"......"
"......"
With my words, the room falls quiet. Not only the onlookers, but even Cheon Eujin, who had stepped in to block him for me, reacts the same way.
"......You."
A startled look. Crrrack.
The faint grinding reaches me. Keep that up and heāll crack his teeth.
The way he glares at me is vicious. At this rate he really might draw his sword.
Iām uneasy, sure, butā
"......Remember this."
āfortunately, Namgung Seong does not draw. He only speaks, voice soaked in killing intent, eyes on me.
"In my own name, I will never forget today. Before long, you will pay for your sins in full."
"Mm."
I nod at his words. Because I agree.
"Right."
"What?"
"Youāre right."
Heās thrown for a moment by how easily I affirm it. But he is right.
"Iāve seen a few things in my life."
If I count the former one, more than I could ever number. And thereās one thing that taught me.
"People pay for their sins one way or another. Sooner or later."
My gaze liftsāto the vile spirits still staring Namgung Seong down.
Sin circles and circles until it cakes onto the soul.
Piled and piled karma will, in the end, burst someday.
Whether the reckoning comes while one lives, or after one diesāthat I canāt say.
"If possible, take it while youāre alive."
Iāve seen it a few times.
Punishment dealt to a soul hits harder than when the bodyās still breathing.
I think of that and let out a thin laugh.
Perhaps taking it for mockery, Namgung Seong clenches a fist.
But with nothing more he can do, he grits his teeth and turns his back.
"......Weāll see how long arrogance lasts on the strength of a lucky stroke. I will, without fail, make you kneel before me before long."
I donāt bother answering that.
"By then, even if you beg, it will already be too late."
Thereās no point running the mouth any further.
I simply raise a quiet middle finger.
"......You...!"
He almost explodes, then forces it down.
Even he seems to know this is no place to linger.
Heās still limping. A bit funny to watch.
"Broke it?"
Probably not.
If something actually broke, this wouldnāt end here.
Iām watching him go whenā
"Hm?"
Namgung Hyeon, walking with him, stops and cuts me a sidelong glance.
I half-squint back, as if to ask what sheās looking at, and she startles and hurries after him.
I huff a laugh.
The siblings are both strange in matching ways.
[As if you arenāt.]
"...Stop reading my thoughts already."
An old man with no sense.
Once the room fully emptiesā
"......Hoo......"
Cheon Eujin lets out a low sigh, full of relief.
He spoke smoothly enough, but in truth heād been anxious.
I walk over and pat his shoulder.
"You worked hard."
"No... no, not at all."
"See? It went exactly like I said, didnāt it? I told you not to worry."
I grin. Iād already briefed him earlier.
Just come at the time I give you and block the Little Azure Sword.
Then say what you know and what you must.
Nothing will happen, and even if something does, Iāll take responsibilityāso just do it.
Big words I barely had any right to say dragged him here, and in the end, it worked.
Good thing. If anything had blown up, honestly, I wouldnāt have been able to cover it, let alone take responsibility.
"If the resultās good, thatās all that matters."
I set the darker thoughts aside. It turned out well; thatās enough.
Thinking so, I give his shoulder another pat.
"Yes..."
He looks oddly blank for a beat, then turns to me.
"...Truly, it went exactly as Young Master Bang said. From start to finish."
A mistake of mine?
In Cheon Eujinās eyes, I see a trust I canāt quite account for begin to kindle.
****
After the Namgung pair leaves, the place I head is none other than the Branch Leaderās office.
"Ah, come in, come in...!!"
I sent word I was coming, and the Branch Leader practically sprints out to greet me.
Every time I see it, itās peculiar.
"Never thought Iād see him fawn over me like this."
A man I could barely catch a glimpse of for a full year as a ranker in his unit.
When I did see him, he wouldnāt so much as try to talk to me, couldnāt even meet my eyes.
"Ah dear... Iāve nothing proper to serve but tea, what am I to do..."
"......"
Now he flusters and frets in front of me andāwhat to call it...
"Thrilling."
Itās thrilling.
Reputation really is king. This is the stuff.
"Have you been well?"
"Oh, hardly well. Iāve lost sleep over Young Master Bang..."
"The reason Iām here is simple. Youāve likely already heard, but Iāll be leaving the Alliance for a time to go to the Blue Moon Sect."
I cut the fluff and go straight to the point.
He briefly pinches his brow at my bluntness, but only for a blink.
"Ah... yes, of course, Iāve heard."
No doubt passed along by Cheon Eujin. The Branch Leader gives me a faintly wistful look.
