Chapter 353: Chapter 228 Chapter 353: Chapter 228 Xu Jie still wore a mask, but now he was able to look directly into Wenyanâs eyes when he spoke.
Although his voice had lost its subtle modulations due to damage to his vocal cords.
But Wenyan could still feel the gentleness in his tone and the fatherly love of a father for his daughter.
âWenyan, I donât know what your family members usually call you. May I call you Yanyan?â
âOf course, thatâs what they also call me.â
Xu Jie nodded: âYanyan.â
He tentatively called out once, as if even those two characters were as precious to him.
âYanyan, everything about you is like a gift from heaven to me. Iâm genuinely happy that you exist in this world, and Iâm glad youâre doing so well, truly, these are my heartfelt thoughts. But please forgive me, I really donât want to scare you.
âYour eyes are beautiful, as beautiful as your motherâs. What you should see are beautiful things, not a face like mine. I really, really am sorry for you and your mother, I donât know how to repay you in this lifetime. All I can do now is to not disturb you, not to burden you, not to cause you any embarrassment or fear. Thatâs why I canât take off this mask today.â
In fact, Wenyan could understand Xu Jieâs current thoughts.
She nodded slightly: âI understand. Iâm not insisting on anything, nor will I do anything that makes you uncomfortable. However, youâre wrong about one thing, youâre not an unpleasant thing in my eyes. My mother appeared in my dream and said she didnât blame you, so you shouldnât feel guilty anymore.
âBeing adopted into such a good family from the orphanage may also be the fortune youâve earned for me. By helping the children at the orphanage with their education, a great benefactor came and took me home. Theyâve given me the love of family, a comfortable life, an education, and the chance to see the worldâI believe all this has something to do with you.
âOtherwise, with so many orphans in the world, why was it me who was adopted by such a kind-hearted family?â
Wenyanâs words greatly comforted Xu Jie.
He was once again moved to tears: âThe Shen Family are kind-hearted people, and you are very kind too. Theyâve raised you well. If this is the karma Iâve brought you, then itâs really wonderful. I will continue to do good with the time I have left.â
A person must have purpose and belief, especially someone like Xu Jie in his situation. Wenyan supported his charity work, but altruism should also be tempered by oneâs own circumstances.
âXu Dad,â Wenyan thought for a moment and still offered some advice, âI admire what youâre doing, but you should also ensure your own living conditions are met. I heard from Director Wang that you donate almost all of your allowance, living off the meager salary you earn from watching over the factory. Have you considered changing your current situation?â
Xu Jie shook his head: âI wonât move away, and I sought that job myself; at the beginning, I even worked without any salary. Iâve told you before, that place used to be your motherâs and my home. As long as itâs not demolished, I will never leave it until I die.
âLater, the person in charge of the park learned about my situation and insisted on paying me a salary. You may think itâs just a tin shack, but it has everything it needs, including air conditioning, a kitchen, and a solar water heater on the roof. Iâm really not living as poorly as you think.
âI have property back in my hometown too; itâs just that I donât want to live there. Only in that tin shack do I feel at ease. Growing crops year-round, raising catsâI truly find it a satisfying life.
âNow that I know of your existence, I can even look up your videos on my phone every day and send you messages if you donât mind. Every now and then, I can come and talk to your mother too. These are things Iâve never dared to hope for in the past decade, do you understand? I feel very fortunate now. I donât want to change anything.
âI donât need you to help improve anything for me, nor do I want you to bear any legal responsibility towards me. Being able to hear you call me Xu Dad is already more than enough for me.â
âAlright.â Wenyan sighed softly in her heart, truly, there are many different people and many ways of living. Each person has a different way of surviving and living in this world.