A few days had passed since I left the Anhui Branch in the carriage the Alliance provided.
â...Ugh, my back...â
After sitting with my spine pressed to the backrest for who knows how long, I hopped down the moment the carriage stopped and let one line slip.
We were at a spot with a view of a valley. Looked like tonightâs campsite.
I walked out to a stretch of quiet gravel and glanced back at the carriage. Still the same ostentatious, oversized beast.
At first Iâd gone wow, a carriage can be this soft? Amazing. But a few days of it andâyeah, not so amazing.
[See? I told you to just run there for the exercise.]
âYou say insane things like itâs nothing.â
From the moment we set out, the old man had been spouting nonsense about not riding and just running all the way.
âHow am I supposed to run that distance?â
Even by carriage it takes days. What lunatic runs that?
I gave him a look, and Yoo Cheongil answered:
[If you try, a day is plenty. Anything you canât do is because you didnât try hard enough.]
More bullshit, so I shot back as soon as I heard it.
âThen try coming back to life on effort. Funny how you canât do that but keep pestering me.â
[What was that? You think thatâs the same thing!?]
âHowâs it different? Telling me to fix the impossible with effort is the part that makes no sense.â
[Oh? And now youâre just dropping honorifics?]
âYo!â
Shameful to admit, but itâs been like this for days. Give us a spare minute and weâre at each otherâs throats.
Truth is, weâre both just bored and using arguments as an excuse to loaf around.
We were bickering like that for a while whenâ
âNo, Iâm saying...â
Mid-sentence, I closed my mouth. Yoo Cheongil had flicked his chin at something.
That meant one thing.
âYoung Master Bang.â
âYes.â
Cheon Eujin appeared from behind. He studied me with a strange expression.
âWhat are you doing out here?â
â...Ah, some meditation.â
âMeditation, huh?â
âYes. Call it time to observe the soul.â
Not wrong. Iâd been checking for a particularly mean-tempered vile spirit.
At that, Cheon Eujinâs eyes widened a touch.
âAh... time to observe the soul... As expected, Young Master Bang is well-versed in that realm too.â
â...Pardon?â
âAn elder of the Dao once told me the martial and the soul are closely linked. Are you studying that aspect as well?â
âAh... yes. Something like... that.â
âAs expected...!â
â...â
Heâd picked up some weird misunderstanding and his eyes were sparkling. It was exhausting.
âWhyâs he been like that since last time?â
Cold sweat prickled. It started the moment we left the Branch.
Whatever I did, he assigned it some heavy meaning, or he watched me with this evaluative look I couldnât place.
Made it awkward to train.
Because I didnât want to show my lousy swordwork.
With those expectant eyes on me, there wasnât much I could do.
âWhat is it, seriously.â
I truly didnât know why he looked at me that way. And the problem was, I didnât even want to ask.
âAnyway... how long until we arrive?â
I forced the topic to shift.
For now, I had to.
âAh, weâre nearly there... We should arrive by tomorrow at the latest.â
âTomorrow?â
âYes. Ordinarily, we would have arrived today, but... it seems...â
âAh.â
Got it. We were behind schedule. The terrain and the rain.
It had rained on the way, and the ground wasnât greatâunderstandable.
âIâm sorry...â
But Cheon Eujin felt guilty enough to apologize.
Honestly, that threw me.
âWhy are you apologizing, Young Master Cheon? It isnât your fault.â
It wasnât the carriageâs fault, nor the driverâs. And °⢠N đ v đ l i g h t â˘Â° certainly not Cheon Eujinâs.
He wasnât the one holding the reinsâwhat fault could he have?
â...Even so, Iâm in the position of escorting Young Master Bang...â
âEscorting what. Weâre going because we have to go.â
I held in a sigh. A few days on the road had taught me something.
âHeâs overly sensitive to other peopleâs faces.â
He watched others more than Iâd expected. Too much so.
Whether it was just with me or his default setting, I didnât know.
Either way, the guy was a bit...
âSpineless for how he looks.â
First impression said sharp and cold; in person, not so much.