"You must be attached to our branch. Are you sure about this?"
Attached, my ass. I just barely swallow the curse.
"A year treating me like a ghost, and now you talk about attachment?"
Whatever attachment I had fell off long ago.
"Indeed. A pity, but... things turned out this way."
I keep the thought to myself and feed him the polite line.
"I see..."
He still looks full of regret, but he has no grounds to keep me.
All the more since the Blue Moon Sect is closely tied to the Martial Alliance; strictly speaking, Iām just moving to a higher unit.
I didnāt even need to come see him like this.
If I told them I was leaving, Cheon Eujinās side would handle it. I could have just gone.
"All that said, before I go, thereās a favor Iād like to ask of the Branch Leader I respect."
"A favor?"
The reason I bothered to see someone I had no real need to see was nothing else.
"Yes. A favor."
Thereās one person I need to take care of before I leave.
****
"...You donāt have to keep coming."
Thatās the first thing I hear when he sees me, and I immediately frown.
"Thatās a bit cold for a greeting. I came all the way out here."
When I load my voice with wounded pride, the young man gives me a sheepish smile.
"You came yesterday. And the day before."
"Todayās the first time today. Canāt you just be glad to see me?"
I fire back and take the seat beside him.
This is the infirmary inside the Alliance. The one grumbling at me is my senior, Yoo Hyungin.
It took him several days after the fight with the Mountain Ghost to fully wake.
"Howās the body?"
"Fine."
"Fine? They said youāll need months to recuperate. Whatās fine about that?"
"...If you werenāt going to believe me, why ask?"
Theyād said heād need at least three months of rest because of the wound from that day.
The one relief: nothing vital was hit, so with good care there would be no sequelae.
"Eat properly. Thatās how bones knit faster."
"I ate a lot."
"Really?"
"Mm."
Good. I nod.
Silence follows. As always, Yoo Hyungin doesnāt speak first.
I last as long as I can, then finally open my mouth.
"Senior. Iām leaving the Martial Alliance."
"Mm."
"...Mm?"
"Why?"
"Thatās a terrible reaction."
"I tried."
Sure you did.
"Why arenāt you surprised?"
"Iāve heard all the rumors about you. And itās not exactly strange."
He smiles, and I can only chuckle back.
Right. Thereās no way the rumors didnāt spread. And no way he didnāt hear them.
"They say you beat the Little Azure Sword. Impressive."
"Well, I..."
It wasnāt with my own strength. I almost say it, then shut my mouth.
Itās something I mustnāt say. For the sake of what comes next.
"...Thatās how it went."
I avert my eyes. I canāt say it looking him in the face.
Looking aside, I ask him:
"Why donāt you ask anything?"
"What should I ask?"
"You knowāthe usual things."
Why were you hiding your power... or, the you I know isnāt like that, what trick did you pull...
If anyone could ask me those, it would be him.
Heās the one who taught me the work all year while watching my training.
Without him, I might not have lasted in the Alliance.
Thatās the kind of person he is.
Yet even after hearing all the rumors, he asks nothing.
Why? I canāt understand it, so I ask.
With a calm face, he answers:
"Who knows. I just figured you had your reasons. Whatever they were... they must have been good ones. Youāre that kind of person."
"......"
Itās an answer that stops my tongue.
"...You always say this, but youāre too much of a soft touch. I kept telling you to be careful you donāt get stabbed in the back."
"Hahaha."
Whatās so funny?
I canāt fathom not asking anything for a reason like that.
He and I are built on different tracks.
I say to him, still smiling:
"Senior."
"Mm?"
"Want to come with me?"
"...Mm?"
"To the Blue Moon Sect. Itās a bit much to say myself, but Iāve got pull now. If itās you, I can probablyā"
"Sorry. I canāt."
He refuses before I even finish, still smiling.
"I have family here."
"......"
"And I like where I am. So Iām sorry."
Heās smiling, but his eyes are firm. With that face, nothing I do will sway him.
"...I see."
I donāt press. Twice or thrice would be pointless.
"Understood."
I rise. Thereās no need for more talk.
"Leaving?"
"Yes. I came to say this. Take care of yourself. Iāll stop by once more before I go."
I leave the infirmary without lingering.
The sunlight is still hot.
As Iām staring up at the sun, the old man whoās been quiet speaks to me.
[As you expected.]
I shift my gaze at his voice.
[You said heād refuse even if you asked. It seems you were right.]
"......"
Yoo Hyungin would refuse.
