Chapter 696: Chapter 658: Heading South (First Update)
"Your Highness, whatās wrong?" The food box fell to the ground, but Eunuch Sanbao didnāt care. He cried while picking Zhao Xi up and placing him on the Kui Dragon Pattern Couch. After that, he went out to instruct Mr. Mu to fetch the Imperial Physician and sent the little eunuch to run to Kunning Palace.
When Empress Qi heard the news and rushed over, she found her son had already lost consciousness.
She was stunned on the spot, "What happened here?"
Eunuch Sanbao wiped his tears and shook his head, "I donāt know. After dealing with Gu Yu, I came back from outside and found His Highness fainted."
Empress Qi frowned sharply, "Then what are you waiting for? Hurry up and fetch the Imperial Physician!"
"Iāve already sent someone to fetch him; he should be arriving soon." Eunuch Sanbao spoke while continuously shedding tears.
Jingzhe feared he would disturb the Empressās emotions and quickly advised, "His Highness is only sixteen; itās inevitable heād be scared by such incidents. Letās stop crying so the Empress can also bear the situation."
Whether the Empress would cry, Eunuch Sanbao didnāt know, but he really couldnāt hold back his tears. Hearing Jingzheās advice, he went outside, continuing to cry.
Poor His Highness, barely through his development, already facing such upheaval; heās only sixteen, how can he bear it?
After the Imperial Physician examined him, he said the Crown Prince fainted due to excessive fright, coupled with emotional blockage caused by worry and depression.
"Emotional blockage?" Empress Qiās face darkened.
The Imperial Physician sighed, "Itās commonly known as depression. Many in the harem end up despairing due to this illness. If not addressed soon, it doesnāt bode well. I urge the Empress to provide guidance and help His Highness recover his spirits quickly."
Empress Qiās heart was filled with complex emotions.
She didnāt anticipate the death of a minor female official would cause such harm to her son. If she had known earlier, what need was there to send Gu Yu or Wan Qiu to the Eastern Palace to disturb him?
Thinking of this, Empress Qi pressed the corner of her eye, calmly ordering, "All of you, leave."
Jingzhe immediately led everyone out of the hall to await the Imperial Physicianās prescription.
Only mother and son remained inside.
Empress Qi sat by the couch, reached out to touch Zhao Xiās forehead, her eyes reddened, "Xixi, itās all motherās fault. Itās mother who harmed you."
Seeing her sonās unconscious, pale face, she couldnāt help but shed tears.
As if sensing Empress Qiās presence, Zhao Xi slowly awakened.
Empress Qi, seeing this, nervously grasped his hand, "Xixi, mother is here, donāt be afraid."
"Mother..." Zhao Xiās voice was almost inaudible.
"Mother is here," Empress Qi choked.
Zhao Xi looked up at the pale blue canopy above, speaking softly, "Must a man have many wives and concubines? Must a Crown Prince have many concubines? Must an Emperor have three palaces and six courtyards?"
Empress Qi was stunned, "Silly child, what nonsense are you speaking? Since ancient times, which man hasnāt had many wives and concubines, which Emperor hasnāt had three palaces and six courtyards?"
"But I donāt want it." Zhao Xi recalled Wan Qiuās blood-covered appearance, his spirit collapsing into a state he couldnāt escape, "I wanted them, yet I couldnāt protect them. If I canāt protect them, if todayās incident will repeat in the future, why didnāt I refuse from the start?"
Empress Qi patiently explained, "Because you are the Crown Prince, whether or not you ascend the throne in the future, you bear the responsibility to continue the Imperial familyās legacy."
"Continuing the legacy."
Zhao Xi let out a bitter smile, slowly closed his eyes, unwilling to speak further.
Empress Qi said with heartache, "Xixi, Wan Qiuās matter is just an accident, donāt dwell on it. Besides, she was merely a lowly bedroom maid, to have been favored by you for one night before her death was a fortune from three lifetimes. I believe she wouldnāt blame you for failing to protect her."
"But I blame myself." Zhao Xiās mind echoed Song Yuanbaoās words from that day.
āāIf you canāt protect them, why have so many women? Keep only those you can protect, isnāt that enough?
Empress Qi looked at him with heartache, "Silly child, what you will face in the future will be much more cruel than today. If you trap yourself with this incident and fail to move forward, how will you cope later?"
Zhao Xi didnāt respond, as if he had fallen asleep.
Empress Qi then stopped speaking, gently replaced his hand, and tucked him in with the brocade quilt.