âAnyway, itâs fine. Nothing changes because weâre late, does it?â
Suited me. I had a lot to think through before we arrived.
âStill not enough.â
I had to prepare for whatever might happen.
Who knew what would blow up at the Blue Moon Sect, so I had to grind my brain more. And besidesâ
â...I had to keep up that damned training.â
The nightly idiocy.
I had to get it solid before reaching the Blue Moon Sect.
****
Night rose with the moon. Prime time for a campfire and a roadside bivouac.
Back at the Branch, this wouldâve been about when I stood first watch.
I stood with a sword in hand, eyes closed.
Iâd been repeating this every night for days.
[Do you feel it?]
I didnât react to the old man. No need to answer, no need to care.
He knew that too.
[Focus your breathing. Your shoulders are uncertain.]
Even without answering, he would clearly understand my intent.
[Ignore everything else. Focus only on the flow.]
The flow. The movement of energy felt in the body.
I fixed my breath so my shoulders didnât rise and observed within.
Something moved.
So faint I could barely feel itâbut it was there, a hair-thin thread.
If I got even a little uneasy or my focus wavered, it scattered to nothing.
I sent it slowly through my whole body so it wouldnât break.
I held that thought whenâ
[Correct your thinking.]
The old man spoke as if heâd been waiting.
[Youâre not maintaining energyâyouâre maintaining light. Remember the moon contained inside your body.]
I wanted to swear the instant I heard it. Abstract nonsense.
âDamn it. How am I supposed to maintain that.â
Energy is energyâwhereâs the light? My eyes were closed; I couldnât see a thing.
Even so, I clenched my teeth and tried. I didnât know what kind of cosmic drivel that was, but I could at least try.
Because Iâd experienced what he meant in my body.
Forget the light and the moon and the airy metaphors.
I just followed what my body had felt.
âThe speed the energy moved. The reactions in my body then. Muscle sense and the measure of breath.â
I remembered everything and copied it.
This was the assignment he gave me the first day of travel.
âIâll show you once. Learn it.â
Barely ten seconds. Thatâs how long he stayed inside me.
In that blink, he didnât do anything fancy.
He just kept the bodyâs energy moving, over and over, then slipped out and told me:
âDid you memorize it?â
âYes.â
âThen keep doing it from now on.â
Thatâs when it started.
â...Until when?â
âHeh. Obviously until you can do it the same.â
So for days,
I repeated it endlessly on the road to Henan, shaving off sleep to keep tryingâand it wasnât as easy as Iâd hoped.
âMemorizing doesnât mean you can reproduce perfectly.â
Even if I recalled every step and mimicked it, my body wouldnât just comply.
If I settled my breath, the energy shook. If I focused on the energy, my breath floated.
When I tried to hold both, the body went slack.
âItâs going to take time.â
To shape it exactly like the old man had, it would take a good while.
âHmmm...â
Which made me worry more.
âThey say weâll reach the Blue Moon Sect by tomorrowâwhat do I do with this.â
The old man said I had to have it firmly under control before we arrived.
Time was tight.
â...Tch.â
Iâd said this might be too hard, but he insisted it had to be done for the plan.
And alsoâ
âI even showed you everything and you still canât do it? Tsk tsk. Talentless, arenât you.â
âhe just had to needle me.
âI know, you vile-spirited old man.â
Iâd long known I lacked talent. If I had any, I wouldnât have spent a year bumbling around the Branch like an idiot.
âHoo... damn.â
Cursing in my head, I sent the energy circling again.
Blue Moon Heart Art, was it? Different enough from the Bang familyâs martial art Iâd trained all my life to make it harder.
Iâd only just managed to keep the energy from breaking.
I had no sense for how long it would take to refine it until it flowed as naturally as the old man made it.
The one thing I knew for sureâ
âA few days wonât cut it.â
âwas that there was no way Iâd reach his pace in days.
âThis isnât going to work.â
I said it straight.
[Hmm?]
He cocked his head and pinched his brow.
[Soâyouâre thinking of giving up?]
âNo. Not giving up.â
I couldnât get a feel for it at all. So I had to reset that first.
âShow me again.â
[Heh.]