I knew that result before I spoke to him.
Because the Yoo Hyungin I know is that kind of person.
Even so, despite knowingā
[For someone who knew, your face is a picture.]
"...What about my face."
[You said you were ready for it, yet youāre wearing your hurt on your sleeve.]
"......"
That obvious? I rub a hand over my face.
[With that nasty temper of yours Iād have thought youād bleed dust if pricked, and yet here youāre all heart.]
"What do you take me for...?"
Unbelievable.
Tch. I click my tongue, and Yoo Cheongil says:
[Donāt you regret it?]
"...Regret what?"
[Tsk, playing dumb when you know.]
"......"
[Sending all the money you saved to his family.]
I scratch my cheek.
"Itās not that much... and I wonāt be needing it for a while, so I sent it."
[You even put the Martial Allianceās name on it to keep them from spotting you.]
"Because itād be embarrassing if they did."
[Ha.]
If he has to rest for three months, then he wonāt be getting paid.
I thought of that and sent the paltry bit Iād squirreled away.
"My meddling ends there."
Anything more, and he wouldnāt want it.
And thereās little more I can do.
So thatās the limit.
"From here on out, I already know whose fault Iāll be suffering for, so thereās nothing more to fuss over."
[I have no idea who you could possibly mean.]
"A vile-spirit old man."
[...Now you insult me outright.]
"Anyway, thatās as far as I go. Thatās all I can do. Soā"
I take my eyes off him and look aside.
"Donāt ask for anything strange. Just go do what you were doing."
Thereās someone there where I look. Not a person.
But a presence I know.
"Whatever you want from me, I donāt intend to do anything."
At my words, the woman-shaped thing reacts.
A vile spirit.
One of the ones behind Namgung Seong.
I frown at her.
"Mistake."
When Iād thought of his sins, my eyes had gone to the spiritsāand one met my gaze.
I thought Iād dodged fast enough, but it seems I was seen.
The one good part here isā
"So she didnāt tell the others."
If she had, the others would have swarmed. Since they havenāt, she must not have.
Which meansā
"She wants something from me that badly."
Didnāt pass the word, so please do this for me. That sort of meaning.
"Haa."
A sigh comes out. I let it flow and ask her:
"...What do you want?"
[Why. Will you do me a favor?]
"Not exactly. Iāll hear it, first."
If itās too much, I canāt do it.
And if she keeps clinging anywayā
"...Iāll exorcise you."
Awkward to do, [N O V E L I G H T] but not impossible.
So please donāt ask for something pointless. Iām thinking that whenā
ā......
The woman opens her mouth and speaks.
"Mm?"
I tilt my head at what I hear.
For one reason:
"...Thatās all?"
Itās simpler than I thought.
For a vile spiritās request, surprisingly easy.
I think for a moment, then answer:
"If itās just that... I canāt do it now, but if I ever happen to go there, Iāll do it. You can accept that much, right?"
ā......
She nods.
Then she gives me a quiet bow, lips moving in a murmur.
Itās not hard to read the silent word: thanks.
In that instantā
Fwaaaaaā!!
Light surges out of her body.
"...Well, damn."
[Ho?]
I grimace. Itās light no one else can see.
"Didnāt think Iād see that again in this life."
A light I saw to the point of revulsion in the former one. A light I swore never to see again.
A soul fulfills its wish and departs.
What people call crossing over.
"Tsk."
Crossing over for a promise that small?
For a woman who became a vile spirit, her core was too pure.
Which also meansā
"Someone ruined a woman that pure this badly."
I feel unclean. I hide it and straighten.
A bow.
At least that much courtesy for a departing soul. Soon the light gutters out.
[Curious. So thatās what it means for a soul to depart.]
Yoo Cheongil chuckles, entertained.
[Hearing this, Iām half-convinced the ascents those Daoist chatterboxes prattle about donāt exist at all.]
"......"
Say whatever amuses you. I donāt feel like answering.
It was too easy to set a vile spirit free. Iām only grateful for that.
I move again.
"...All right, letāsā"
Letās go backā Iām about to say whenā
"Huh?"
[Hm?]
My eyes widen.
At the same time, I rub my palm over my belly.
"H-hey... huh?"
[What is it? Is something wrong?]
"No..."
I focus, wondering if I imagined it. I didnāt.
Eyes gone lantern-wide, I speak to Yoo Cheongil:
"Old man."
[Yes, what on earthā]
"My energy... increased?"
[Hm?]
My dantian (inner energy center) has more qi in it.
All of a sudden.