The tea room had brewed medicine and brought it over; Zhao Xi frowned, refusing to drink even a sip.
Empress Qi took the medicine bowl from Jingzheās hand, "Xixi, come, drink the medicine, and youāll be well."
Zhao Xi didnāt open his mouth. She tried to feed him several times but couldnāt get him to drink. Eventually, she gave up, worrying, "Itās such a grand month, how can you go on like this?"
Zhao Xi turned over, faced away from Empress Qi, refusing to acknowledge anyone.
Jingzhe suggested, "Empress, perhaps we should go back for now. Let His Highness rest. Maybe after a good sleep, heāll feel better."
Empress Qi nodded, reached out to adjust Zhao Xiās quilt corner, and said to his back, "Iāll leave for now, Iāll come to see you again tomorrow."
After sending off Empress Qi, Eunuch Sanbao sat on the embroidered stool in front of Zhao Xiās couch, sighing continuously.
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After Song Yuanbao returned home, the more he thought, the more he regretted speaking those words to Zhao Xi.
Zhao Xi, born in the Royal Family and raised with traditional norms, is also the result of Emperor Guangxiās legacy; how could he demand Zhao Xiās harem have fewer women?
The more he thought, the more he felt he was excessive. Song Yuanbao tossed and turned, unable to sleep, silently praying Zhao Xi wouldnāt harbor a psychological burden over his words, or heād be guilty beyond redemption.
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Zhao Xi was ill, with symptoms similar to when Song Yuanbao had just left the palace.
He couldnāt eat, couldnāt sleep; even after falling asleep, heād be startled awake by any noise outside, unwilling to speak to anyone after waking.
All the Imperial Physicians said it was depression. Medication alone wouldnāt help; His Highness must see through it himself, or things would worsen eventually.
Empress Qi visited several times daily, speaking all sorts of words, but Zhao Xi showed no reaction, not eating from morning till night, looking despondent and haggard.
Emperor Guangxi heard of this and personally came to see him.
"What happened?" Standing before the Kui Dragon Pattern Couch, Emperor Guangxi deeply frowned, his expression quite displeased.
On the way, he heard that a bedroom maid in the Crown Princeās harem was murdered, causing Zhao Xi to drastically change in temperament from that day, becoming silent and refusing to eat.
A father knows his son best.
Emperor Guangxi always knew Zhao Xi wasnāt one to easily show affection, but once he did, it was most troublesome.
So when Mr. Cui said it was due to a bedroom maidās death, Emperor Guangxi felt furious, a countryās Crown Prince, to become so distraught over a lowly maid, what decorum is this!
Mr. Cui, seeing Emperor Guangxiās displeasure, quickly advised, "Emperor, His Highnessās mental state is unwell now, please donāt get angry."
Emperor Guangxi sneered, "Iāve painstakingly nurtured a son for years, only for him to falter over a maid. Itās perplexing, what kind of celestial beauty was she, for you to abandon yourself so miserably over her?"
Eunuch Sanbao and all Eastern Palace attendants knelt on the ground, not daring to breathe.
Zhao Xi was awake, aware he was misunderstood, but he didnāt wish to explain.
For the first time in his life, he felt exhausted; a fatigue so deep, he couldnāt sleep if he closed his eyes.
Seeing Zhao Xi in such a state, Emperor Guangxi couldnāt contain his anger, "Where is the Imperial Physician? What did he say?"
Eunuch Sanbao softly answered, "Report to the Emperor, the Imperial Physician said, His Highness has a mental knot that he canāt untie, leading to his poor mental state. He shouldnāt be stimulated right now, as it wonāt be beneficial to His Highness."
"Wretched!" While others worried for the Crown Prince, Emperor Guangxi only wished to vent his frustration.
The Eastern Palace is the Crown Princeās domain, and whoever he chooses to favor should be beyond his fatherās interference. But if the Crown Prince disregards his health, abstaining from food and drink, itās equivalent to disrespecting the Emperor and the people!
Yet anger turned to heartache; his declared Crown Prince must be taught well, even if knelt.
So after venting his anger, Emperor Guangxi softened, sitting down, saying, "You are the Crown Prince; you shouldnāt be confined to romantic whims. Hereās the plan: After the New Year, Iāll arrange for you to go south for leisure. Arenāt you most fond of the Sixth Son of the Suzhou Yun Family? This time, let the Yun Family welcome you, and you can recuperate there for a period. How does that sound?"