Veylor had woken up forty minutes ago and been moved down the hall. The other expedition member who was a reincarnator had also come around and been relocated.
But... Apollo was breathing steadily in the roomâs single bed, his chest rising and falling with the even rhythm of someone deeply under rather than injured. He hasnât woken up yet, and of course, it was because of someoneâ doing.
Mireya sat in the chair beside the bed and looked at him.
âWhy... why didnât Apollo wake up like the others...?â Mireya thought. âIs this some kind of karma for me...?â
âMiss Elizabeth said that Apollo had it worse just because he was the Apostle of Life...â Mireya clenched her fists. âWhy does everything start to go downhill when that man is around...?â
The door opened behind her. She didnât need to look to know who it was.
"Heâs not waking up," she said, and for now she didnât want to accuse him.
"Yeah, seems like it," Rex said.
"Veylor woke up, and... the other one woke up." She was looking at Apollo. "The suppression should be wearing off at the same rate as them."
"It should," Rex said.
The room remained silent. Mireya glanced at Apollo, then shifted her gaze to the floor, and finally looked at Rex, her expression revealing that she had repeated the same calculation and reached the same conclusion twice.
"The ring," she said.
Rex said nothing.
"The suppression doesnât fade on its own," she said. "It fades when the ring stops putting out the field, and you have the ring."
"I know it..." Her voice was very controlled. "Itâs you... Youâre keeping him under."
Rex looked at her without confirmation or denial.
"... ..."
"Please say something!" she said. "Donât leave me hanging like this!"
"You already know the answer," Rex said. "And... you donât need me to confirm it."
Mireya gritted her teeth with her fists clenched hard. "I want to hear you say it!"
"Whyâs that?" Rex said. "Are you going to accuse me again like before?"
"Because I want to know if youâre at least honest about it."
"Iâm always honest when thereâs no cost to honesty," Rex said. "Although, it is true that I have the ring."
"The suppression is active because I have chosen to keep it that way. Apollo will awaken when I decide itâs time for him to wake up."
Mireya stared at him. "Youâre just going to say it like that."
"You asked me to say it, right?" Rex said. "There you go, I said it."
"Why...?" she said. "Why do you do this to me...? To Apollo...?"
"Because you were going to keep talking," Rex said. "And if Apollo wakes up and hears your version of events before the context is established, the conversation becomes significantly more complicated."
He paused just to look at the ring. "The suppression isnât harmful, and I know it because I already studied about it."
"Heâs in a resting state, and heâll be entirely functional the moment it releases."
Mireyaâs hands rested flat on her knees, her jaw clenched tightly. She glanced at Apollo, then turned her gaze to Rex, her expression reflecting the realization of a truth she had hoped was not the case.
"This is exactly what I said," she said. "I said this in front of Miss Elizabeth and all of them."
"And nobody believed me."
"I know," Rex said. "But itâs too late for you because my reputation is already at its highest."
"You never learn from someone close, huh...?" Rex walks closer. "I already have everyoneâs good opinion, while Apollo is still in between good and bad because of âthatâ incident."
"You were making claims you couldnât prove at the time," Rex said. "This is a different situation."
"This is the same situation," Mireya said. "Itâs been the same situation the entire time." â
"You do things and then you make sure no one can verify them!" Mireya pointed at him. "I know that thereâs something wrong with you...! You are a manipulative man!"
"Well, yes," Rex said. "Thatâs accurate."
Mireya studied him, noting the flatness of his acknowledgment. It felt different from a typical argument. She had braced herself for deflection or an explanation.
Instead, she encountered a man who simply agreed.
"Youâre not even going to try to defend yourself," she said. "So it is true..."
"From what, huh?" Rex said. "Youâre in a room alone with me and a person Iâm choosing to keep unconscious."
"You already know what Iâm doing and why." Rex raised both his arms. "Defending myself to you right now would be a performance for an audience of one who already has the complete information."
He looked at her. "Why would I even fucking bother?"
Mireya was quiet.
"You want me to act like Iâm accountable to you," Rex said. "Iâm not."
"The people Iâm accountable to are the people whose trust I need and whose trust I have."
"You are not currently in that group."
