
The token can be used to call on manpower from the Feiyang Dart Bureau.â