Chapter 1576: Chapter 1571: The Preciousness of Rong Yun
That night, Qin Muyan held Rong Yun and recounted all the past events related to Su Yingxue, from when he was gravely injured and saved by her, to the long journey he undertook to the Great Cheng Dynasty to propose to her, their time spent together, fighting fiercely for her, and then her return to the Great Wei Imperial Palace becoming Princess Zhao Hua, and then...
He gave his own warhorse to Su Yingxue as a parting gift.
And then...
On the nights and days he did not marry Rong Yun, he kept Su Yingxue in his heart, missing her deeply.
Longing that, in the next life, he could meet her earlier.
As Rong Yun listened, tears rolled down from her eyes. She did not cry and fuss about it, but instead lifted her little face to Qin Muyan and said, "What a pity, you couldnāt win her over."
"What nonsense you speak! If this prince had married her, I would never have met you," Qin Muyan said, his rough fingertips wiping the tears from her eyes, his gaze filled with tenderness.
"Itās alright, even if I hadnāt married you, I would have married someone else. But Su Yingxue is your true love, and sheās a very good, very formidable woman. If you could have married her, you would have been very happy," Rong Yun foolishly thought to herself that if Su Yingxue had been the one to marry Qin Muyan, then the princeās mansion would surely be managed very well by her now, wouldnāt it?
Qin Muyan said that in the Great Cheng Dynasty harem, everyone listened to Su Yingxue, and the empressās prestige was not a bit lower than the emperorās.
This was the proof of a womanās capability.
Qin Muyanās thoughts were initially swayed by Rong Yun, but when he heard her say that she would marry someone else, he was struck with a realization and hugged Rong Yun tightly, "This prince wonāt let you marry anyone else!"
"Jingjing, no matter how good Yingxue is, sheās now the Empress of the Great Cheng Dynasty, not just this princeās cousin. We have our own lives, thereās no turning back now, and no possibility for change. At present, you are this princeās only wife, and you canāt think about marrying someone else anymore!"
Qin Muyan hugged her tightly, his possessiveness intensifying, and he asked, a bit childishly, "You had Long Ze, your childhood sweetheart, but heās married your sister. You are not allowed to think about him anymore!"
If she did, he would lead his troops to Beiling City and end Long Zeās life, giving her nothing left to think about!
"Ow, youāre hurting me again."
Rong Yunās voice was delicate, truly unable to bear Qin Muyanās forceful grip.
Qin Muyan gently loosened his hold a little, he lowered his head and looked at her charming cheeks, her lively and spirited eyes, as she said, "I just need to know that you love me now, not Su Yingxue."
"Youāre not angry with me anymore? About the child... you donāt blame me anymore?" Qin Muyan was very surprised, never having expected that the young girlās emotions could be so easily resolved.
He hadnāt even said many nice words to coax her, didnāt warm her hands and feet last night, didnāt pat her back to let her sleep comfortably in his arms.
She was so forgiving and magnanimous!
Rong Yun shook her head, "Iām not angry anymore, thereās nothing to be angry about... My aunt said that a womanās heart should not be as small as the eye of a needle, and besides, I am the princess of a nation, the Princess of the Scarlet Flame King! I should be more generous."
"Hmm, although I donāt want to be generous, I really canāt learn that!" Rong Yun continued, her index fingers began to draw circles in front of her chest, "I care a lot about Su Yingxue, afraid that you love her more than you love me. I also care a lot about losing the child, that you wonāt cherish me as before. I care even more, that if I donāt bear you children, youāll go and have them with someone else..."
As Qin Muyan listened to her softly spoken words, the guilt in his heart deepened even further.
He lowered his head to kiss her forehead, "Iām sorry, Jingjing, I failed to protect you well."
"My brother, the Crown Prince, wrote to me, saying the more I care about something, the more it will entangle me, cloud my judgment, and obscure the path before me. But only by clearing away the fog myself can I realize what I truly desire and see clearly... the path I am to walk in the future."
Rong Yunās delicate fingers crawled onto Qin Muyanās body, picking at his collar with a soft yet resolutely firm voice, she said: "Qin Muyan, I only want you to love me, to always love me, never to change your heart."
At that moment, a surge of emotion welled up in Qin Muyanās heart. He raised his hand, and with the most solemn demeanor of his life, he vowed, "I, Qin Muyan, love Rong Yun, through all lifetimes, without end!"
He could not offer her a perfect promise, but to love her was a commitment he would fulfill with his lifetime.
On this day, Rong Yun helped Qin Muyan bathe and dress for court. Her small hands, once clumsy but now skilled, fastened his belt and straightened his collar and sleeves before they set out together.
Qin Muyan gently stroked her soft long hair, "Your Highness has told you before that I intend to bring Li Yunshu back home, and perhaps take more concubines. There will not be much time to accompany you in the coming days, but you must also take good care of yourself, to prepare for our next child."
Rong Yun nodded in agreement, "Alright."
After Qin Muyan left, Rong Yunās courtyard became exceptionally calm.
Strict Governess dragged her injured leg, attending to her day and night.
True to his word, Qin Muyan did not come for a long time. Within a month, he only found time to visit Rong Yun once.
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He asked Xie Qingyou to bring many trinkets to coax her, and Xie Qingyou even brought her sister, Xie Qingyi, to visit Rong Yun together.
When they arrived, they saw Rong Yun packing a chest.
Xie Qingyou, who never considered himself an outsider, lifted his robe and squat down eagerly, "Sister-in-law, what are you packing up here?"
With her petite stature, Rong Yun squatting beside the large chest seemed as if she was nearly sinking into it. Her tender voice carried over, "Iām organizing letters. Wait a moment, Iāll play with you in a bit."
"Alright, weāll wait for you." Xie Qingyou was very accommodating, finding it amusing to visit his sister-in-law and especially liking to watch her fuss.
"You all? Who else is there?" Rong Yun suddenly rose from the chest, her expression turning serious.
Upon revealing her face, behind Xie Qingyou, a woman in a pale green long dress courteously bowed to her, "Noblemanās daughter Xie Qingyi, pays respects to Princess Rong Yun, offering salutations to Your Highness."
"Ah, Miss Xie has arrived, Governess, please serve the tea quickly!"
Rong Yun called out to someone outside.
She had thought only Xie Qingyou would come, so she did not stop her busy work. Now that Xie Qingyi had also come, she had no choice but to stand up, straighten her skirt, and properly attend to them.
Governess was naturally thoughtful and considerate. She had heard that the Miss from the Xie Family was renowned throughout the land for her knowledge, reason, and gentle elegance, so she served Snow Mountain Tea and Green Plum Soft Cakes for her.
After Xie Qingyi expressed her gratitude to Rong Yun, she sat down to taste the tea and snacks.
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