"Apollo would be," Mireya said, "if he were awake."
"Womp, womp... Apollo trusts me," Rex said. "I know what Apolloâs position is, and I want you to remember that they said I was the savior who prevented your boyfriend from being punished in Aethelgard."
"His position right now is not going to produce the outcome youâre hoping for, which is why the order of events matters."
"Youâve thought about this carefully," Mireya said.
"I think about everything carefully," Rex said. "Thatâs how I live, but for you... not so much because of how naive you are."
She remained quiet for a long moment as she looked at his face, and then she spoke. "From that expression and words..."
"You want something from me to make Apollo wake up, huh?" She said it with a flat and direct tone, the tone of someone who has decided that clarity is more productive than anything else.
Rex crossed to the chair beside hers and sat down. "You stood in front of that group tonight and said things that are accurate, but I would prefer not to be accurate within their shared understanding."
"The damage is manageable but real," he paused. "Tomorrow morning, you will look at Talyra, Aisella, and Nerith, knowing that they spent their evening believing you made a poor decision from a disadvantageous position."
"Thatâs a weight youâre going to carry for a long time in a network of people where my account is the established version."
Mireya said nothing.
"What I want," Rex said, "is an apology that corrects that impressionânot a quiet one, but a substantive one, in front of the people who heard your account tonight, that closes the issue clearly."
Mireya looked at him. "And Apollo wakes up."
"Before breakfast," Rex said.
"And if I donât...?" she said.
Rex looked at her with the patient, level attention he brought to situations that didnât require urgency because the conclusion was already determined. "Then he doesnât wake up before breakfast."
"He wakes up when I decide he wakes up, which could be tonight, which could be tomorrow afternoon, which could be two days from now..."
"When we return to Aethelgard, you will be confronted with a version of events in which you made unfounded accusations in front of Elizabeth and the entire expedition, while Apollo was not present to hear your account because he was still unconscious." He paused. "The suppression doesnât damage him."
"But two days of it means two days of questions from everyone about why he hasnât recovered at the same rate as Veylor, and the answer to that question is one I control."
"Just as I thought... youâre not a good person," Mireya said. "And itâs already too late for me to tell on you because they probably are tired hearing me..."
"I know," Rex said. "Youâve mentioned it."
"Iâm going to say it every time itâs relevant," she said. "So you know I havenât forgotten."
"You can say it as many times as you want," Rex said. "It doesnât change the structure of this conversation."
She glanced at Apollo, then at the outline of the ring in Rexâs pocket, visible through the fabric of his jacket. Finally, she turned her gaze to Rex, her expression reflecting someone measuring the gap between their current reality and their expectations.
"You had this planned from the canyon," she said.
"From shortly after the canyon," Rex said. "The broad shape of it, yes."
"And the Key," she said.
Rex said nothing.
"That wasnât an accident either," she said.
"Thatâs a separate conversation," Rex said.
"Is it?" she said. "Or is it the same conversation about the same pattern?"
Rex looked at her with the mild expression of someone who finds the observation accurate and has no particular objection to her having made it.
"Maybe," he said. "That still doesnât change the structure of this conversation."
She sat with this for a long moment. Then she said, "And my account... what I said tonight..."
"Becomes a misread from someone who took an electrical hit and was processing a difficult afternoon," Rex said. "Which is also accurate."
"Itâs accurate and convenient," she said.
"Yes," Rex said. "Both things are true."
"You do that a lot," Mireya said. "You say yes when someone points out something that should be a problem for you... itâs like agreeing with them removes the problem."
"It removes the debate," Rex said. "Thatâs different."
"Youâre right that itâs convenient and youâre also right that itâs accurate."
"Agreeing with both doesnât require me to choose which one is more important."
Mireya turned her gaze to Apollo, studying him intently. She watched him for what felt like a long time, taking in the serene expression of someone in deep sleep, the lack of any visible distress, and the steady rise and fall of his chest.
"How long have you been doing this?" she said.
"Doing what?" Rex said.
"This," she said, and made a small gesture that encompassed the room and Rex and the ring and the situation in its entirety. "Operating this wayâcalculating every detail in advance and ensuring youâre positioned at every exit before initiating the conversation."