Volume 3 Extra Chapter 1: Trial of the Gods and Sereriputaâs True Intentions (4/4)
âThatâs true, but⊠He became younger since coming to this world, right?ăHis mentality has also grown younger, so apparently, his force of will has also grown looser. And for a moment, he was swept away by his emotions. Because of that he panicked and wanted to fix himself.
Heâs also been living in the forest and was hunting animals and fighting bandits, so for the longest time he was in an environment were the act of âkillingâ was normal. That might have also helped loosen his will.
Personally, I think itâs normal for people to think of killing others when theyâre angry or have a grudge. In a sense, itâs a given. Of course, itâs another story altogether to be able to pull it off or not, but in my opinion, having no such thoughts whatsoever is stranger.â [Sereriputa]
ââŠIn other words, Ryouma accepts killing as necessary in order to live, but at the same time, he thinks itâs abnormal and considers himself dangerous. That sounds like a contradiction to me, but thatâs about it, right?â [Fernoberia]
âAh, yeah. I think Fernoberia put it the best. Ryouma recognizes heâs a dangerous person. Thatâs why although he wants to be with other people, he feels a sense of discomfort.ăâThis is not a place where I belong. This is not a place where something like me should beâ.
âI should be gentle to others but harsh to myselfâăâI have to be goodâ âI have to be unselfishâ âI have to be useful to others, or else Iâll have no worthâ⊠Something like that?ăFrom a humanâs perspective, that might be a virtue, but Ryouma-kun takes it too far. His evaluation of himself is too low.
Itâs because of that that no matter how poorly people treats him, he just accepts it. Itâs also the reason why he so recklessly tries to repay people who are kind to him. Unfortunately, heâs not aware of any of this at all.â [Sereriputa]
Sereriputa heaved a deep sigh, then he spoke once again to wrap everything said so far.
ââFree Loveâ might sound nice, but if you do this and that for others, the greedy society of humans will just take you for a sucker. Depending on the perspective, they could also take such actions as contempt for those who work to be compensated.
When such actions cause frictions with your surroundings, then what?ăIt would still be fine if Ryouma became defiant or abandoned his responsibility and left, but unfortunately, his personality wonât permit that. In all likelihood heâll either take on someoneâs anger or slander head on, and then he might even accommodate demands made from him.
Unless the fundamentally distorted unconscious part of him is fixed, his actions can never truly be corrected. It seems like itâs going to get noisy around him from now on, so when push comes to shove and he still doesnât reflect over his actions⊠If he keeps that up, one day, his body or soul, or maybe both will break.
When that time comes, I can bring him to an uninhabited island or give him a powerful divine protection like the ancestor of the mermaid tribe and make it possible for him to live under water. It would be best for him to completely leave human society. Even if something happens to him outside of it, the damage will be minimal at most.
The human world is something that will naturally change over time. The same is true for Ryouma-kun. Thatâs why thereâs no need to hurry. It would be best if he could spend time in a place he could calm down and stabilize himselfâŠâ [Sereriputa]
âI see. So youâve thought it through that much.â [Gayn]
The other gods agreed with Gayn and silence filled the room.
And thenâŠ
âThatâs unexpected. You kept talking about how boring Ryouma was, and yetâŠâ [Willieris]
âI may have said that observing his current life isnât any fun, but I donât recall ever saying that I had no interest in him personally or that I hated him.ăBesides, I do my best to treat all lives equally. Even if Iâm not interested, Iâll still accommodate them accordingly.â [Sereriputa]
Willieris said unapologetically, though she wasnât able to finish her piece.
Even if she had a relationship akin to cats and dogs with Sereriputa, she still felt she said too muchâ
âWell, to be honest though, I actually love kids like him whoâre able to struggle despite suffering and squirming so much.â [Sereriputa]
ââŠâ [The rest of the gods]
âThe moment he said that, the rest of the gods went blank.
Sereriputa didnât notice anything amiss and continued to run his mouth.
He sounded really excited for some reason, and his voice grew louder and louder.
âHow do I put it? I guess you could say heâs akin to a baby fish that had most of its body eaten but is still alive. Or maybe like an ant thrown into antlion pit but somehow managed to survive? Either way, heâs someone who desperately struggled from the claws of death. Donât you think itâs amazing how there could be such a brilliant life forceâ?â [Sereriputa]
It was here that Sereriputa finally realize it. The surrounding gods either had their eyes turned white or were so fed up they could only look at themselves.
âSereriputa⊠A guy like you is reallyâŠâ [Kirillel]
âArenât you more twisted than Ryouma?â [Kufo]
âI donât really want to find fault with other peopleâs preferences, butâŠâ [Gayn]
âCouldnât you have worded it better? Something like âI can feel the value of lifeâ or âhis effort to stay alive is amazingâ or âIâm going to support himâ?â [Fernoberia]
âAnd here I was admiring you for a moment. How blind could I have been?â [Tekun]
âI donât ever want to be liked by you.â [Rurutia]
âThere you go running your mouth again. I donât even.â [Grimp]
âHuh? W-Wait a moment! Whatâs with this atmosphere?â [Sereriputa]
âSereriputa.â [Willieris]
Willieris called out his name. But the way she looked at him was completely different from before.
âUwaah!ăWhatâs with that face!? Youâre scary!ăWerenât you looking all glum just a while ago!?â [Sereriputa]
âOh, yes. I was wondering just why it was that I had to reflect over what Iâd done. Fu fu, fu fu fu fu.â [Willieris]
ââŠWerenât you guys going to forgive me?â [Sereriputa]
âIt did seem like that for a moment, didnât it? Unfortunately, it was only for a moment⊠Anyway, your plan was to make us feel sentimental by talking about Ryouma and then run away from your crimes, right!?â [Willieris]
âHuh!?ăThatâs a false accusation!ăAnd at the very least, you guys should reduce my punishment because of my achievements from determining the plans of the earth god or because of how I dealt with Ryouma!â [Sereriputa]
âSo you did have an agenda!â [Willieris]
âUwaah, youâre such a pain. Wait a minute, you guys. This is supposed to be a court of some sort, right?ăYou canât just let this woman do whatever she wants!â [Sereriputa]
âThatâs right⊠Weâll change locations and discuss the matter again, and then make a decision. Willieris, weâll leave you behind to keep watch, so accompany him for awhile. Now then, let us be off.â [Gayn]
âAh!ăHey!ăGayn!?ăGuys!?â [Sereriputa]
None of the gods responded as they left one after another. The only ones left behind was a Sereriputa bound to a chair and a Willieris who stood up and approached him.
âEveryone is gone now.â [Willieris]
âYeah.â [Sereriputa]
âIâm sure theyâll be able to think of a fitting punishment. Until then I have a lot to say. So make sure you listen until the end, okay?â [Willieris]
âUwaah⊠I-I might actually pass on before Ryouma doesâŠâ [Sereriputa]
After this Willieris gave Sereriputa a sermon he would never forget. By the time the rest of the gods came back, Sereriputa looked like a dried up corpse.
Tl Note: Weâre caught up again, but there are usually two releases per month, so maybe thereâll be a new RAW chapter by next week.
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