He chuckled.
âItâs only been a few days. Even if I go in, it wonât be much different in duration from last time.â
âThat alone is fine.â
What mattered was checking again.
Right now, a clearer sense of direction was more important.
[Hmmm...]
He rolled his eyes, thinking for a moment.
[Hm?]
Then lifted his head and looked somewhere.
âWhat is it?â
[Nothing. Thought I saw a fox.]
âA fox?â
What fox, out of nowhere? I followed his gaze, but there was nothing.
Just the dense forest beyond the gravel.
Thenâ
[Fine.]
He spoke to me.
[Itâll be the same as last time, but Iâll be generous and show you again.]
âWhatâs with the âgenerousâ? Youâre making me do this for your ownââ
[Or not.]
â...I meant, Iâll do my absolute best to learn.â
Someday Iâll find a way to exorcise him. Not crossing overâexorcism.
I forced a smile with that iron vow.
[Heh.]
He smiled back and slowly seeped into my body.
No matter how many times, it was a strange sensation.
Still didnât like how my body stopped feeling like mine.
The good newsâ
âI donât black out anymore.â
âwas that I could keep my mind, and though I hadnât tried itâ
âI could probably take it back if I wanted.â
âI had this baseless certainty I could reclaim control anytime.
Clench.
My hand curled into a fist. My eyes slid shut.
Vmmâ The energy stirred deep in my gut.
I focused on that. First: speed.
âThree times faster than me.â
The energy moved several times faster, and instead of wobbling like mine, it ran like a clean current.
âAlmost no wasted strength.â
Toes just held the body. The breath propped the flow.
Muscles opened pathways so movement had no hitch.
âHow is that possible?â
To hold the energy, I had to tense my muscles. Supporting it with breath alone left me flimsy.
What was the difference? I couldnât tell.
As always, I just memorized.
âThe breath is a touch faster and deeper than I recalled. Rightâif I drink deeper, my shoulders donât lift.â
I logged each difference.
âWhat does that formed current mean?â
That delicately crafted path of energyâ
It was shaping something inside the body.
Unlike the messy strands I made. It looked almost likeâ
âA circle... No. Thatâsââ
A moon?
Huffâ!
The instant I grasped the shape, my eyes snapped open. Not meâYoo Cheongilâs.
And he stared at something.
âOld man?â
I called out, annoyed heâd stopped the show.
He was faster.
âIf you have something to say, come out.â
âHuh?â
Out of nowhere. What...?
â...Oh?â
A cold thought slid in.
âSince when does he just grant my requests... Donât tell meââ
Sssk! My body lifted the wooden sword and aimed it at where the gaze pointed.
âI donât like being watched from the shadows. Best come out before I kill you.â
âYouâ!â
âOr do you want me to come to you?â
The corner of his mouth curled.
âIf you want, I can do that.â
With that, the foot moved. One step forwardâ
Huffâ!
âCrazy...!â
I seized my body back. I clamped my mouth shut on the words that slipped out.
I rolled my eyes sideways. Yoo Cheongil was looking at me with his signature scary smile.
[Focus.]
I couldnât even spit the curse climbing my throat. Something was already moving ahead of us.
[The foxes are coming.]
I steadied my breathing and hid the cold sweat.
Then I looked forward.
And saw them.
A sizable group approaching me.
White martial robes with blue embroidery.
Swords at every waist, and the air changed with their arrival.
A little under ten by eye.
Their firm, settled qi made me hunch without thinking.
Different from the fighters Iâd seen at the Branchâthe feel of them, from the start.
The middle-aged man at their head addressed me.
âAre you Young Master Bang of the Bang Family of Liaoning?â
â...If... I am...?â
Yes. Thatâs me. Please donât kill me.
I swallowed those words before they slipped out.
Because of the mess the old man had just picked.
The man studied me after hearing my non-answer. More precisely, he examined my eyes.
Thumpâ
All at once, that many people dropped to their knees.
âThe Blue Moon Sectâs little moon greets the Sword Saintâs successor.â
On a night not yet late,
the Blue Moon Sect came to find me.