Although he understood, he also felt a pang of bitterness. Not towards Lauren, of course. But because he realized once again his mistake. The way he confessed his feelings made it seem like they were only fleeting, as if he wouldnāt be around for the long run. It was understandable for Lauren to feel worried and uncertain.
Yet a part of him felt a bit happy. Lauren asking this meant he was considering a future with him, suggesting that his feelings were likely reciprocated. After all, Lauren wouldnāt be thinking about these things if he didnāt feel anything for him.
This was not the time to feel happy, though. As the person responsible for this situation, he should do everything he could to reassure Lauren and to help him lessen the anxiety heās feeling.
āI know my confession earlier might have seemed pretty half-hearted, and itās entirely my fault if it came off that way to you. But Lauren, my feelings for you are genuine. While Iām still figuring everything out, thereās one thing I am sure of: I care about you deeply. Iām not planning on going anywhere. What we have means a lot to me, and I want to see where it can go.
āYou deserve honesty and commitment, and Iām here to give you both. I donāt have all the answers right now. Thatās why I want to further explore this relationship with you. Letās take things one step at a time and see how we can grow together. Maybe, sooner or later, both of us could arrive at the same answer. I just hope you can give me a chance. Discover more content on m-vl-em-pyr
No, give us a chance. Please.ā
After saying everything in one go, Reas observed Laurenās reaction. From the start, he hadnāt taken his eyes off of him. So, he knew how the other reacted to every word he said.
From seriousness, to confusion, to embarrassment, and then back to confusion once again. Honestly, Reas couldnāt really tell what Lauren was feeling when he had those expressions. Of course, he could assume that the emotions he felt were the same as the expressions he had shown. But could it really be that straightforward?
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The good thing here was, knowing Lauren, he would definitely not hesitate to voice out his opinion. And that meant he didnāt have to play a guessing game with the other.
The confusion on Laurenās face slowly turned into⦠something else. Like a combination of embarrassment and shyness. As if it was only now that heās starting to register what Reas had said.
And that was indeed the case.
When Lauren asked Reas, he was only expecting a simple answer. Like, āYouāre right. Letās just forget that I confess to you.ā or āI canāt give you an answer right now, Iām sorry.ā Things like that. What he didnāt expect was a second round of confession.
Reas really laid it out bare, expressing his genuine feelings and intentions with a clarity that left him momentarily speechless. Instead of the dismissive or uncertain response he had anticipated, Lauren received a heartfelt explanation of Reasās thoughts and emotions.
Reas admitted his initial confession might have seemed half-hearted, but reassured Lauren of his deep care and commitment. He spoke of his desire to explore their relationship step by step, ensuring Lauren understood his sincerity and dedication. This unexpected but earnest confession left him feeling a mix of relief and hope.
Waitā why would he be feeling that way? Lauren almost slapped himself at the stupid question. Although he was very flustered right now, it didnāt mean that his IQ also plummeted.
The answer was really simple.
In response to Reasās heartfelt words, Lauren reached for his hand and held it tightly. He knew Reas could probably feel how fast his heart was beating from the pulse in his wrist, but that no longer mattered. If Reas didnāt hesitate to bare his heart, Lauren felt he should do the same. Gathering his courage, he looked straight into Reasās eyes.
āLetās do it,ā he finally said. āLetās give us a chance.ā
Reasā eyes widened when he heard that. āTruly?ā
āDo you really think I will be joking at this moment?ā Lauren asked back with a raised brow.
A big, bright smile appeared on Reasās face, and it was probably the first time Lauren had seen him smile like that. Who would have thought someone could become even more handsome just by smiling so widely? Unknowingly, a smile also spread across Laurenās lips.
āThank you for trusting me. Thank you for giving us a chance,ā Reas said, looking completely relieved and grateful. And then, as if he just remembered an important problem, he asked, āThen what does that make us now? Are we⦠dating?ā
Laurenās face immediately turned red at the question. Then he quickly took back his hand. āY-youā! Weāre only talking about giving each other a chance. Why are you suddenly jumping into ādatingā?ā
āBut we already established that we like each other, right? Doesnāt that mean that weāre dating?ā
Lauren wanted to say, āWhen did I say I like you?ā But he couldnāt, because the truth was, he did like Reas. He wouldnāt have started this conversation if he didnāt feel at least somewhat the same as the other. And Reas, being smart and all, knew that.
But then again, Lauren really disliked complicated situations. Thatās why he made sure that he would get a clear answer from Reas. Following that logic, it was better for their relationship to have a label rather than having it remain undefined. Especially since both of them had decided to explore this relationship more. They couldnāt exactly properly do that as friends, could they?
āFine. Letās date.ā
As soon as he said that, Reas suddenly hugged him, and Lauren felt a deep warmth spread through his entire body, making his heart race once again.
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