Chapter 676: Chapter 676: The Old Clam Embarrasses Others with Its Pearl
Song Zhiyuan attended the morning court, while his eldest daughter Song Ruqian came to visit. Despite her illness, she had to come and visit after learning of her fatherâs assassination, especially with her motherâs condition not being well. How could she be at ease?
Song Ruqian first took her daughter Tiantian to see Song Ci, spent some time chatting with him, and was thoughtfully sent off by Song Ci.
"I know youâre worried about your mother, go ahead, leave the child with me, and Yuanyuan is here too, let the nieces play together." Song Ci smiled and said, "I donât know if the roads are slippery, walk carefully."
Song Ruqian smiled and agreed, gave a courteous bow, and was escorted to the main courtyard by the servants and maidservants.
Madam had long heard that her eldest daughter had entered the mansion, sitting on the bed anxiously awaiting. Only upon seeing her did she smile.
"Mother." Song Ruqian went over, not yet bowing before her mother waived it, sitting by the bed holding her hand.
"The weather is cold, and it snows from time to time. Your body is heavy now; you shouldnât have come." After Song Ruqiâs miscarriage, Madam paid more attention to her eldest daughterâs pregnancy, afraid of any mishaps.
Song Ruqian retorted, "Upon hearing that father was attacked, and your health is not well, even if itâs snowing daggers, I must come. Unless I see with my own eyes that both of you are well, I cannot be at ease."
"Rest assured, your father only suffered minor injuries, he even attended morning court today. As for me... itâs merely an old clam bearing a pearl, the pregnancy isnât very stable." Madam felt some rare embarrassment and shyness.
At her age, nearing forty in a few years, with a grandchild already, she became pregnant again, the child would be younger than the grandchild.
Itâs truly embarrassing.
Song Ruqian pursed her lips and smiled, "Thereâs nothing to be embarrassed about. You and father are a loving couple, in perfect harmony, itâs a blessing many long for but cannot have."
"Others will still say Iâm at this age, an old clam bearing a pearl."
"Theyâre just envious of you, many long for a loving couple, no concubines in the house." Song Ruqian took her hand, saying, "Mother, donât listen to what people say outside, youâre the legitimate wife, the rightful one carrying the legitimate heir, whatâs laughable about that? Look at grandmother, didnât she give birth to our youngest uncle in her forties?"
"Indeed." Madam lowered her head, stroking her belly, sighing, "Just donât know if this child can be kept."
"What did Doctor Lin say?"
"What else can he say, just leave it to fate, see if we mother and son are destined. Even the gynecologist, Imperial Physician Liu, said the same. So you see, I can only lie down, even when tired, I can only lean but dare not move much."
Seeing her worried expression, Song Ruqian quickly held her hand and said, "Mother, donât be too pessimistic, look at everything positively. As long as the pregnancy is stable, itâs fine. Right now, donât think too much, donât worry, just focus on taking care of yourself."
Madam nodded, "I know. Just hoping Heaven will be kind and let this child stay. If it can be a son, Suâer will have more support in the future, and you two sisters will have another brother to rely on."
Song Ruqian smiled and said, "As long as the child is born healthy, does it matter if itâs a boy or a girl? In our family, daughters are just as cherished and noble."
As their fatherâs rank rose to first-grade official, the stature of the Song daughters increased as well, so what if itâs a daughter?
Madam fully agreed, her gaze dimmed as she looked at her bulging belly, "The greatest pity is still your second sister."