Yang Anshi was immediately so excited that she kept exclaiming.
"Alright, donāt get too excited. You still canāt see through it, can you?" Yang Peili let out a long sigh, "Just a few days ago, I met Fourth Uncle by the river. Heās already eighty years old, but he seems even more spirited than before. Looking at him, I seem older."
Yang Anshiās hand moved slightly, grabbing the broom, but she didnāt hit with it.
"The old man probably still canāt bear it. After all, when he came to Dapu East Village with his family, it was my parents who helped him settle down. So, even now, heās willing to give me a few pointers, unlike others who avoid me when they see me." Yang Peili smiled as he held his smoking pipe, "At that time, he didnāt say much. He just took a bamboo stick, gently broke it, and then flicked it onto me. The first time didnāt hurt much, but gradually he increased the force, and the power of the bamboo stick bouncing back on me grew stronger. By the last time, it was like this." Saying this, despite the cold in the room, he lifted his clothes, revealing his thin and bony back with a long red mark that had faded but hinted at the pain it must have caused.
Yang Anshiās eyes widened instantly.
Yang Peili knew she saw it clearly, and only then did he put down his jacket: "After Fourth Uncle finished, he just left." Then he smiled, "These days, Iāve been pondering over this while eating and sleeping, and Iāve finally figured out a bit of the mystery."
Yang Anshi looked at Yang Peili, her lips moved.
"One cannot always be suppressed. When pressed too hard, there will be a rebound; the greater the pressure, the greater the rebound, and it would eventually rebound on the one applying pressure." Yang Peili looked at Yang Anshi, "Just like our family, the children are all our children, but your heart was biased. Itās one thing to be biased, but you were too biased. Those who were willing to be suppressed in the beginning were filial, but unfortunately, you didnāt understand. However, even the most filial people will resist if pressed too hard." Now, the eldest is dead, the eldestās family has severed ties with them, and Xiaowu would rather sell himself than return to the old house; thatās the rebound.
"Of course, Iām also responsible. If I had curbed your bias back then, it wouldāve been better, but unfortunately, I acquiesced, acquiesced to your talk of Baiheās wealthy fate, acquiesced to your harsh treatment of the Da Fang family, acquiesced to..." Yang Peili suddenly stopped and waved his hand, "Whatās past is past, but I didnāt expect that this kind of acquiescence would harm the entire Yang Family. In fact, the wealthy fate clearly mentioned Dani..."
"You..." Guilt flickered in Yang Anshiās eyes.
"The eldest daughter-in-law and children, as well as the fifth, were all good. You know that in your heart but just refuse to admit it."
"Juanzi, youāve been muddleheaded all your life. Whatās happening now is retribution, but donāt worry, Iāll take care of you because I have a part in this outcome, and I must bear it." Yang Peili climbed off the kang, stood there, and pulled the quilt up for Yang Anshi, "Actually, this is fine too. You eat when hungry, sleep when tired, no more troubles to deal with, living out the rest of your days peacefully, that counts as a blessing too. Sometimes, one shouldnāt be too greedy. The elderly often say, ābite off more than you can chew,ā and itās not without reason."
Yang Anshi made no further sound but raised her eyes to the ceiling. The wooden beams had turned pitch black, and there was a spider web in the corner with a little bug struggling in it, but shortly it ceased to move, while a black spider crept slowly over...
As she watched, Yang Anshiās vision suddenly blurred, and the scene before her shifted. She saw herself when she was young, saw the young Yang Peili, the bright red wedding dress so vivid... Later, she seemed to see the scene when this house was built, green brick big tile house, the best house in a ten-mile radius, and the people around looked at her with envy...
In a daze, she saw her eldest son Yang Baiyue slowly walking towards her: "Mother, are you okay?"
Yang Anshi hurriedly shook her head: "Mother is not okay, not okay at all."
"Then come with me, Mother. Iāll take you away from all this bad." Yang Baiyue walked over to her, holding her hand: "In the future, thereāll only be good left."
"But..."
"Mother, letās go. This place no longer belongs to us..."
"Alright, Iāll go with you." Yang Anshi smiled, reversed her grip on her sonās hand, and slowly rose to leave, but as she reached the courtyard, she couldnāt help but look back, "Your dad will be alone now."
"Letās go." Yang Baiyue tightly held Yang Anshiās hand and slowly floated away into the distance.
Yang Anshi looked back at the increasingly blurred scene, tears falling one after another. If there were another life, she would definitely be a good wife and a good mother, not like this life, where she spoiled good days...
At this moment, Yang Ruxin was chatting at Li Zhongās house.
The twin babies, Baojin and Baoyin, were already eight months old. Because of better living conditions now, Wang Hehuaās milk was especially good. They began adding supplementary food like egg custard, so they were particularly sturdy and could crawl very swiftly. The area around the kang was surrounded with quilts so the little fellows could play by themselves inside.
"Aunt Hehua, actually, thereās nothing bad about Xiaoxiang marrying Xie Tai," Yang Ruxin smiled at Aunt Heās conflicted appearance, "After all, the Xie Family has both money and power, ensuring Xiaoxiangās lifetime stability, right?"
"But I just canāt set my mind at ease." Wang Hehua shook her head and sighed, "That Xie Family is a high-ranking household to us, and Xiaoxiangās temperament is straightforward. How would she understand the complexities of a large family? Of course, I donāt understand either, but havenāt we seen it in operas before? āEntering a Marquis Gate is as deep as the sea...ā"
"Haha." Yang Ruxin laughed, "Aunt Hehua, youāre overthinking. Xiaoxiang isnāt foolish, and besides, though the Xie Family is a high-ranking household, our family isnāt without its capabilities," she said, raising her eyebrows slightly.
"You..."
"Aunt Hehua, sitting before you now is the proper Third-rank Madam Ruyi, on par with the Governor of Changhuai State, Governor Lin Lang. My husband is now also a Fifth-rank General, who has distinguished himself in battle." Yang Ruxin took Hehuaās hand, "My god-sister, who would dare to look down on her? Moreover, Uncle Zhong is one of my major managers; thereās a saying, isnāt there? āA seventh-rank official in front of a prime ministerās door.ā Although Iām not the Prime Minister, my major manager must also be highly regarded in Beijing..."